Jewish phase, worst case scenario.

[Elas Qilar]

Dear highpriests of JoS,

I am suffering a deep confusion with myself. I have doubts if I was accepted by Satan, because I fear I might have Jewish genes. I have recently realised that my mother and grandmother have a facial feature that is considered exclusive Jewish, and to make things worse, I've found some surnames that are very similar to Jewish surnames in my family tree (I can provide more details if necessary). I even resent looking to my mother's face, and that's horrible.

It is all weird, because despite the date that I entered in this forum, I actually dedicated 7 years and a half ago. I have been doing RTRs ever since (almost daily since 2018), along with many magical workings, and my life has gotten better. Whenever I say things like "Satan, I love you" or "Satan, you are amazing", I feel a warm sensation in my back. I even cry sometimes when I say these things (like now). I have weekly conversations with Satan, and He said that I am being attacked, and that human biology is more complex than I think.

I started to do a moon square since January, but I think it's been making me very anxious. I hope this has to do something to do with my situation. I am doing this to strenghten my third eye and my intuition. I feel a pressure in the middle of my forehead from time to time. I started last sunday to increase the number of repetitions of the FRTRs up to 27, which have decreased the anxiety, but now I feel a strange burden in my head. I also started doing a daily ritual to the Gods.

With that said, I would like to make a request for a highpriest to ask Satan or Azazel (one of my guardian demons) if I am truly worth of being on the side of Satan, to confirm my experiences, and to know if He has a message for me. Even if it is negative, I swear I am going to make a special ritual of departure to show my gratitude to Him. Otherwise, I going to send positive energy to the clergy of JoS.

I am not trolling, this is really a mindfucking situation. That's why I am refering to the clergy in the first place. I am extremely confused, and I feel partially released writing this. If the moderator is seeing this message, and decides not to publish it, I would like to know at least if there is a contact e-mail that can help me with this.

I love Satan so much, I hope He loves me too.

 

[HPS Lydia]

You said your life has gotten better since doing the RTR's, and you feel good energy from Satan, so you can relax, you are not a jew

Don't worry about the surnames, a lot of jewish names are taken from Gentiles, like Green and Berg. Facial features are probably normal for certain regions, like some gentiles have very large noses or whatever you are concerned about.

 

[BlackOnyx8 [JG]]

The High Priest can't do that for you because he is extremely busy, imagine if he were to do this for every single person that asks such confirmations.

But you definitely can do it. Ask the Gods yourself and they will show you the truth.

I have been doing the same square and I can relate to certain feelings going off the charts for the time being... just relax and don't dwell on negative emotions. Do extra cleaning if you can't void them out.

One thing that always helped me when I went through the "am I jewish?" doubt at the beginning was, has Satan ever done anything for you? Chances are he certainly did. Focus on that. It wouldn't have happened if you were a jew.

Focus on Satan‘s sigil, meditate on it for a while, how does that feel?

There is also the fact that your whole being would absolutely hate to be jewish, this is not how jews behave at all, every jew is proud of being one. Even if they are not racially aware, they will not deny the fact if it is presented to them.

A lot of Gentiles have hooked noses specially in Middle East, though jewish curvature is somewhat specific. Due to race mixing that has been happening for centuries a lot of Gentiles also ended up with strange features that would make one doubt their race, it takes a lot of characteristics to identify a jew, not just the nose or whatever. I know we usually relate every curved nose to jews and I admit that I have a hard time trusting anyone with such a nose, but I do know that not every curved nose is jewish.

About the names, besides what Lydia said, I also know that a lot of Gentiles were forced to adopt jewish names during the Dark Ages, just to stay alive.

 

[Elas Qilar]

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You said your life has gotten better since doing the RTR's, and you feel good energy from Satan, so you can relax, you are not a jew

Don't worry about the surnames, a lot of jewish names are taken from Gentiles, like Green and Berg. Facial features are probably normal for certain regions, like some gentiles have very large noses or whatever you are concerned about.

The facial feature is the frog's mouth (thin lips and pronounced upper lips). I've noticed her lips were different a few years ago (meatier, I think). Maybe even when gentiles get older they look more jewish? That's the only logical explanation I see.

Thank you very much, even if you haven't spoken with the Gods directly. But if this was the case I will fulfill my promise and bless you. Get me in touch.

Hail Satan!
Hail Azazel!

 

[Goldxaura]

Dear highpriests of JoS,

I am suffering a deep confusion with myself. I have doubts if I was accepted by Satan, because I fear I might have Jewish genes. I have recently realised that my mother and grandmother have a facial feature that is considered exclusive Jewish, and to make things worse, I've found some surnames that are very similar to Jewish surnames in my family tree (I can provide more details if necessary). I even resent looking to my mother's face, and that's horrible.

It is all weird, because despite the date that I entered in this forum, I actually dedicated 7 years and a half ago. I have been doing RTRs ever since (almost daily since 2018), along with many magical workings, and my life has gotten better. Whenever I say things like "Satan, I love you" or "Satan, you are amazing", I feel a warm sensation in my back. I even cry sometimes when I say these things (like now). I have weekly conversations with Satan, and He said that I am being attacked, and that human biology is more complex than I think.

