Blitzkreig [JG said:
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There's going to be a lot of venting. Don't take any of this too personally.
I cannot believe I have to say this, but Spiritual Advancement in general as a State policy is so obvious to me that I didn't even think to type it out, because it feels redundant. Every single member here already knows that Spiritual Advancement in general will become the thing in the future.
This is why I feel the need to be thorough and why my posts tend to be so long, because I know if I mention one thing, I have to counterbalance it with a dozen more things, and when I mention those dozen things, I have to add 3 more clarifications for each of the dozen things, and after all that is done, I realize that there might be one more thing that I have to clarify, and then I have to go back and add that in. Once I send the post, I found out that there was still a misunderstanding.
Don't take the above paragraph as entirely intended to vent at you for this instance specifically, it's just a general frustration of mine. Over half of your post is based on the misunderstanding that because I didn't explicitly type about Spiritual Advancement in general, that I explicitly intend to not do it if I hypothetically gained power according the question. There's hardly anything more I feel a need to say on that point, as it's overkill and redundant.
There's a reason why I type with such a high power level. If someone isn't able to get past what they deem as "toxic" wording, then they don't have VITALITY. I'm just typing it in caps for quick emphasis, it was faster to hold shift than it is to go back for every single usage of the word and bold it.
Beyond that philosophy, I mean every word I type. I do intend it with the intensity that I type with. There is no pretense, there is no added flair as an act. Unless I type in such a way that is an obvious joke or meme, I am usually speaking candidly and bluntly. The reason why I feel such a fiery sense of urgency is because the vast majority of White people are CUCKS, and they will scream and throw hissy fits and tantrums at the slightest hint at anything getter better for White people in any practical manner. The vast majority of White people are my enemies in a fundamental sense due to how cucked they are. This cucked mindset and instinct is a literal epidemic that has infected almost the entire White race. It is prevalent everywhere, and it is even very largely prevalent right here at Ancient Forums. I am able to see the mindset that people speak and type from, and I fundamentally disagree with that exact instinct. That is why I put so much emphasis on my fight to eliminate that instinct once and for all.
I am also fighting against other people who have a high power level, but who have different core beliefs that are irreconcilable. A xian White Nationalist will have very radical ideas, but they will add all the stupid jewish shit in with the radical stuff. Everyone in these circles has the idea that Satanism is anarchy, liberalism, and cuckoldry. How can people here be so blind? Are they able to see that they literally fit the stereotype that outsiders ridicule Satanism for?
At some point, I'm going to elaborate on the concept of the Separation of Church and State. I have the exact opposite belief that is commonly espoused here.
I believe in the unification of the Satanic Church and State.
That rhetoric point is powerful against xians who think that "satanists" are cringe atheists who just want to censor xianity by using "separation of church and state" bullshit. The Founding Fathers were simply reacting against the britbong church when they came up with that idea, but it has gotten cringe and out of hand.
I do not want want to censor xianity by using muh separation of church and state as a cringe and embarrassing excuse. I fucking WINCE whenever I see that terminology used seriously. This isn't 2003 anymore. No one takes that bullshit seriously anymore.
I want to censor xianity with an Imperial attitude, not a cringe reddit rebel attitude. I do not serve a rebel God. I serve an Authoritarian God that is the Supreme Ruler of the Universe. Satan is not a Prime Minister, a President, a Congressman, a Senator, a Local Sheriff, or any other such thing. He is a National Socialist Dictator. I respect the overall hierarchy of Hell because it is far above the cringe lolbertarian impotence that Earth suffers from. They are all so advanced anyway, that they all simply naturally agree with Satan, and thus Hell doesn't have to operate like an iron-fist despotic "tyranny."
