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Today I wanted to describe expieriances mine and my group with hostile beings and how I deal with it.
We have small real life group with a few trusted people dedicated to Lord Satan. We make together rituals, Satanic calendar events, Esbats. We share with astral expierances and help. It's realy uplifting and helpful to have somebody THERE - outside astral realm, in physical world. I hope I will be alive, when JoS will have more real life groups, that life and grow together with Gods in order to self-ascend at higher being.
Returning to the topic. As we all know we can meet astral beings - mostly we contact with Lord Satan and other Gods in various matters, but we can encounter with somebody outside of hell. I never met neutral being, only hostiles that have plenty of power, skills and tactics for attacks.
After few events I can say, that our sense of angels power is different at every single case. It's conditioned by: yourself and your mental status, opponent power, actual transits and more. Anyway if somebody approach and you feel a little bit confused, mixed, "something is wrong" you should start move carefully at now.
In our translated Spiritual Satanism book I found a few informations about Angels.
1. They can share with positive energy - I never felt it, only feelings that I have listed above
2. They can fake "look" of our friendly demons energy
3. If you meet somebody with different energy that is stranger for yourself, you should ask about his name and he/she must swear on our Lord Satan name. - Without words if somebody don't have full clear communication - I do it by energy "IF YOU SWEAR ON LORD SATAN NAME, THAT YOU ARE FROM OUR FAMILY PUT ENERGY ON MY LEFT HAND" also You can try to contact with somebody from hell, that aprove our stranger origin.
They attack mostly in situations when you are weaker than normal or more exposed to their attacks; when you have bad days caused by different matters like love, maybe you experiance painful life lessons or you're under external substances. They're not stupid, they always know when and how get to you. Direct contact it's one of their choice, but also they can work far away from you - I call them "snipers". I gonna describe how it works and differences.
What actions from them I/We experianced:
(All of them works different at different cases, your power is tested there)
- Focus Killer: Your mind gonna ride like rollercoaster. If you are weaker - you can't focus on any single thought. If you can't think you can't def yourself - it's simple. In hard cases when your minds just got blowed you receive psychical damage - you don't have control, you can't feel safety, you are in FEAR and our angel have nice dinner.
- Distracion: If you have any focus you can focus on something, that realy doesn't matter AT NOW. Maybe you asked him for something, that he don't want talk about or maybe he is playing with you, anyway... They are creative about redirecting attention. You think what to eat, think about you are thirsty, maybe you feel something different in your body like movement or maybe you attention went on any physical item like pen, phone(oh yes, friends from Meta :evil: ). You should say to yourself "IT DOESN'T MATTER ALREADY, I ASKED FOR SOMETHING." When your focus is on something different they can do anything with you in background like simple energy drain or just slowly killing yourself.
- Thought change: They can imply toughts; If you know yourself you will easy find, that some sort of thoughts are not from yourself. These thought can be realy ugly - about our Lord Satan, Gods, Yourself, Family.....ANYBODY AND ANYTHING is important for yourself. They don't have any brakes to say something you don't wanna see, hear or think. It's realy anoying and it's also a great fuel for attack our bastard guest.
- Separation: If you are already with somebody in physical or astral world and our guest approached it could be possible that contact will be messed. In physical world simple symptom is stopped talking, all of you stopped talking with yourself and all started to have mind in clouds with other actions described above. With astral realm like our demons or Lord Satan if you don't have great connection (I call it "LINK") you just lose it *DISCONNECTED!*. It's very important to have strong link between yourself and somebody from astral world. The best choice is Demon Guardian. If you are alone with our uninvited "guest" and you want to call for help by sigil "drawing it by your mind" you can be stopped - they also can blow your vision.
I have one case from Summer Solastice party, that was after official ritual to our Blessed Azazel. People stopped talking and connection with our Gods (we invited about 7 Blessed Guests from our Family) just got cut off from us. My conclude was simple - On astral plane we had strong fights this Special Night. And there was a great moment for our adonational uninvited guest to come after all communication disconntecions.
- Attach to yourself: They can attach to yourself. If you feel unnaturaly drained from energy, unlucky you should consider that you don't have external links with hostile being. Firstly you should check transits and maybe ask about it somebody from our family.
- Kick your ass: We never experianced full power physical attacks it was like: touching, light hits maybe (I don't realy feel it probably caused by adrenaline and psychical fight focus) the most effects I felt day after battle. Anyway you can get beaten in psychical way. It's different kind of feel than physical way, but also they can hit by fist to your soul or chacras. I lost one time, my Sacral chacra got some hits and it was detectable at next day. My Solar was exhausted after encounter. Anyway after full chacras medition I felt pain when I stopped at Sacral, dammmn it was strange. But nothing scary, after some meditiations, sacral got fully healed. Anyway if you lost control by upper actions, that I listened you can lose your mind in worst case. Any psychical damage and malfuntion of chacras/energy flow can affect on your body (physical way)
IT'S IMPORTANT!