I started to do a moon square since January, but I think it's been making me very anxious. I hope this has to do something to do with my situation. I am doing this to strenghten my third eye and my intuition. I feel a pressure in the middle of my forehead from time to time. I started last sunday to increase the number of repetitions of the FRTRs up to 27, which have decreased the anxiety, but now I feel a strange burden in my head. I also started doing a daily ritual to the Gods.

With that said, I would like to make a request for a highpriest to ask Satan or Azazel (one of my guardian demons) if I am truly worth of being on the side of Satan, to confirm my experiences, and to know if He has a message for me. Even if it is negative, I swear I am going to make a special ritual of departure to show my gratitude to Him. Otherwise, I going to send positive energy to the clergy of JoS.

I am not trolling, this is really a mindfucking situation. That's why I am refering to the clergy in the first place. I am extremely confused, and I feel partially released writing this. If the moderator is seeing this message, and decides not to publish it, I would like to know at least if there is a contact e-mail that can help me with this.

I love Satan so much, I hope He loves me too.

Enemy entities are desperate to scare people away from Satan and can cause negative thoughts, depression, anxiety, knock on the walls, and do anything else to try and scare you away from Satan and empowering yourself. The "Am I a jew" attack is very common. The fact that you are here and are worried about possibly being jewish indicates you are not jewish. Jews are a hive mind and are cosmic enemies of Satan. They know what they are. The name Satan is enough to make a jew choke and panic. Here is a fast test to determine if you are jeiwsh or not. Say Satan's name ten or twenty times. If you didn't poop yourself in fear, congratulations, you are not jewish.

 

[Elas Qilar]

The High Priest can't do that for you because he is extremely busy, imagine if he were to do this for every single person that asks such confirmations.

I consider Lydia to be a "highpriest". So I am satisfied. She is very experienced, and I love her posts.

But you definitely can do it. Ask the Gods yourself and they will show you the truth.

Well, I wrote that I've spoken with Satan about this, so...

I have been doing the same square and I can relate to certain feelings going off the charts for the time being... just relax and don't dwell on negative emotions. Do extra cleaning if you can't void them out.

I knew I was not the only one. It buged me how no one has talked about it.

One thing that always helped me when I went through the "am I jewish?" doubt at the beginning was, has Satan ever done anything for you? Chances are he certainly did. Focus on that. It wouldn't have happened if you were a jew.

I stopped using drugs, cigarettes and even alcohol. In 2018, when I had a lot of complicated subjects to do at the University, I got good results and finished my course in 2019. It was taking too long. I think it might have been Satan's help...

Focus on Satan‘s sigil, meditate on it for a while, how does that feel?

I did this a couple of days ago, and I very felt happy (I even cried).

A lot of Gentiles have hooked noses specially in Middle East, though jewish curvature is somewhat specific. Due to race mixing that has been happening for centuries a lot of Gentiles also ended up with strange features that would make one doubt their race, it takes a lot of characteristics to identify a jew, not just the nose or whatever. I know we usually relate every curved nose to jews and I admit that I have a hard time trusting anyone with such a nose, but I do know that not every curved nose is jewish.

Well, as I answered Lydia, the main problem is that my mom has a (very similar) frog's mouth, and it is described as an exclusive Jewish feature in that cringy manual. That's what makes me nervous.

About the names, besides what Lydia said, I also know that a lot of Gentiles were forced to adopt jewish names during the Dark Ages, just to stay alive.

I personally think that analysing surnames is kind of a waste of time, since you may never know who came before. What pisses me off, though, is that it may put you in an uncomfortable situation (example: a christian relative sees that a surname that is said to be jewish, and then spreds out for everybody that our family is somehow from "the chosen people of God").

 

[darkmonkey666]

The High Priest can't do that for you because he is extremely busy, imagine if he were to do this for every single person that asks such confirmations.

I consider Lydia to be a "highpriest". So I am satisfied. She is very experienced, and I love her posts.

But you definitely can do it. Ask the Gods yourself and they will show you the truth.

Well, I wrote that I've spoken with Satan about this, so...

I have been doing the same square and I can relate to certain feelings going off the charts for the time being... just relax and don't dwell on negative emotions. Do extra cleaning if you can't void them out.

I knew I was not the only one. It buged me how no one has talked about it.

One thing that always helped me when I went through the "am I jewish?" doubt at the beginning was, has Satan ever done anything for you? Chances are he certainly did. Focus on that. It wouldn't have happened if you were a jew.

I stopped using drugs, cigarettes and even alcohol. In 2018, when I had a lot of complicated subjects to do at the University, I got good results and finished my course in 2019. It was taking too long. I think it might have been Satan's help...

Focus on Satan‘s sigil, meditate on it for a while, how does that feel?

