Question #1766: Is it ok to fantasize about the gods?

[AskSatanOperator]

There is a certain goddess that I'm obsessed with to the point where I drew her sigil (I don't draw very well)

a little bit after I drew her sigil, I saw a flash like lightning that took place very close to me, but there was no thunder sound which makes me believe that it was her and she was in my house

and then I put her sigil under my pillow to see what would happen and I felt my solar chakra getting powered up and didn't let me sleep untill several hours later

The fetish was already there but my obsession with her brought it back to mind

No girl has certain features like this certain demoness unless in porn

And when I try to imagine or look at that type of porn, sometimes it feels like it wants to tear a hole in my soul and at other times it's the same feeling only much less and I'm turned on my this certain demoness but is it ok to sexually fantasize about her?

I'm afraid of what my obsession with her could mean

please tell me what should I do next

and should I tell you her name?

 

[ba666 2.0]

There is a certain goddess that I'm obsessed with to the point where I drew her sigil (I don't draw very well)

a little bit after I drew her sigil, I saw a flash like lightning that took place very close to me, but there was no thunder sound which makes me believe that it was her and she was in my house

and then I put her sigil under my pillow to see what would happen and I felt my solar chakra getting powered up and didn't let me sleep untill several hours later

The fetish was already there but my obsession with her brought it back to mind

No girl has certain features like this certain demoness unless in porn

And when I try to imagine or look at that type of porn, sometimes it feels like it wants to tear a hole in my soul and at other times it's the same feeling only much less and I'm turned on my this certain demoness but is it ok to sexually fantasize about her?

I'm afraid of what my obsession with her could mean

please tell me what should I do next

and should I tell you her name?

The gods sigil's have to be treated with great respect and kept in places where they can't be harmed. I don't think it is right to fantasize about a goddess because she is not your girlfriend, but it would be different if you had a relationship with a succubi.

 

[AFODO]

Treat her sigil with respect.

You may have a bond with her, maybe she is your Guardian Demon, or maybe an astrological bond, or maybe in past lives you already has relationship with her.

Meditate on her sigil, and do not fantasize about her, while you are meditating on her sigil. Maybe she will guide you to an answer. Be open to signs.

I wouldn't say that it is okay to fantasize about like sex scenes with her, so try not to. You can idolize her as the perfect woman for you, but don't fuck her in your mind. If she is a lower ranking demon she can be your succubus, than you can fuck her in any way but until this doesn't turn out, just don't.

 

[Virael_]

If she is a Goddess of high rank, make no mistake, one must learn to treat Gods as Masters and with the utmost respect.

You can fantasize, no one can stop you, but this can open you to many disappointments.

So be careful.

I am assuming here that you are talking about a Goddess of high rank, such as those named on JoS's site.