After every meet with our hostiles make full chacras meditation with side-chacras (or how you call it in english). You can make 3-4 breaths - how much you need to be absolutely sure, that is all alright. You MUST check your souls status, how you prospering. SCAN EVERYTHING
As I said on start they can be far away and also make some actions - "Snipers". Their presence and our link with them is harder to feel and find when we mind our buissnes. One time I found him by 2 facts. 1st) one of my Demon Guardians - Vepar was bussy. I didn't know why, but I have strange feel, that I should know more what she is already doing. 2nd) I have not mine thoughts and my friend who is also in group and was with me that day also experianced it.
Our enemy have plenty of skills and enough power to mess with our life, how to deal with them and what can we do, when they started to be interested in us?
- Classical protecting aura, method was described here (before meet)
- Runes, you can vibrate it with focus on yourself to power up. My choice about: Sowilo, Thurisaz, Algiz, Isa. Choose it by yourself and your needings if you know your weak points or what you want to improve (before meet)
- As I said before, strong link with somebody from hell. It's realy helpful in all cases anyway. ALL AND ALWAYS. Good communication with Gods are important for every Spiritual Satanist. There are not only your profits, but also more responsibility and sometimes "homework" from our Family to improve something/help with something/rituals/repair yourself.
- Cursed item for black magic or just for self protect. It can be anything made from crystal/wood/metal. Personally I use my first Athame. It become cursed, because necessary I needed something for defense. I have second for clean Satanistic Rituals and other magical work. I covered cursed one by leather, to avoid spread destruction and ruin around standard ritual "gear". How to powering it? If you have bad days, you feel pissed off or anything negative just put this emotions into that item. Our enemies pushed back humanity into dark times for thousands years, so they should take our pain into themself. DON'T TAKE THIS ENERGY INTO YOURSELF, you know - because it's destructive.
Attacking them feels like out of body experiance, but you out with part of you- not fully, do it mentally. When I using knife just I meditate with him to feel hostile energy and push knife energy to stab him. You can make ball full of energy and just push at him (remember about debuffs -FOCUS KILLER- can easly disperse your bigger energy). Our Gods can help you and give you some energy to stab your enemy. You can make energetic weapons - just be creative. Put yourself into that attacks. Sometimes when I make bigger move with knife I also move it physicaly. Stab into hostile energy direction. Remember to attack them energy points. I don't know, that they have equally same chacras as us, BUT THEY HAVE KIND OF THEM, so try to find it and go ahead to attack it. I think they also have weaker points, so good to find them.
BE BRAVE
BE LIKE A WARRIOR
But don't be too proud on yourself, because you will fall you into arrogancy and pain
If you arrogant they can come back and give you life lesson. (I also was too proud, painful lesson believe me)
After your attack with concentrated energy you will feel relieved, but this not equaly with "end" of our guest. You should be aware and check that relieve is permament. Maybe it's relieve because you pushed powerful energy. Also maybe you can feel less pressure made by our enemy, but his is still here. After all my attacks (with our Gods Family help usualy) are sucessful and I feel relieve but fully, nothing mess with me, my mind - I FEEL FREE. If you will feel FREE you won. Sometimes I needed a few tries to move enemy ass out. I supose it's not simply to kill them, but we can weaken them. It's also helpful to cut some energy "UNITY" (or how you spell for them in english)
After some encounters I get better into combat and sense enemies, practic is the best lesson.
How they look like?
I met two different characters. First was like a crimson red slime with plenty of eyes. Crimson red like angery, bloodlust, blood hunger, nothing with personality, just dangerous braindead. Second looked like man, we met him at Summer Solastice party. Man in middle age with kind of long dark coat. This one have kind of psycho-sociopathic personality. He said he don't want fight, but also he used "full tree" of angels skills on us. Focus Killer, Distraction, Separation etc. He laughted at us and give a fuck on everybody in room (including our Gods Sigils). So I started fight with him, he got weaker, but me also after few attacks. Equaly strenghts I say (or he just played). Anyway in one moment Light Flashed in a a room and Greatest Azazel returned to us. Our guest just fade (DIED or ESCAPED don't know), anyway we won.
BLESS OUR LORD AZAZEL!
My GF see one time third type look. He was similar to first, but it was wing with plenty of eyes.
Thank you for reading. You should shoot me for my raw english, but I hope some of informations from here will be helpful for somebody. Maybe if there will be worthy info it should be translated english-english by somebody with competences
I'm open for adonational tips or other kind of informations.
GLORY FOR LORD SATAN AND OUR GODS. ENEMY WILL FALL UNDER OUR KINGDOM
Today I wanted to describe expieriances mine and my group with hostile beings and how I deal with it.