I did this a couple of days ago, and I very felt happy (I even cried).

A lot of Gentiles have hooked noses specially in Middle East, though jewish curvature is somewhat specific. Due to race mixing that has been happening for centuries a lot of Gentiles also ended up with strange features that would make one doubt their race, it takes a lot of characteristics to identify a jew, not just the nose or whatever. I know we usually relate every curved nose to jews and I admit that I have a hard time trusting anyone with such a nose, but I do know that not every curved nose is jewish.

Well, as I answered Lydia, the main problem is that my mom has a (very similar) frog's mouth, and it is described as an exclusive Jewish feature in that cringy manual. That's what makes me nervous.

About the names, besides what Lydia said, I also know that a lot of Gentiles were forced to adopt jewish names during the Dark Ages, just to stay alive.

I personally think that analysing surnames is kind of a waste of time, since you may never know who came before. What pisses me off, though, is that it may put you in an uncomfortable situation (example: a christian relative sees that a surname that is said to be jewish, and then spreds out for everybody that our family is somehow from "the chosen people of God").

The thing is it's usually a couple features put together plus something looks off about their body in general often or unnatural. I am not sure there is anything absolutely exclusive but a couple things put together should give pause maybe the author thought it was. It really doesn't sound like your a jew. There is a gentile I knew about with the name Steinberg so anything is possible I think some of the jew surnames are both. Miller is a common gentile name for example but some Jews too yet it was listed on the Jewish sirnames thing. That thing is just an example not all the names listed are always Jewish. I would assume something like Cohen or Goldstein or something is almost always kike but not all of them.

Try to look into this more calm your fears.

 

[Elas Qilar]

The High Priest can't do that for you because he is extremely busy, imagine if he were to do this for every single person that asks such confirmations.

I consider Lydia to be a "highpriest". So I am satisfied. She is very experienced, and I love her posts.

But you definitely can do it. Ask the Gods yourself and they will show you the truth.

Well, I wrote that I've spoken with Satan about this, so...

I have been doing the same square and I can relate to certain feelings going off the charts for the time being... just relax and don't dwell on negative emotions. Do extra cleaning if you can't void them out.

I knew I was not the only one. It buged me how no one has talked about it.

One thing that always helped me when I went through the "am I jewish?" doubt at the beginning was, has Satan ever done anything for you? Chances are he certainly did. Focus on that. It wouldn't have happened if you were a jew.

I stopped using drugs, cigarettes and even alcohol. In 2018, when I had a lot of complicated subjects to do at the University, I got good results and finished my course in 2019. It was taking too long. I think it might have been Satan's help...

Focus on Satan‘s sigil, meditate on it for a while, how does that feel?

I did this a couple of days ago, and I very felt happy (I even cried).

A lot of Gentiles have hooked noses specially in Middle East, though jewish curvature is somewhat specific. Due to race mixing that has been happening for centuries a lot of Gentiles also ended up with strange features that would make one doubt their race, it takes a lot of characteristics to identify a jew, not just the nose or whatever. I know we usually relate every curved nose to jews and I admit that I have a hard time trusting anyone with such a nose, but I do know that not every curved nose is jewish.

Well, as I answered Lydia, the main problem is that my mom has a (very similar) frog's mouth, and it is described as an exclusive Jewish feature in that cringy manual. That's what makes me nervous.

About the names, besides what Lydia said, I also know that a lot of Gentiles were forced to adopt jewish names during the Dark Ages, just to stay alive.

I personally think that analysing surnames is kind of a waste of time, since you may never know who came before. What pisses me off, though, is that it may put you in an uncomfortable situation (example: a christian relative sees that a surname that is said to be jewish, and then spreds out for everybody that our family is somehow from "the chosen people of God").

The thing is it's usually a couple features put together plus something looks off about their body in general often or unnatural. I am not sure there is anything absolutely exclusive but a couple things put together should give pause maybe the author thought it was. It really doesn't sound like your a jew. There is a gentile I knew about with the name Steinberg so anything is possible I think some of the jew surnames are both. Miller is a common gentile name for example but some Jews too yet it was listed on the Jewish sirnames thing. That thing is just an example not all the names listed are always Jewish. I would assume something like Cohen or Goldstein or something is almost always kike but not all of them.

Try to look into this more calm your fears.

The thing is that I am not in a generic context. Even my father (and by extent, my brother) has some "suspicious" characteristics in this regard. But for some reason I do not get apprehensive about him, just with my mother. Maybe it is because I am doing the Moon square? I've noticed that I've been drinking 6 liters of water per day and defecating 2 to 4 times per day (these last two symptoms obviously have to do with the square). The good thing is that my anxiety is gone (for now), but I still try to avoid to look at my mother's face.

