AskSatanOperator
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**(PLEASE SKIP TO BOTTOM 5 QUESTIONS IF SHORT ON TIME, AS I WOULD LIKE YOUR INPUT AND I’VE INCLUDED A LONG BACKGROUND)**
Let me premise this by saying I have made some sacrifices in the past for Satan however small they might be. I have a a strong plutonian influence in my chart, which leads to an All or Nothing attitude and very ambitious goals both spiritual and material.
Though as of late, my dedication to the path has not been the strongest and I’ve engaged in self-undoing behaviours which have been a trend because I’ve felt “Blocked” from attaining physical things(wife, kids, fulfilling friendships, house, career etc.).
Maybe I’ve drawn the wrong conclusions in my approach of the path focusing overly on the spiritual, BUT I am fully aware and have had life changing experiences in this path that makes me “bound” to this path eternally, it is THE path(Literally “Spiritual Satanism/Truthism”).
It would seem and I hope someone here can give me a different perspective, the functions of todays society make it very unpractical to get things done in the physical world because the mere mention of me being a SS can be game over in many respects. The thing is that, I’ve always thought that with powerful positions we can have way more impact and further bring closure to this jewish pest and influence by being in an area, where our presence can be felt on a grander stage.
So I’ve opted to strategize my practice and get out of my shell more which, my money workings, desires and general workings have led me to realize. I’ve come to realize what I can do to succeed and earn money, I have to work with people and collaborate and provide value to them in some way. Of course there’s more layers I can add to that, but this I haven’t done at all out of fear of my beliefs getting discovered due to mandatory commitments on this path.
I’ve been lead to this point and realization, and I want to create a “Hinduism” , “Tantra” front for all my practices and everything I do, including RTR’s if privacy can be an issue.
Since I am aware that to truly call myself, a Spiritual Satanist a combination of communion with the Gods and Satan, Spiritual progress, Dross/Karma removal, Spiritual goals(journaling and augmenting my baseline, climbing the ranks), Spiritual warfare and studying(Spirituality and magnum opus, spiritual alchemic related concepts and texts is required reading). ALL of which has to be done DAILY for steady and good progress on the path.
When I dedicated I took the path head on and intensely. It was all consuming to the point of outcasting myself from former “friends”, family and material desires. Spending hours on the forums and yahoo groups, reading the JoS materials obsessively and everything related etc. Barely any hobbies or material things to show for(I joined when I was in High School), barely a “life” and uneventful in a physical sense, and at times I was ready to be 100% for Satan Agenda in the sense of High Priest Level Work.
However, I never did take the full plunge on such an endeavour, as wealth accumulation and fixing my life has had it’s overwhelming points at times, opportunities that were busts and not fitting for my soul. Unfolding my creative, artistic abilities and relationships towards wealth, is a great need that has sidetracked, the selfless acts I wanted to do. I don’t doubt Satan’s power at all to support me if I became his confidante(I don’t use this word lightly, such is only earned through honest grit, effort and sacrifices of course), I just feel I should attain things on my own, using my own powers, alongside him for guidance whilst striving for financial freedom so that I can go 100%. Thats ultimately what I want. Say 5-10 years to achieve such and sacrifice in the way of adding some value to millions of people in some way(business, software related service etc.).
I’ve concluded that with financial freedom, I have time freedom and my options and prospects increase significantly in the spiritual sense.
This thought appeals to me. Being a Hermit and fully dedicating to complete the Magnum Opus through daily study and hours of spiritual practice at an Ashram(Though some have advised against this, I do think I have a soul for this as an outcome, definitely later in life after I’ve fixed the many problems I’m facing)
Right now I really feel I have no one in a my physical life. No friends, family absent, Dad was never around and my mom is cold and distant and always has(She’s also incredibly lonely, duped by xtianity).
I have my sincere and deepest respects to everyone here that has seen the truth and threading along the path, through the will of Satan we go through the rough patches unscathed. I hope you guys are steadily progressing in the path.
To continue, I’ve had never ending doubts I’d be able to have a wife that respects my DAILY spiritual practices, because again once you reach a point it’s daily without fail which means my partner would have to in some way be fine with that. But here in the West how is this doable while having a life to live as well?
If you live in the West, how can you have a social life, friends, career and succeed if you have to always maintain a strict spiritual daily routine?
