Question #2370: What is the possible causes for this?

[AskSatanOperator]

It has been nearly a year after I have dedicated myself but lately I have been having doubt of myself being a Gentile. These thoughts, even though I do not want it keep appearing again and again even when meditating for some reason i do not know. I suspect that is because I have not developed any kind of psychic abilities or experience any significant effects (this is the consequence of me not taking it seriously until May of this year) but then I have been doing gods rituals and FRTR (about 1+1/day) near consecutively for 2 months now without going mad or adverse effects, reading the forums about this topic made me even more paranoid in regard to whether or not i am a Jew (especially I read that crypto-Jew can unconsciously destroyed Gentile without knowing why). With this I examined my past and I freaked out because there are behaviors in my past that resembled Crypto-Jew's albeit I was still in xianity back then. Because of this I have decided to do a deep cleaning with Satanama on a 7-days cycle twice to hopefully remove this issue. It helped to stabilize myself though the thoughts keep coming back but weaker, irritating at best but every time this happen, I have to banish this irrationality out of my mind with reasoning. If I do not do this then the though will just haunt me throughout the whole day because it always started with the questions Maybe (this, that,... ex : Maybe I can not hear the Gods is because I am a Jew,...). At the moment the only thing I trust with is the statement I made for myself with evidences and actions that I am a Gentile and I do not really know for certain anymore due to certain "Members" of the Forums (You know who I am talking about : AF, HML). The only thing I found maybe having anything to do with this is the Sun-Neptune hard aspects and even then i am not sure. So I want to ask if what are the causes for this ? I really want to get to the end of the barrel here. Thank you.

 

[AFODO]

I hardly suffered with this also.

Doing RTRs as a Jew would be like doing death spells on yourselves. If you don't feel anything bad from them, sometimes even fell good while vibrating these letters backwards, you are 100% gentile and I don't think anyone should investigate any further or have any doubts after this. Even thou I said you should not investigate any further after not feeling bad from RTRs another thing you can do is to investigate your facial features ONE BY ONE, AND NOT THE GENERAL VIEW. If you have at least 3 Jewish facial features, that would be a big indicator that you are a Jews, but that would be impossible, if you are not feel bad from RTRs.

So basically if you ""have"" at least 3 Jewish facial features, but the RTRs are not killing you, chances are high that you are being incorrect with your facial features.

 

[Fiery Pluto]

SATANAMA cannot have positive effects on a jew such as calming the mind.
Keep calm and keep doing FRTR.