I don't know if I sounded like "Oh, I just woke up in the morning and realised that I could be Jewish", but the reality is this fear comes from a long time. I remember in 2008 that my grandfather (from mother's side) told me that I had Jewish ancestry, but it was from my grandmother (who never talked about it at all). I remember that I felt weird pain in my heart, like a spike, immediately after he said that (maybe suggesting that he was talking BS, at least that's what I understood). However, I kind of did not make it a big of a deal about that back then. Long story short, I dedicated in 2014 and then I just discovered that no kind of Jews were allowed in satanism just in 2019! I've been having meltdown from time to time about this since then.

That's why I would like someone trustworthy to contact the Gods to explain to me what's going on (even though I am working in my astral senses as well somehow).

Oh, by the way, your working to destroy enemy's influence is fantastic. I did that last year and I could feel an icy burning sensation in each chakra of mine. It was such a relief. I think I need to redo it. May Satan bless you.

 

[darkmonkey666]

I consider Lydia to be a "highpriest". So I am satisfied. She is very experienced, and I love her posts.


Well, I wrote that I've spoken with Satan about this, so...



I knew I was not the only one. It buged me how no one has talked about it.



I stopped using drugs, cigarettes and even alcohol. In 2018, when I had a lot of complicated subjects to do at the University, I got good results and finished my course in 2019. It was taking too long. I think it might have been Satan's help...

I did this a couple of days ago, and I very felt happy (I even cried).


Well, as I answered Lydia, the main problem is that my mom has a (very similar) frog's mouth, and it is described as an exclusive Jewish feature in that cringy manual. That's what makes me nervous.

I personally think that analysing surnames is kind of a waste of time, since you may never know who came before. What pisses me off, though, is that it may put you in an uncomfortable situation (example: a christian relative sees that a surname that is said to be jewish, and then spreds out for everybody that our family is somehow from "the chosen people of God").

The thing is it's usually a couple features put together plus something looks off about their body in general often or unnatural. I am not sure there is anything absolutely exclusive but a couple things put together should give pause maybe the author thought it was. It really doesn't sound like your a jew. There is a gentile I knew about with the name Steinberg so anything is possible I think some of the jew surnames are both. Miller is a common gentile name for example but some Jews too yet it was listed on the Jewish sirnames thing. That thing is just an example not all the names listed are always Jewish. I would assume something like Cohen or Goldstein or something is almost always kike but not all of them.

Try to look into this more calm your fears.

The thing is that I am not in a generic context. Even my father (and by extent, my brother) has some "suspicious" characteristics in this regard. But for some reason I do not get apprehensive about him, just with my mother. Maybe it is because I am doing the Moon square? I've noticed that I've been drinking 6 liters of water per day and defecating 2 to 4 times per day (these last two symptoms obviously have to do with the square). The good thing is that my anxiety is gone (for now), but I still try to avoid to look at my mother's face.

I don't know if I sounded like "Oh, I just woke up in the morning and realised that I could be Jewish", but the reality is this fear comes from a long time. I remember in 2008 that my grandfather (from mother's side) told me that I had Jewish ancestry, but it was from my grandmother (who never talked about it at all). I remember that I felt weird pain in my heart, like a spike, immediately after he said that (maybe suggesting that he was talking BS, at least that's what I understood). However, I kind of did not make it a big of a deal about that back then. Long story short, I dedicated in 2014 and then I just discovered that no kind of Jews were allowed in satanism just in 2019! I've been having meltdown from time to time about this since then.

That's why I would like someone trustworthy to contact the Gods to explain to me what's going on (even though I am working in my astral senses as well somehow).

Oh, by the way, your working to destroy enemy's influence is fantastic. I did that last year and I could feel an icy burning sensation in each chakra of mine. It was such a relief. I think I need to redo it. May Satan bless you.

An actual Jew would not be in a meltdown about this or that attracted to Satanism. They also wouldn't care that much about the Gods but be here mostly for some kind of agenda on their own part. It doesn't sound like it from what your saying.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

I've noticed that I've been drinking 6 liters of water per day and defecating 2 to 4 times per day (these last two symptoms obviously have to do with the square). The good thing is that my anxiety is gone (for now), but I still try to avoid to look at my mother's face.

I don't know if I sounded like "Oh, I just woke up in the morning and realised that I could be Jewish", but the reality is this fear comes from a long time. I remember in 2008 that my grandfather (from mother's side) told me that I had Jewish ancestry, but it was from my grandmother (who never talked about it at all). I remember that I felt weird pain in my heart, like a spike

These symptoms are not normal. Anything from a square should be positive if you affirmed it to act positively on you. While the moon is involved in yin aspects of the body, it should not be created excessive diarrhea.

Given that you are having diarrhea and what sounds like mild heart palpitations, this suggests a weakened digestive system and weakened yang energy of the body. So it is no surprise you are feeling anxious.

Why are you drinking so much water? Is this due to genuine thirst? How much are you urinating? Also, what kind of yoga are you doing, and are your Sun and Mars afflicted in your chart (this can be rhetorical for the sake of privacy). It sounds like you would benefit from a Sun Square or similar energies.