We have small real life group with a few trusted people dedicated to Lord Satan. We make together rituals, Satanic calendar events, Esbats. We share with astral expierances and help. It's realy uplifting and helpful to have somebody THERE - outside astral realm, in physical world. I hope I will be alive, when JoS will have more real life groups, that life and grow together with Gods in order to self-ascend at higher being.
Returning to the topic. As we all know we can meet astral beings - mostly we contact with Lord Satan and other Gods in various matters, but we can encounter with somebody outside of hell. I never met neutral being, only hostiles that have plenty of power, skills and tactics for attacks.
After few events I can say, that our sense of angels power is different at every single case. It's conditioned by: yourself and your mental status, opponent power, actual transits and more. Anyway if somebody approach and you feel a little bit confused, mixed, "something is wrong" you should start move carefully at now.
In our translated Spiritual Satanism book I found a few informations about Angels.
1. They can share with positive energy - I never felt it, only feelings that I have listed above
2. They can fake "look" of our friendly demons energy
3. If you meet somebody with different energy that is stranger for yourself, you should ask about his name and he/she must swear on our Lord Satan name. - Without words if somebody don't have full clear communication - I do it by energy "IF YOU SWEAR ON LORD SATAN NAME, THAT YOU ARE FROM OUR FAMILY PUT ENERGY ON MY LEFT HAND" also You can try to contact with somebody from hell, that aprove our stranger origin.
They attack mostly in situations when you are weaker than normal or more exposed to their attacks; when you have bad days caused by different matters like love, maybe you experiance painful life lessons or you're under external substances. They're not stupid, they always know when and how get to you. Direct contact it's one of their choice, but also they can work far away from you - I call them "snipers". I gonna describe how it works and differences.
What actions from them I/We experianced:
(All of them works different at different cases, your power is tested there)
- Focus Killer: Your mind gonna ride like rollercoaster. If you are weaker - you can't focus on any single thought. If you can't think you can't def yourself - it's simple. In hard cases when your minds just got blowed you receive psychical damage - you don't have control, you can't feel safety, you are in FEAR and our angel have nice dinner.
- Distracion: If you have any focus you can focus on something, that realy doesn't matter AT NOW. Maybe you asked him for something, that he don't want talk about or maybe he is playing with you, anyway... They are creative about redirecting attention. You think what to eat, think about you are thirsty, maybe you feel something different in your body like movement or maybe you attention went on any physical item like pen, phone(oh yes, friends from Meta :evil: ). You should say to yourself "IT DOESN'T MATTER ALREADY, I ASKED FOR SOMETHING." When your focus is on something different they can do anything with you in background like simple energy drain or just slowly killing yourself.
- Thought change: They can imply toughts; If you know yourself you will easy find, that some sort of thoughts are not from yourself. These thought can be realy ugly - about our Lord Satan, Gods, Yourself, Family.....ANYBODY AND ANYTHING is important for yourself. They don't have any brakes to say something you don't wanna see, hear or think. It's realy anoying and it's also a great fuel for attack our bastard guest.
- Separation: If you are already with somebody in physical or astral world and our guest approached it could be possible that contact will be messed. In physical world simple symptom is stopped talking, all of you stopped talking with yourself and all started to have mind in clouds with other actions described above. With astral realm like our demons or Lord Satan if you don't have great connection (I call it "LINK") you just lose it *DISCONNECTED!*. It's very important to have strong link between yourself and somebody from astral world. The best choice is Demon Guardian. If you are alone with our uninvited "guest" and you want to call for help by sigil "drawing it by your mind" you can be stopped - they also can blow your vision.
I have one case from Summer Solastice party, that was after official ritual to our Blessed Azazel. People stopped talking and connection with our Gods (we invited about 7 Blessed Guests from our Family) just got cut off from us. My conclude was simple - On astral plane we had strong fights this Special Night. And there was a great moment for our adonational uninvited guest to come after all communication disconntecions.
- Attach to yourself: They can attach to yourself. If you feel unnaturaly drained from energy, unlucky you should consider that you don't have external links with hostile being. Firstly you should check transits and maybe ask about it somebody from our family.
- Kick your ass: We never experianced full power physical attacks it was like: touching, light hits maybe (I don't realy feel it probably caused by adrenaline and psychical fight focus) the most effects I felt day after battle. Anyway you can get beaten in psychical way. It's different kind of feel than physical way, but also they can hit by fist to your soul or chacras. I lost one time, my Sacral chacra got some hits and it was detectable at next day. My Solar was exhausted after encounter. Anyway after full chacras medition I felt pain when I stopped at Sacral, dammmn it was strange. But nothing scary, after some meditiations, sacral got fully healed. Anyway if you lost control by upper actions, that I listened you can lose your mind in worst case. Any psychical damage and malfuntion of chacras/energy flow can affect on your body (physical way)
IT'S IMPORTANT!
