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I live in Eastern Europe, and I am a white man, a citizen of this country.
This afternoon, when I was taking a bath, I was meditating and I noticed that dark memories of the past began to come to my mind today, that I was lying in the hospital, memories that I am trying not to remember.
While I was lying in the bath, I cleared my aura and the bad thoughts went away.
After the bath, I went to McDonald's, took a walk and went home. At the same time, I hoped and wanted not to be bothered by other people.
When I was coming home, I quickly got into the elevator, and tried to close it very quickly in order to ride it alone (without other people in the elevator), but at that moment an ambulance doctor ran in (apparently he was specifically waiting for a person to help him).
He asked me to help transport a sick person who had seizures (as he told me) to an ambulance. He rode alone in the elevator with me, without thinking for a long time, intuition told me that I should not help him and I politely refused to help him. He started insulting me, for example, he said that I was not a man. I tried to explain to him that I was worried about my health and did not want to contact sick people. In response, he told me that this person does not have covid. My intuition told me that you need to be careful, so I told him that when you get to the floor, you can ask the neighbors to help you (there are more than ten apartments on the floor and there are calls, he can ring any door to help him), then the door opened and I got out of the elevator. When I went out, he told me - You will be treated/will be received the same!
According to spiritual Satanists, did I commit evil or something bad by refusing to help this ambulance doctor?
Am I obliged to help people in such situations if I do not have the proper qualifications of an ambulance employee, or do I have concerns that a sick person may infect me?
Since the ambulance doctor (he is Asian) wished me all the bad things, do I need to do a spell to return evil, that evil has returned back to him? Do I need to clear my aura after this situation?
I do not consider myself a moral freak, I believe that I did the right thing in this situation, because I was worried about my health and did not want to help this person. Does this situation characterize me from the bad side in front of Gods, Demons and Spiritual Satanists, or not?
This afternoon, when I was taking a bath, I was meditating and I noticed that dark memories of the past began to come to my mind today, that I was lying in the hospital, memories that I am trying not to remember.
While I was lying in the bath, I cleared my aura and the bad thoughts went away.
After the bath, I went to McDonald's, took a walk and went home. At the same time, I hoped and wanted not to be bothered by other people.
When I was coming home, I quickly got into the elevator, and tried to close it very quickly in order to ride it alone (without other people in the elevator), but at that moment an ambulance doctor ran in (apparently he was specifically waiting for a person to help him).
He asked me to help transport a sick person who had seizures (as he told me) to an ambulance. He rode alone in the elevator with me, without thinking for a long time, intuition told me that I should not help him and I politely refused to help him. He started insulting me, for example, he said that I was not a man. I tried to explain to him that I was worried about my health and did not want to contact sick people. In response, he told me that this person does not have covid. My intuition told me that you need to be careful, so I told him that when you get to the floor, you can ask the neighbors to help you (there are more than ten apartments on the floor and there are calls, he can ring any door to help him), then the door opened and I got out of the elevator. When I went out, he told me - You will be treated/will be received the same!
According to spiritual Satanists, did I commit evil or something bad by refusing to help this ambulance doctor?
Am I obliged to help people in such situations if I do not have the proper qualifications of an ambulance employee, or do I have concerns that a sick person may infect me?
Since the ambulance doctor (he is Asian) wished me all the bad things, do I need to do a spell to return evil, that evil has returned back to him? Do I need to clear my aura after this situation?
I do not consider myself a moral freak, I believe that I did the right thing in this situation, because I was worried about my health and did not want to help this person. Does this situation characterize me from the bad side in front of Gods, Demons and Spiritual Satanists, or not?