 

[Elas Qilar]

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I've noticed that I've been drinking 6 liters of water per day and defecating 2 to 4 times per day (these last two symptoms obviously have to do with the square). The good thing is that my anxiety is gone (for now), but I still try to avoid to look at my mother's face.

I don't know if I sounded like "Oh, I just woke up in the morning and realised that I could be Jewish", but the reality is this fear comes from a long time. I remember in 2008 that my grandfather (from mother's side) told me that I had Jewish ancestry, but it was from my grandmother (who never talked about it at all). I remember that I felt weird pain in my heart, like a spike

These symptoms are not normal. Anything from a square should be positive if you affirmed it to act positively on you. While the moon is involved in yin aspects of the body, it should not be created excessive diarrhea.

Given that you are having diarrhea and what sounds like mild heart palpitations, this suggests a weakened digestive system and weakened yang energy of the body. So it is no surprise you are feeling anxious.

Why are you drinking so much water? Is this due to genuine thirst? How much are you urinating? Also, what kind of yoga are you doing, and are your Sun and Mars afflicted in your chart (this can be rhetorical for the sake of privacy). It sounds like you would benefit from a Sun Square or similar energies.

My affirmation goes like this: "I am permanently removing blockages, and strengthening my intuition and my third eye in an effective and safe way". So I guess there is no problem regarding this.

I do not have any affliction between Sun and Mars, but I have one between Moon and Venus, and another one between Pluto and Mars. Maybe that's a thing...

My yin energy is considerably more predominant than yang energy, for what I've seen in my natal chart. Therefore, it must be another hint.

About drinking, actually the 6 liters was the amount I was urinating. However, since I began the yoga section from Egon (Asanas+Mantras) earlier this month, this and the digestive problems are slowly vanishing to be honest (I was doing the traditional yoga section from the JoS). I am drinking considerably less water, and I am defecating just once a day.

I agree with you about the Sun square, I remember that I felt very well from doing one (even though I did not use any affirmations the last and first time I did). I've already scheduled to do a complete aura cleansing this Sunday, so I hope it works for the moment, even though I am feeling almost normal right now.

Thank you for your insights, and hail Satan. Feel welcome to add anything else.

 

[Kurat]

7,5 years are long time. If you are stayed here so long, you are probably not jew. You are satanic soul.

 

[darkmonkey666]

I consider Lydia to be a "highpriest". So I am satisfied. She is very experienced, and I love her posts.


Well, I wrote that I've spoken with Satan about this, so...



I knew I was not the only one. It buged me how no one has talked about it.



I stopped using drugs, cigarettes and even alcohol. In 2018, when I had a lot of complicated subjects to do at the University, I got good results and finished my course in 2019. It was taking too long. I think it might have been Satan's help...

I did this a couple of days ago, and I very felt happy (I even cried).


Well, as I answered Lydia, the main problem is that my mom has a (very similar) frog's mouth, and it is described as an exclusive Jewish feature in that cringy manual. That's what makes me nervous.

I personally think that analysing surnames is kind of a waste of time, since you may never know who came before. What pisses me off, though, is that it may put you in an uncomfortable situation (example: a christian relative sees that a surname that is said to be jewish, and then spreds out for everybody that our family is somehow from "the chosen people of God").

The thing is it's usually a couple features put together plus something looks off about their body in general often or unnatural. I am not sure there is anything absolutely exclusive but a couple things put together should give pause maybe the author thought it was. It really doesn't sound like your a jew. There is a gentile I knew about with the name Steinberg so anything is possible I think some of the jew surnames are both. Miller is a common gentile name for example but some Jews too yet it was listed on the Jewish sirnames thing. That thing is just an example not all the names listed are always Jewish. I would assume something like Cohen or Goldstein or something is almost always kike but not all of them.

Try to look into this more calm your fears.

The thing is that I am not in a generic context. Even my father (and by extent, my brother) has some "suspicious" characteristics in this regard. But for some reason I do not get apprehensive about him, just with my mother. Maybe it is because I am doing the Moon square? I've noticed that I've been drinking 6 liters of water per day and defecating 2 to 4 times per day (these last two symptoms obviously have to do with the square). The good thing is that my anxiety is gone (for now), but I still try to avoid to look at my mother's face.

I don't know if I sounded like "Oh, I just woke up in the morning and realised that I could be Jewish", but the reality is this fear comes from a long time. I remember in 2008 that my grandfather (from mother's side) told me that I had Jewish ancestry, but it was from my grandmother (who never talked about it at all). I remember that I felt weird pain in my heart, like a spike, immediately after he said that (maybe suggesting that he was talking BS, at least that's what I understood). However, I kind of did not make it a big of a deal about that back then. Long story short, I dedicated in 2014 and then I just discovered that no kind of Jews were allowed in satanism just in 2019! I've been having meltdown from time to time about this since then.

That's why I would like someone trustworthy to contact the Gods to explain to me what's going on (even though I am working in my astral senses as well somehow).

Oh, by the way, your working to destroy enemy's influence is fantastic. I did that last year and I could feel an icy burning sensation in each chakra of mine. It was such a relief. I think I need to redo it. May Satan bless you.