After every meet with our hostiles make full chacras meditation with side-chacras (or how you call it in english). You can make 3-4 breaths - how much you need to be absolutely sure, that is all alright. You MUST check your souls status, how you prospering. SCAN EVERYTHING
As I said on start they can be far away and also make some actions - "Snipers". Their presence and our link with them is harder to feel and find when we mind our buissnes. One time I found him by 2 facts. 1st) one of my Demon Guardians - Vepar was bussy. I didn't know why, but I have strange feel, that I should know more what she is already doing. 2nd) I have not mine thoughts and my friend who is also in group and was with me that day also experianced it.
Our enemy have plenty of skills and enough power to mess with our life, how to deal with them and what can we do, when they started to be interested in us?
- Classical protecting aura, method was described here (before meet)
- Runes, you can vibrate it with focus on yourself to power up. My choice about: Sowilo, Thurisaz, Algiz, Isa. Choose it by yourself and your needings if you know your weak points or what you want to improve (before meet)
- As I said before, strong link with somebody from hell. It's realy helpful in all cases anyway. ALL AND ALWAYS. Good communication with Gods are important for every Spiritual Satanist. There are not only your profits, but also more responsibility and sometimes "homework" from our Family to improve something/help with something/rituals/repair yourself.
- Cursed item for black magic or just for self protect. It can be anything made from crystal/wood/metal. Personally I use my first Athame. It become cursed, because necessary I needed something for defense. I have second for clean Satanistic Rituals and other magical work. I covered cursed one by leather, to avoid spread destruction and ruin around standard ritual "gear". How to powering it? If you have bad days, you feel pissed off or anything negative just put this emotions into that item. Our enemies pushed back humanity into dark times for thousands years, so they should take our pain into themself. DON'T TAKE THIS ENERGY INTO YOURSELF, you know - because it's destructive.
Attacking them feels like out of body experiance, but you out with part of you- not fully, do it mentally. When I using knife just I meditate with him to feel hostile energy and push knife energy to stab him. You can make ball full of energy and just push at him (remember about debuffs -FOCUS KILLER- can easly disperse your bigger energy). Our Gods can help you and give you some energy to stab your enemy. You can make energetic weapons - just be creative. Put yourself into that attacks. Sometimes when I make bigger move with knife I also move it physicaly. Stab into hostile energy direction. Remember to attack them energy points. I don't know, that they have equally same chacras as us, BUT THEY HAVE KIND OF THEM, so try to find it and go ahead to attack it. I think they also have weaker points, so good to find them.
BE BRAVE
BE LIKE A WARRIOR
But don't be too proud on yourself, because you will fall you into arrogancy and pain
If you arrogant they can come back and give you life lesson. (I also was too proud, painful lesson believe me)
After your attack with concentrated energy you will feel relieved, but this not equaly with "end" of our guest. You should be aware and check that relieve is permament. Maybe it's relieve because you pushed powerful energy. Also maybe you can feel less pressure made by our enemy, but his is still here. After all my attacks (with our Gods Family help usualy) are sucessful and I feel relieve but fully, nothing mess with me, my mind - I FEEL FREE. If you will feel FREE you won. Sometimes I needed a few tries to move enemy ass out. I supose it's not simply to kill them, but we can weaken them. It's also helpful to cut some energy "UNITY" (or how you spell for them in english)
After some encounters I get better into combat and sense enemies, practic is the best lesson.
How they look like?
I met two different characters. First was like a crimson red slime with plenty of eyes. Crimson red like angery, bloodlust, blood hunger, nothing with personality, just dangerous braindead. Second looked like man, we met him at Summer Solastice party. Man in middle age with kind of long dark coat. This one have kind of psycho-sociopathic personality. He said he don't want fight, but also he used "full tree" of angels skills on us. Focus Killer, Distraction, Separation etc. He laughted at us and give a fuck on everybody in room (including our Gods Sigils). So I started fight with him, he got weaker, but me also after few attacks. Equaly strenghts I say (or he just played). Anyway in one moment Light Flashed in a a room and Greatest Azazel returned to us. Our guest just fade (DIED or ESCAPED don't know), anyway we won.
BLESS OUR LORD AZAZEL!
My GF see one time third type look. He was similar to first, but it was wing with plenty of eyes.
Thank you for reading. You should shoot me for my raw english, but I hope some of informations from here will be helpful for somebody. Maybe if there will be worthy info it should be translated english-english by somebody with competences
I'm open for adonational tips or other kind of informations.
GLORY FOR LORD SATAN AND OUR GODS. ENEMY WILL FALL UNDER OUR KINGDOM
