Question #1245: How do I deal with my dad?

[AskSatanOperator]

To start off, I am an adult, unemployed due to medical issues that require healing and rehabilitation, so until I can fully heal, I can't get a job just yet. Another issue is that housing and apartments are very expensive here. The jobs that I can do, like say if I earn from that job 400, the housing (apartment living, renting (buying is more expensive and even then living in a bought house very expensive)) asks for 900 or even more.

With that out of the way, you can understand the difficult situation I am in.
My house doesn't have doors to rooms. Only the kitchen and dining rooms have doors, the bedrooms, it's shared and only separated by a literal hanging blanket. It's been like this for as long as I have been living here.

The issue I'm facing is my dad. I have had to bind both him and my mom to not harm me and leave me be, which allows me to meditate without them asking questions like what are you saying or doing, etc.

My dad is a hardcore atheist, homophobic, energetic vampire and alcoholic. He smokes everyday close to or sometimes even 1 or 2 packs of cigarettes, drinks every single day, spends his money on stupid shit instead of buying things that we actually need. Like if we needed bread, he'd buy beer instead.

Another issue, he subconsciously tries to attach to my Aura to drain my energy, but thankfully I can sense that and visualise his energy being only with him. He has so many holes in his Aura that it's sickening to be around him.

Back when I was a kid, he was very abusive. One time he beat my bum and legs with a belt so hard that I couldn't sit or walk properly for 2 weeks. Years later, I confronted him about it and he said he wanted to do that for a very long time and enjoyed doing that, then he changed his story saying he didn't just say that...

Nowadays he starts arguments and blames me afterwards. It really pisses me off and I wish he'd stop doing that. I fucking hate him with all of my being. I don't even let him touch me (like hugging or placing a hand on my shoulder) due to the trauma he caused me as mentioned above.

Another thing he does is literally masturbate loudly. He watches porn, muted, and although he doesn't make vocal sounds (thank the universe), I do hear him beating his junk and I am absolutely revolted by that.
I've asked my mom to talk to him about this, but when confronted he denied it and even went so far as to say I'm imagining things.

How do I make him stop or at the very least make him less of an obstacle?

I really hate him. I hate him so much like how one would hate a jew.

Any ideas?

Also sorry for the wall of text.

 

[nebu]

first, my condolences…

about all of that, talk and open up fully with satan in a standard ritual
(satan always listens to you, especially in cases like this)

your main problems that you think are not SO complicated to solve, contact with the greatest respect the gods you feel closest to, they can solve or guide you to solve it faster

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

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You can do something broad like Ansuz to permanently remove any annoyances or obstacles towards your comfort and Satanic advancement within your living space.

Some of these things you should just do your best to avoid him. The worst of this seems to be his direct attacks towards you.

Make sure you are also prioritizing your health and wealth as well; try not to let some things bog you down too badly. It sounds like your situation is otherwise under control, despite being annoying.

It sounds like you are dependent on him, so you should not fully detach, as this may cause him to revoke that assistance. However, doing a broader working, as described above, can shift the dynamic of the household or relationships to better suit you.