I forgot to respond to this so I will.
Btw with the working I created it from actual experience with stuff in the astral and seeing it. So it should work out well for you. The last part works on both the tetragramaton and Xtian energy both of these things have that kind of burnt smell sometimes. I don't know if everyone smells the same stuff with energy. Often Xtian energy smells also like something molding or rotting. Part of the tetragramaton thing smells exactly like Lavender to both me and my girlfriend. This is why I hate that scent and get huge anxiety around the colored energy in churches (same thing) when I was younger I noticed smelled like Lavender (both the shattering and tetra get rid of this) I also noticed back then every trip to church people would come out with a dose of this energy on them I noticed. This connects people to the barrier as a binding and is part of it.

 

[Osiris Silvio]

I used to feel just as you are feeling. Satan's warming love used to encompass me whenever I spoke with him. My life has drastically improved, even started, when I came to Satan. For a short period of time I doubted that I have Jewish genes. Asking the Gods questions concerning this question helped me get over it. Through the meditation programs on JoS we can establish a telepathic connection with the Gods.

Btw, there seems to be some enemy attack at the moment making Gentiles and SS doubt their Gentile race. This is the second post today about such doubts.

I cannot imagine a Jew doing the RTRs, speaking with Satan, having already dedicated himself to Satan with blood.

As for your mother, I bet she deserves your love. Do not count on racial perfection to love your mother. Most people today are not racially pure. You say that she has features exclusively Jewish. I think the only exclusively Jewish feature is apathetic, non-human eyes that are often slanting down or extremely beady like the eyes of Biden. By all means, many Gentiles have long or hooked noses. The Jews are made to resemble the humans, it is normal that our features may meet at some point.

 

[Elas Qilar]

I used to feel just as you are feeling. Satan's warming love used to encompass me whenever I spoke with him. My life has drastically improved, even started, when I came to Satan. For a short period of time I doubted that I have Jewish genes. Asking the Gods questions concerning this question helped me get over it. Through the meditation programs on JoS we can establish a telepathic connection with the Gods.

Well, I have already asked Satan about it, and he said that I am not a Jew. But because things don't make sense, I thought it could be a good idea to ask someone experienced here in the forums to (try to) certify that I am not a crazy kike going insane. I am doing a Moon square to help me to see the truth about it (among other things), but it has made me sick somehow. It is passing, but maybe I should be doing a Venus square, since it rules the throat chakra, which is responsible for psychic abilities.

Btw, there seems to be some enemy attack at the moment making Gentiles and SS doubt their Gentile race. This is the second post today about such doubts.

As Bliztkreig has pointed out, it seems that I have some spiritual problem regarding yang energy or something that is clashing with the Moon square. I think the square made me feel too emotional and the enemy has exploited that.

I cannot imagine a Jew doing the RTRs, speaking with Satan, having already dedicated himself to Satan with blood.

As for your mother, I bet she deserves your love. Do not count on racial perfection to love your mother. Most people today are not racially pure. You say that she has features exclusively Jewish. I think the only exclusively Jewish feature is apathetic, non-human eyes that are often slanting down or extremely beady like the eyes of Biden. By all means, many Gentiles have long or hooked noses. The Jews are made to resemble the humans, it is normal that our features may meet at some point.

When I wrote about "exclusively Jewish features" I was refering to a feature (frog's mouth) of that manual on how to identify a Jew. I do not know if that thing is accurate (I hope it is not, even though it has quite a lot of valid information). The thing is, it can be very tough to find any reliable source about "exclusive" fenotypes of a certain ethnic group. You talk about small eyes, for instance, but don't you think this can be quite subjective? My grandmother's eyes were not small when I was younger, but they seem to be each time smaller as time passes (which makes your commentary a little bit scary for me, at least in this part).

Anyway, I am in a point now where, even though I am kind of scared, I don't feel like stopping on this path. I have a deep feeling that I have to go foward no matter what. I just wanted to feel more confident, because things do not (seem to) add up.

 

[Osiris Silvio]

I used to feel just as you are feeling. Satan's warming love used to encompass me whenever I spoke with him. My life has drastically improved, even started, when I came to Satan. For a short period of time I doubted that I have Jewish genes. Asking the Gods questions concerning this question helped me get over it. Through the meditation programs on JoS we can establish a telepathic connection with the Gods.

Well, I have already asked Satan about it, and he said that I am not a Jew. But because things don't make sense, I thought it could be a good idea to ask someone experienced here in the forums to (try to) certify that I am not a crazy kike going insane. I am doing a Moon square to help me to see the truth about it (among other things), but it has made me sick somehow. It is passing, but maybe I should be doing a Venus square, since it rules the throat chakra, which is responsible for psychic abilities.

Btw, there seems to be some enemy attack at the moment making Gentiles and SS doubt their Gentile race. This is the second post today about such doubts.