When you reach a point it’s 2-3hrs per day if your doing Hatha and Kundalini Yoga, Meditating and Spiritual Warfare and talking to Satan and the Gods regularly and working too, all of which is to be done DAILY without fail. With the kind of freedom I mentioned, I would be doing hours of mantra practice and mastering meditations maybe reaching 6 hours a day of practice and focus to reach the highest of levels I can.
I mean the morning and night mantra vibrations, of which the numbers only go up as you evolve, thus more time is required. If you have roommates, or are still under your parents roof playing music, is the only way to “drown” or mask the mantra chants and having someone inquire about what youre doing. Also, it seems like there’s a set curfew for what I can do and I am limited if there’s a situation where I can’t meditate or partake in something that might make me skip. The western world machine in its current state is not intended for the Satanic soul at all.
The dilemma is I want to go out, meet people and succeed in my career and relationships, and for this I may have to go out a bit more, socialize as many money meditations have lead to me understanding this and this is based on my chart too.
Thus, I’ll finish off by asking these questions which I feel I and others might benefit from…
1- How do you deal with being a Satanist while having a wife, kids, friends? (I’ve suspected that the default might be loneliness and outcast tendencies for most here, as it was for me when the weight of truth fell on my heart, completely alone*physically*, am I wrong?)
2- Do you tell people about what you do for good measure and so you can more freely practice, around significant others, if yes what do you say to keep the core belief hidden?
3- If you are traveling a lot, staying at friends place maybe, or going out as can be necessary for a social gathering, party or business venture etc. How do you maintain your practice? Are such things feasible for a Satanist to be able to do?(This is near impossible without masquerading your beliefs and that you are a “Devout Hindu” as the daily practice will suggest to others and vocalizing such to those you meet, something I’m starting to think can help me remove fear and shying away from opportunities and desires by being more “open” to tall about the “hinduism front”)
4- Have you had to memorize meditations, the RTR’s, Ritual opening statements etc. For the sake of being able to again mask what you are actually doing? (With a more social life and line of work that requires travel etc.?)
5- Are you extremely private and also lonely in a physical sense? (Would like to make poll of this, I really don’t know how many people fall in this category, again when I hear of people raising a family, friends, and partners and such I’m always shocked and skeptical that it’s true with the nature of our beliefs and what we do)
Hoping this ends up being an insightful discussion.
Let me premise this by saying I have made some sacrifices in the past for Satan however small they might be. I have a a strong plutonian influence in my chart, which leads to an All or Nothing attitude and very ambitious goals both spiritual and material.
Though as of late, my dedication to the path has not been the strongest and I’ve engaged in self-undoing behaviours which have been a trend because I’ve felt “Blocked” from attaining physical things(wife, kids, fulfilling friendships, house, career etc.).
Maybe I’ve drawn the wrong conclusions in my approach of the path focusing overly on the spiritual, BUT I am fully aware and have had life changing experiences in this path that makes me “bound” to this path eternally, it is THE path(Literally “Spiritual Satanism/Truthism”).
It would seem and I hope someone here can give me a different perspective, the functions of todays society make it very unpractical to get things done in the physical world because the mere mention of me being a SS can be game over in many respects. The thing is that, I’ve always thought that with powerful positions we can have way more impact and further bring closure to this jewish pest and influence by being in an area, where our presence can be felt on a grander stage.
So I’ve opted to strategize my practice and get out of my shell more which, my money workings, desires and general workings have led me to realize. I’ve come to realize what I can do to succeed and earn money, I have to work with people and collaborate and provide value to them in some way. Of course there’s more layers I can add to that, but this I haven’t done at all out of fear of my beliefs getting discovered due to mandatory commitments on this path.
I’ve been lead to this point and realization, and I want to create a “Hinduism” , “Tantra” front for all my practices and everything I do, including RTR’s if privacy can be an issue.
Since I am aware that to truly call myself, a Spiritual Satanist a combination of communion with the Gods and Satan, Spiritual progress, Dross/Karma removal, Spiritual goals(journaling and augmenting my baseline, climbing the ranks), Spiritual warfare and studying(Spirituality and magnum opus, spiritual alchemic related concepts and texts is required reading). ALL of which has to be done DAILY for steady and good progress on the path.
