Question #4660: I need some advice

[AskSatanOperator]

So I am in a position of absolute mental turmoil. My parents are treating me like absolute shit, they never say anything nice to me, I recently got out of a mental hospital and all they said to me was it was better when you were gone, everytime i come home from my sisters house (though she just moved in so) or When im out, my stepmom (who is an Christian btw) gives me this absolute evil look, it's a look that stares right down into your soul and its just full of hatred and evil, it is such a terrible look its hard to describe it. And with my dad, i try to just talk to him about normal topics and he just absolutely ignore me, like i could be sitting on the couch and i could ask him a question and he just sits there emotionless, ignoring me, continuing to watch the TV not even acknowledging me, and there is my grandfather (who is an extreme catholic and also has dementia) likes to spy on me. he has a personal vendetta against me, everything i do, every step i take, every breath i breathe, he takes note of that and reports back to my stepmom. and then there is my sister (who is trying to become a Christian) who just moved in (she just moved in because my stepmom had to bail her out because she got charged with a felony trying to stab her boyfriend) while we usually have a good relationship, she is falling under the spell of my stepmoms manipulation and lies to the point my sister has absolutely no problem with my stepmom calling me names and such. the only thing in my life thats even nice to me is my puppy.. but everytime that dog walks up to me, my stepmom will pull and the dogs caller very hard and while doing that, she whispers to herself (like a maniac) MY DOG MY DOG MY DOG NO ONE ELSES BUT MY DOG...

I Just want satan or some of the gods to talk to me because im about to lose my shit

any advice will help
HAIL SATAN AND THE GODS

 

[Henu the Great]

Do not give up. Each and every day is a step closer to your independence and freedom to be as you want and need to be. Remind yourself this when the going gets tough. Always keep your goal on your mind and you can push through insurmountable obstacles.

 

[Caspian]

Im sorry that you have to suffer like this, I am very familiar with the concept of domestic abuse., so you are not alone.
Have you done the dedication ritual? You should get much more in contact with your guardian demon - every Satanist who has done the dedication has one. I suggest you ask for their help and guidance in a ritual.

Some other demons you can ask the help of:

Botis
Cimeries
Anubis ( One of my favorite gods, definitely consider contacting him)
Marchosias ( contact him especially if they get aggressive more frequently)

You can also bind them from harming you in any way. Binding is considered black magick but since its more on the defensive side, I believe you can still do it more safely, compared to a curse ( don't curse them if you are a beginner, its more likely that it will have some effect on you and your life if you cant completely clean all the negative energy you raised.)

click here for a binding ritual.

Note that you will likel have to do it for forty days if you want it to be permanent.

Are you an adult? If you are, I highly suggest you start gaining independence ( without telling them of course. Hide it from those who dont need to know and those who you cant trust, those who cant help you. you never know who might one day oppose you.)

The demons i linked above belong to a list in the satanisgod.org website. its the previous page. You can definitely search for a demon to help you.

I however also highly recommend you establish a very close connection to your guardian demon. talk to them frequently and every day, ask their help and guidance when you are meditating, etc.

I hope these were useful.
Stay strong, it WILL end.

 

[AristocraticDragon666]

So I am in a position of absolute mental turmoil. My parents are treating me like absolute shit, they never say anything nice to me, I recently got out of a mental hospital and all they said to me was it was better when you were gone, everytime i come home from my sisters house (though she just moved in so) or When im out, my stepmom (who is an Christian btw) gives me this absolute evil look, it's a look that stares right down into your soul and its just full of hatred and evil, it is such a terrible look its hard to describe it. And with my dad, i try to just talk to him about normal topics and he just absolutely ignore me, like i could be sitting on the couch and i could ask him a question and he just sits there emotionless, ignoring me, continuing to watch the TV not even acknowledging me, and there is my grandfather (who is an extreme catholic and also has dementia) likes to spy on me. he has a personal vendetta against me, everything i do, every step i take, every breath i breathe, he takes note of that and reports back to my stepmom. and then there is my sister (who is trying to become a Christian) who just moved in (she just moved in because my stepmom had to bail her out because she got charged with a felony trying to stab her boyfriend) while we usually have a good relationship, she is falling under the spell of my stepmoms manipulation and lies to the point my sister has absolutely no problem with my stepmom calling me names and such. the only thing in my life thats even nice to me is my puppy.. but everytime that dog walks up to me, my stepmom will pull and the dogs caller very hard and while doing that, she whispers to herself (like a maniac) MY DOG MY DOG MY DOG NO ONE ELSES BUT MY DOG...

I Just want satan or some of the gods to talk to me because im about to lose my shit

any advice will help
HAIL SATAN AND THE GODS

Focus on the Gods and self-development.

If your loved ones ignore you, try to distance yourself from them and go about your business.

If you have reached the age of majority, you can try to separate from them so that they do not have power over your life.

 

[Hellenic SS]

I wish you the best. Work hard now so you can move out and never have to deal with these people again. I recommend you do the following for spiritual advancement, protection, and well-being:

Cleaning your Aura:

Your aura is a bioelectrical field around your body which can subconsciously affect you and others around you. Our world has many sources of spritiual decay and filth, so cleaning your aura consistently is vital. Link: https://satanisgod.org/Aura_Cleaning.html

Building your Aura of Protection:

Your aura must become stronger to endure more on both the physical and the spiritual realm. Curses, negative energy, and astral attacks will bounce off you and onto the people/entities who direct them at you. Link: https://satanisgod.org/Protection.html

Foundation Meditation:

The Foundation Meditation helps with controlling your breath, learning to use simple powers of the mind, as well as absorbing energy from nature and the Sun. Link: The Breath: The Basis of Magick, Energy Manipulation, and Mind Power (satanisgod.org)

Void Meditation:

Void Meditation helps with focus, self-control, seriousness, clarity, and discipline. Link: https://satanisgod.org/Satanic_Void_Meditation.html

God/Demon Rituals:

These rituals help establish a closer connection with our Gods/Demons. There are rituals for many Gods, but there are new ones added every few months. Link: Home - JoS Rituals