darkmonkey666
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What extra steps did you take. With the money working. I am fed up with my whole situation. What extra steps did you take. I sit there fantsizing about all these grand ideas and schemes to get money but wouldnt know where to start if I wanted to. For some reason this is a major focus in my life I dont know why but I hate not having money I am so frustrated with this. I hate not doing something with my life. I did try to get a job several times over the years but no one even called back. My parents told me cause of the way I am they dont think I could do it no matter how much I wanted to. Then for awhile before I stopped hanging out with druggie people They were always telling me people that did Jobs were stupid. Then again I am not qualified to do anything that is worth it anyways I have absolutely no motivation to work at some fast food place or convience store or anything. I cant do that anymore I am not a part of anything in the world. This is frustrating. I was and have been more than willing and always desiring to do something but nothing I can do is fufilling plus I dont have the kind of money id need to go to some cultural maxist degenerate brainwashing center they call a school to just sit and listen to stuff that I dont honestly give a fuck about and is not important or helpful.
I am a creative person I really dont want to be working for someone I want to organize and control things. I want to take control of my own life. People do see me as a kind of dictatorial person sometimes in positive or negative way depending on the individual and whether they like me or not. I want to do something that is worthwhile and actually helps someone.
I have done the money spell many times and not much happened. I know its engrained in my soul I feel that energy so if I pull it off right I could get a good job probably and attract probably more than I think I might since I have done the money meditation for years then got side tracked from Satanism for a bit like I said then did it a bunch more times this year and last year.
Anyways I am more than willing to do something if its worthwhile but I have no motivation to feed into the current system and make some Jew wealthy. Yeah I know there were several people on here saying at different times if you can get away with not working do it. I see where you are coming from it may be good for awhile if you have money and if I had money I would be fine with this. However I really dont feel like I can handle not having much money that much and the money spells dont work it seems unless there is some way for it to manifest. Although I will give you the energy is still there so I know if I figure this out I will have more than enough to enjoy life with.
What did you do to make this manifest.
Also to comment on this I myself have noticed that over the last few weeks I have been getting more and more fed up with the way things are. Anyone else notice that. Maybe the rtr or race awakening ritual I dont know.
Can someone write out a concrete plan on how to make something out of my life. I never do good alone anyways I need someone to spur me on then I make the other person greater at the same time. Alone I am lost and a dreamer type of person unsure what to do waiting for some savior to spur me on and tell me this is what I need you to do now go do it. It would be so much simpler if some one listened to me and what I desire then wrote out an organized step by step plan on what to do.
This isnt the same as being supported by someone that is not my desire at all I hate that just as much and resent sometimes needing my families or anyones help. Although I am not dumb enough not to take it.
What I actually mean is I want a person to come along to work toghether with me so both of us can be great. That is the kind of partner I always dreamed of. Both romantic and several people helping me in this way.
I am kind of lost without someone to give me direction and motivation. I dont have anyone on the same page who wants what I want out of life or even thinks like I do.
Well these are just my thoughts. I had to write this somewhere cause I was getting really frustrated in all this.
I am a creative person I really dont want to be working for someone I want to organize and control things. I want to take control of my own life. People do see me as a kind of dictatorial person sometimes in positive or negative way depending on the individual and whether they like me or not. I want to do something that is worthwhile and actually helps someone.
I have done the money spell many times and not much happened. I know its engrained in my soul I feel that energy so if I pull it off right I could get a good job probably and attract probably more than I think I might since I have done the money meditation for years then got side tracked from Satanism for a bit like I said then did it a bunch more times this year and last year.
Anyways I am more than willing to do something if its worthwhile but I have no motivation to feed into the current system and make some Jew wealthy. Yeah I know there were several people on here saying at different times if you can get away with not working do it. I see where you are coming from it may be good for awhile if you have money and if I had money I would be fine with this. However I really dont feel like I can handle not having much money that much and the money spells dont work it seems unless there is some way for it to manifest. Although I will give you the energy is still there so I know if I figure this out I will have more than enough to enjoy life with.
What did you do to make this manifest.
Also to comment on this I myself have noticed that over the last few weeks I have been getting more and more fed up with the way things are. Anyone else notice that. Maybe the rtr or race awakening ritual I dont know.
Can someone write out a concrete plan on how to make something out of my life. I never do good alone anyways I need someone to spur me on then I make the other person greater at the same time. Alone I am lost and a dreamer type of person unsure what to do waiting for some savior to spur me on and tell me this is what I need you to do now go do it. It would be so much simpler if some one listened to me and what I desire then wrote out an organized step by step plan on what to do.
This isnt the same as being supported by someone that is not my desire at all I hate that just as much and resent sometimes needing my families or anyones help. Although I am not dumb enough not to take it.
What I actually mean is I want a person to come along to work toghether with me so both of us can be great. That is the kind of partner I always dreamed of. Both romantic and several people helping me in this way.
I am kind of lost without someone to give me direction and motivation. I dont have anyone on the same page who wants what I want out of life or even thinks like I do.
Well these are just my thoughts. I had to write this somewhere cause I was getting really frustrated in all this.