AskSatanOperator
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Post: Firstly, I’d like to mention that I hope it is okay that I have posted this question anomalously as it is quite personal for me, I don’t really like people knowing this, and some of the things I have mentioned.
To provide you with background information, since I was born and as a child, I have had medical issues with my ears. To elaborate, these medical issues started with ear infections that caused severe migraines and vomiting. I was given copious amounts of antibiotics on numerous occasions from doctors. Eventually, I had to have 2x sets of grommets put in which then resulted in having a hole in my ear drum which lead to a repair surgery. Shortly after, I had my tonsils removed which stopped my ear infections completely.
Following this, my hearing was still fine. Only recently, after this COVID business have I started chalking it up to my childhood vaccines. Especially after stumbling across: https://learntherisk.org/. Unfortunately, I can assume that I have had all my childhood vaccines up until the age I turned 12 with the last one being HPV to which I have refused any vaccination ever since.
Following this 3x HPV vaccine my hearing gradually began declining/deteriorating which has become significantly worse in my late 20’s to the point where I cannot have a conversation with someone a metre away at normal decimals. I’d like to mention that I have tried numerous hearing aids, but I have received the same outcome – I still cannot hear properly. If I could explain it, I would try by saying that everything seems distorted, and it fluctuates daily. As such, one day I can hear a lot better than another. However, it is never normal.
I’d also like to mention as it may be relevant (like the vaccines) that my previous lifestyle (due to poor choices and childhood/adolescent trauma) could have contributed to this through the consumption of drugs, smoking, medication, and alcohol.
A few years ago, I saw the leading ENT specialist in my area which requested a CT scan and MRI scan to figure out what was going on. To my surprise, everything came back as normal. Apart from hearing tests itself of course. I was referred to a genetic specialist who then referred me to an Immunologist as the symptoms didn’t quite line up. The immunologist basically put me on a very high dose of steroids – which brought my hearing back to normal for a couple of days until I got an incredibly bad ear infection that I needed a very high dose of antibiotics to fix. As such, I was back to square one with an addition of physical and long-term side-effects.
Before and recently, I have numerous tried things. For instance, I tried hydrogen peroxide which helped a little bit but didn’t fix the problem. I ended up just getting incredibly sick (and instantly vomited it back up every time) from the schedule in the book once I started reaching the very higher doses. It was unbearable. Thus, I stopped doing it. I’m at the point where I just don’t know what to do anymore. I don’t want to accept that this is the way it will always be. Nor do I want to keep living like this.
As I am writing this, I would like to apologise for the length of this and as my question includes a lot of others that stems from the same overall question. What would you recommend that I do? Is this a physical/spiritual problem combined or just the latter? If combined, or physical do I need to detox? If so, could you please offer me guidance on how? I have done a lot of research on the physical side of things but I’m unsure on the viability of that information for this situation. For instance, whether the combination of Lymphatic drainage and bentonite clay baths would be the most effective approach or something completely different? I’d also like to mention that on the spiritual side I don’t have much experience or real understanding of tools that may be incorporated to fix this issue. However, I am willing to learn if I can be directed in the right place.
Finally, I just want to say that thank you and again I am genuinely sorry that this post was so long. I honestly appreciate any information, feedback, and or guidance that you will allow me to have or stumble across in fixing this.
To provide you with background information, since I was born and as a child, I have had medical issues with my ears. To elaborate, these medical issues started with ear infections that caused severe migraines and vomiting. I was given copious amounts of antibiotics on numerous occasions from doctors. Eventually, I had to have 2x sets of grommets put in which then resulted in having a hole in my ear drum which lead to a repair surgery. Shortly after, I had my tonsils removed which stopped my ear infections completely.
Following this, my hearing was still fine. Only recently, after this COVID business have I started chalking it up to my childhood vaccines. Especially after stumbling across: https://learntherisk.org/. Unfortunately, I can assume that I have had all my childhood vaccines up until the age I turned 12 with the last one being HPV to which I have refused any vaccination ever since.
Following this 3x HPV vaccine my hearing gradually began declining/deteriorating which has become significantly worse in my late 20’s to the point where I cannot have a conversation with someone a metre away at normal decimals. I’d like to mention that I have tried numerous hearing aids, but I have received the same outcome – I still cannot hear properly. If I could explain it, I would try by saying that everything seems distorted, and it fluctuates daily. As such, one day I can hear a lot better than another. However, it is never normal.
I’d also like to mention as it may be relevant (like the vaccines) that my previous lifestyle (due to poor choices and childhood/adolescent trauma) could have contributed to this through the consumption of drugs, smoking, medication, and alcohol.
A few years ago, I saw the leading ENT specialist in my area which requested a CT scan and MRI scan to figure out what was going on. To my surprise, everything came back as normal. Apart from hearing tests itself of course. I was referred to a genetic specialist who then referred me to an Immunologist as the symptoms didn’t quite line up. The immunologist basically put me on a very high dose of steroids – which brought my hearing back to normal for a couple of days until I got an incredibly bad ear infection that I needed a very high dose of antibiotics to fix. As such, I was back to square one with an addition of physical and long-term side-effects.
Before and recently, I have numerous tried things. For instance, I tried hydrogen peroxide which helped a little bit but didn’t fix the problem. I ended up just getting incredibly sick (and instantly vomited it back up every time) from the schedule in the book once I started reaching the very higher doses. It was unbearable. Thus, I stopped doing it. I’m at the point where I just don’t know what to do anymore. I don’t want to accept that this is the way it will always be. Nor do I want to keep living like this.
As I am writing this, I would like to apologise for the length of this and as my question includes a lot of others that stems from the same overall question. What would you recommend that I do? Is this a physical/spiritual problem combined or just the latter? If combined, or physical do I need to detox? If so, could you please offer me guidance on how? I have done a lot of research on the physical side of things but I’m unsure on the viability of that information for this situation. For instance, whether the combination of Lymphatic drainage and bentonite clay baths would be the most effective approach or something completely different? I’d also like to mention that on the spiritual side I don’t have much experience or real understanding of tools that may be incorporated to fix this issue. However, I am willing to learn if I can be directed in the right place.
Finally, I just want to say that thank you and again I am genuinely sorry that this post was so long. I honestly appreciate any information, feedback, and or guidance that you will allow me to have or stumble across in fixing this.