As Bliztkreig has pointed out, it seems that I have some spiritual problem regarding yang energy or something that is clashing with the Moon square. I think the square made me feel too emotional and the enemy has exploited that.

I cannot imagine a Jew doing the RTRs, speaking with Satan, having already dedicated himself to Satan with blood.

As for your mother, I bet she deserves your love. Do not count on racial perfection to love your mother. Most people today are not racially pure. You say that she has features exclusively Jewish. I think the only exclusively Jewish feature is apathetic, non-human eyes that are often slanting down or extremely beady like the eyes of Biden. By all means, many Gentiles have long or hooked noses. The Jews are made to resemble the humans, it is normal that our features may meet at some point.

When I wrote about "exclusively Jewish features" I was refering to a feature (frog's mouth) of that manual on how to identify a Jew. I do not know if that thing is accurate (I hope it is not, even though it has quite a lot of valid information). The thing is, it can be very tough to find any reliable source about "exclusive" fenotypes of a certain ethnic group. You talk about small eyes, for instance, but don't you think this can be quite subjective? My grandmother's eyes were not small when I was younger, but they seem to be each time smaller as time passes (which makes your commentary a little bit scary for me, at least in this part).

Anyway, I am in a point now where, even though I am kind of scared, I don't feel like stopping on this path. I have a deep feeling that I have to go foward no matter what. I just wanted to feel more confident, because things do not (seem to) add up.

I just believe that you will get over this phase soon. It will get better. Stay strong and faithful.

 

[Elas Qilar]

I just believe that you will get over this phase soon. It will get better. Stay strong and faithful.

Thank you for your support, I hope that everything unfolds well. I am following the current schedule as always, and I hope you are following too.

Hail Satan!

 

[darkmonkey666]

I used to feel just as you are feeling. Satan's warming love used to encompass me whenever I spoke with him. My life has drastically improved, even started, when I came to Satan. For a short period of time I doubted that I have Jewish genes. Asking the Gods questions concerning this question helped me get over it. Through the meditation programs on JoS we can establish a telepathic connection with the Gods.

Well, I have already asked Satan about it, and he said that I am not a Jew. But because things don't make sense, I thought it could be a good idea to ask someone experienced here in the forums to (try to) certify that I am not a crazy kike going insane. I am doing a Moon square to help me to see the truth about it (among other things), but it has made me sick somehow. It is passing, but maybe I should be doing a Venus square, since it rules the throat chakra, which is responsible for psychic abilities.

Btw, there seems to be some enemy attack at the moment making Gentiles and SS doubt their Gentile race. This is the second post today about such doubts.

As Bliztkreig has pointed out, it seems that I have some spiritual problem regarding yang energy or something that is clashing with the Moon square. I think the square made me feel too emotional and the enemy has exploited that.

I cannot imagine a Jew doing the RTRs, speaking with Satan, having already dedicated himself to Satan with blood.

As for your mother, I bet she deserves your love. Do not count on racial perfection to love your mother. Most people today are not racially pure. You say that she has features exclusively Jewish. I think the only exclusively Jewish feature is apathetic, non-human eyes that are often slanting down or extremely beady like the eyes of Biden. By all means, many Gentiles have long or hooked noses. The Jews are made to resemble the humans, it is normal that our features may meet at some point.

When I wrote about "exclusively Jewish features" I was refering to a feature (frog's mouth) of that manual on how to identify a Jew. I do not know if that thing is accurate (I hope it is not, even though it has quite a lot of valid information). The thing is, it can be very tough to find any reliable source about "exclusive" fenotypes of a certain ethnic group. You talk about small eyes, for instance, but don't you think this can be quite subjective? My grandmother's eyes were not small when I was younger, but they seem to be each time smaller as time passes (which makes your commentary a little bit scary for me, at least in this part).

Anyway, I am in a point now where, even though I am kind of scared, I don't feel like stopping on this path. I have a deep feeling that I have to go foward no matter what. I just wanted to feel more confident, because things do not (seem to) add up.

It's normal for the enemy to attack you like this. I think about 10 years ago I had a friend who since I really don't have access to the records of my family at the time I was asking people what they thought I was. She said I look Israeli. I kind of freaked out for years thinking I was a Jew had panic attacks over that (I bet she was influenced by something of the enemy to say that as she was a little psychic) I put my fears to rest when I actually experienced one of the Gods for the first time and had a positive experience cause that would not happen with a Jew. There was another person on YouTube who was claiming I look like a Jew using my image and comparing it too one. Well fuck them I know I am not. You should say the same thing yourself.. The Gods mostly ignore the Jews and when they don't it's punishing or destroying a kike or exposing them. So no positive experiences ever.

So this is your clue you are not one stop worrying. If you have good experiences with the rtrs and shattering especially and you had positive experiences with the Gods your gentile even if you can't 100 percent prove it you know it.