When I dedicated I took the path head on and intensely. It was all consuming to the point of outcasting myself from former “friends”, family and material desires. Spending hours on the forums and yahoo groups, reading the JoS materials obsessively and everything related etc. Barely any hobbies or material things to show for(I joined when I was in High School), barely a “life” and uneventful in a physical sense, and at times I was ready to be 100% for Satan Agenda in the sense of High Priest Level Work.
However, I never did take the full plunge on such an endeavour, as wealth accumulation and fixing my life has had it’s overwhelming points at times, opportunities that were busts and not fitting for my soul. Unfolding my creative, artistic abilities and relationships towards wealth, is a great need that has sidetracked, the selfless acts I wanted to do. I don’t doubt Satan’s power at all to support me if I became his confidante(I don’t use this word lightly, such is only earned through honest grit, effort and sacrifices of course), I just feel I should attain things on my own, using my own powers, alongside him for guidance whilst striving for financial freedom so that I can go 100%. Thats ultimately what I want. Say 5-10 years to achieve such and sacrifice in the way of adding some value to millions of people in some way(business, software related service etc.).
I’ve concluded that with financial freedom, I have time freedom and my options and prospects increase significantly in the spiritual sense.
This thought appeals to me. Being a Hermit and fully dedicating to complete the Magnum Opus through daily study and hours of spiritual practice at an Ashram(Though some have advised against this, I do think I have a soul for this as an outcome, definitely later in life after I’ve fixed the many problems I’m facing)
Right now I really feel I have no one in a my physical life. No friends, family absent, Dad was never around and my mom is cold and distant and always has(She’s also incredibly lonely, duped by xtianity).
I have my sincere and deepest respects to everyone here that has seen the truth and threading along the path, through the will of Satan we go through the rough patches unscathed. I hope you guys are steadily progressing in the path.
To continue, I’ve had never ending doubts I’d be able to have a wife that respects my DAILY spiritual practices, because again once you reach a point it’s daily without fail which means my partner would have to in some way be fine with that. But here in the West how is this doable while having a life to live as well?
If you live in the West, how can you have a social life, friends, career and succeed if you have to always maintain a strict spiritual daily routine?
When you reach a point it’s 2-3hrs per day if your doing Hatha and Kundalini Yoga, Meditating and Spiritual Warfare and talking to Satan and the Gods regularly and working too, all of which is to be done DAILY without fail. With the kind of freedom I mentioned, I would be doing hours of mantra practice and mastering meditations maybe reaching 6 hours a day of practice and focus to reach the highest of levels I can.
I mean the morning and night mantra vibrations, of which the numbers only go up as you evolve, thus more time is required. If you have roommates, or are still under your parents roof playing music, is the only way to “drown” or mask the mantra chants and having someone inquire about what youre doing. Also, it seems like there’s a set curfew for what I can do and I am limited if there’s a situation where I can’t meditate or partake in something that might make me skip. The western world machine in its current state is not intended for the Satanic soul at all.
The dilemma is I want to go out, meet people and succeed in my career and relationships, and for this I may have to go out a bit more, socialize as many money meditations have lead to me understanding this and this is based on my chart too.
Thus, I’ll finish off by asking these questions which I feel I and others might benefit from…
1- How do you deal with being a Satanist while having a wife, kids, friends? (I’ve suspected that the default might be loneliness and outcast tendencies for most here, as it was for me when the weight of truth fell on my heart, completely alone*physically*, am I wrong?)
2- Do you tell people about what you do for good measure and so you can more freely practice, around significant others, if yes what do you say to keep the core belief hidden?
3- If you are traveling a lot, staying at friends place maybe, or going out as can be necessary for a social gathering, party or business venture etc. How do you maintain your practice? Are such things feasible for a Satanist to be able to do?(This is near impossible without masquerading your beliefs and that you are a “Devout Hindu” as the daily practice will suggest to others and vocalizing such to those you meet, something I’m starting to think can help me remove fear and shying away from opportunities and desires by being more “open” to tall about the “hinduism front”)
4- Have you had to memorize meditations, the RTR’s, Ritual opening statements etc. For the sake of being able to again mask what you are actually doing? (With a more social life and line of work that requires travel etc.?)
5- Are you extremely private and also lonely in a physical sense? (Would like to make poll of this, I really don’t know how many people fall in this category, again when I hear of people raising a family, friends, and partners and such I’m always shocked and skeptical that it’s true with the nature of our beliefs and what we do)
Hoping this ends up being an insightful discussion.