 

[Elas Qilar]

It's normal for the enemy to attack you like this. I think about 10 years ago I had a friend who since I really don't have access to the records of my family at the time I was asking people what they thought I was. She said I look Israeli. I kind of freaked out for years thinking I was a Jew had panic attacks over that (I bet she was influenced by something of the enemy to say that as she was a little psychic) I put my fears to rest when I actually experienced one of the Gods for the first time and had a positive experience cause that would not happen with a Jew. There was another person on YouTube who was claiming I look like a Jew using my image and comparing it too one. Well fuck them I know I am not. You should say the same thing yourself.. The Gods mostly ignore the Jews and when they don't it's punishing or destroying a kike or exposing them. So no positive experiences ever.

So this is your clue you are not one stop worrying. If you have good experiences with the rtrs and shattering especially and you had positive experiences with the Gods your gentile even if you can't 100 percent prove it you know it.

Well, it is interesting you are commenting this. Last New Year's Eve, I had dinner as a family at my aunt's home. During the meal we were conversing, and she likes to talk about conspiracy involving Jews (but she also believes in "good Jews", as she is a Christian). There was a time, however, when she looked at my brother, and she said that he looked like rabbi she knew. This made very uncomfortable but I kind of ignored.
However, last month my aunt came to dine at my home. During the conversation, my parents and she started to talk origins of the family. Intuitively, I had a bad feeling about this. She said that all my ancestors from my grandmother (her mother and my mother's mother) were Jews who converted to Christianity. When she said that, I left the dinner room, not just feeling bad, but also feeling a bad energy. Imagine something so terrible, to the point that it makes you have suicidal thoughts. Inevitably, this triggered the mental meltdown that I described here. Today I am feeling quite "normal" thanks to consistent prayers to our beloved Gods, especially to Azazel. However, I still do not feel very excited to study my family's history, if you know what I mean.

Thank you for sharing your experience.
Hail Satan!
Hail Azazel!

 

[serpentwalker666]

It's normal for the enemy to attack you like this. I think about 10 years ago I had a friend who since I really don't have access to the records of my family at the time I was asking people what they thought I was. She said I look Israeli. I kind of freaked out for years thinking I was a Jew had panic attacks over that (I bet she was influenced by something of the enemy to say that as she was a little psychic) I put my fears to rest when I actually experienced one of the Gods for the first time and had a positive experience cause that would not happen with a Jew. There was another person on YouTube who was claiming I look like a Jew using my image and comparing it too one. Well fuck them I know I am not. You should say the same thing yourself.. The Gods mostly ignore the Jews and when they don't it's punishing or destroying a kike or exposing them. So no positive experiences ever.

So this is your clue you are not one stop worrying. If you have good experiences with the rtrs and shattering especially and you had positive experiences with the Gods your gentile even if you can't 100 percent prove it you know it.

Well, it is interesting you are commenting this. Last New Year's Eve, I had dinner as a family at my aunt's home. During the meal we were conversing, and she likes to talk about conspiracy involving Jews (but she also believes in "good Jews", as she is a Christian). There was a time, however, when she looked at my brother, and she said that he looked like rabbi she knew. This made very uncomfortable but I kind of ignored.
However, last month my aunt came to dine at my home. During the conversation, my parents and she started to talk origins of the family. Intuitively, I had a bad feeling about this. She said that all my ancestors from my grandmother (her mother and my mother's mother) were Jews who converted to Christianity. When she said that, I left the dinner room, not just feeling bad, but also feeling a bad energy. Imagine something so terrible, to the point that it makes you have suicidal thoughts. Inevitably, this triggered the mental meltdown that I described here. Today I am feeling quite "normal" thanks to consistent prayers to our beloved Gods, especially to Azazel. However, I still do not feel very excited to study my family's history, if you know what I mean.

Thank you for sharing your experience.
Hail Satan!
Hail Azazel!

You might as well look into your family history because well, if what they said is true, and it's confirmed, there's no denying at that point.

 

[Elas Qilar]

You might as well look into your family history because well, if what they said is true, and it's confirmed, there's no denying at that point.

I know that it is a sensible thing to do, but it is not like I haven't done that already (as I stated in the main topic). What I've found was not pleasant, though.
However, considering everything that has been discussed in this thread so far, I think it's either beyond the point or pointless to look any further into this to confirm anything that comes from my family. If I am to believe what some family members of mine have said, so I would have to deny my good experiences I've had in satanism in the last 8 years (which does not make sense, obviously). For instance, I've felt an excelent energy from doing that Astarte's ritual from some weeks ago like any other Satanist that has done that ritual. Does it make any sense for a Jew to feel the same?
I see myself in a dead end situation, because all I have are ambiguous or odd evidences contradicting my feelings and experiences. That is why I've asked the help of a highpriest, even though a gardian would be as helpful as a highpriest for this matter. Some may say that in satanism that is not how it should work (intermediaries to contact the Gods), but things like Tarot reading, for instance, are perfectly possible. Regardless of whether someone helps me the way I described, I practice gratitude towards Satan everyday, and try to develop my astral senses to contact the Gods.

I am also very thankful of everyone commenting on my thread, I think it might bring me good insights.