Earth is different. Most humans have retarded ideas, and will whine and protest when any legitimate leader takes power and starts doing what's right. People can talk in high-brow terms about "Mature Leadership." There's nothing wrong with "Mature Leadership." High Priest Hooded Cobra, the same person that talks a big game about how people have ideas like Klaus Schwab and need to listen to the world, has endlessly complained about how retarded the world is, and how it needs correction. I agree, the world needs to be corrected, and thus, I have taken the proactive measure of eliminating my moral weakness and hesitation about being stern when the time comes.
The broad masses can't be smooth-talked into doing what's right. For a while, they will have to be dragged kicked and screaming towards what is right. It might take a couple centuries, it might take a few decades, it might take one generation, it might even only take 5 or less years, but eventually the retard phase will be over. Eventually, all of humanity will have been won over to a modicum of agreement with the basic tenets of our views and be willing to cooperate, even if tentatively. That will be the threshold at which I won't feel the need to be so extreme anymore.
I'm trying to encapsulate several large ideas with all that I'm saying above, but I will focus down to the nitty gritty of one specific point. This will be a re-iteration, but it's important to me to get this one point across.
The reason why I feel a sense of urgency and why I feel the need to have an extremely high power level is because most people here think and feel the same way redditors think and feel. I literally feel like in a reddit forum when I'm here. I don't know how people can like Hitler and agree with ethnonationalism and other things, but still have the reddit instinct. It boggles my mind. I have never seen such a bizarre phenomenon in my entire life. Ancient Forums as a cultural phenomenon is a very eccentric development. It's the year 2023, and this place is like a time capsule from 2003. Am I talking to people from 2003? Most of the foundational content at the JoS site is from 2003.
I don't have anything against the fundamental spiritual principles of JoS, but to be completely honest, the rhetoric is frankly outdated. Yes, I'm sure things have changed explicitly because the membership of Joy of Satan Ministries did rituals and RTRs for the past 20 years. That's great! I'm glad. The problem is that people think they're fighting the war in the same conditions as 20 years ago. xianity is dying, and secular egalitarianism and wokeness has taken over. I'm trying my best to concisely describe a core problem that the Ancient Forums culture suffers from. I just don't understand. The spiritual doctrine is perfect. I agree with the spiritual doctrine in it's entirety. But then, everything stops making sense when it comes to the political competency, rhetoric, and optics. It's as if Ancient Forums was ONLY promoted at Reddit, Twitter, and Tumblr, and thus almost the entire userbase that has amassed at Ancient Forums has brought all of those subconscious ideas with them.
The perceptions of the realities of National Socialist policy are jaw-droppingly bizarre. Certain aspects of how the National Socialists actually operated have been ignored, and tunnel-vision focus has been placed on certain aspects of Hitler and the Third Reich that strictly appeal to people that think in an anarchistic manner. I wonder sometimes if most people here know who Hitler was, or are they admiring a character that looks like him? How many people have read Mein Kampf? I know some people here have read it, yes, but what about the rest? People here have the attitude of "I want to do what I want to do." There's nothing wrong with that, yes, I want to do what I want to do too! Join the club. How do we get there? "We tell everyone to fuck off and not tell us what to do." ?????? No. We establish a consistent Weltanschaung and culture that incorporates all of our fundamental principles, and then establish it as an Aristocratic culture with Laws and duties. When everything is done the way it is supposed to be done in accordance with a cultural doctrine, gratification becomes possible.
The above implies cooperation, not atomization. It implies the acceptance of authority, not anarchy. Someone has to be the leader. This future leader doesn't have to me, or at least it shouldn't have to only be me, but it has to be someone who knows their stuff, and has no hesitation to make the tough decisions in the touch circumstances we are in the modern times. Humanity has never fallen so low, so it will have to be pulled back up. This will involve a drastic change in momentum that will be uncomfortable for a time. I employ absolutist rhetoric to show that I have psychologically braced myself for that uncomfortable time. There are so many reasons why sternness will be necessary, and that's just one of them.
Do people think it's fun to be in my position? Do people think it's fun for me to be against the grain here at Ancient Forums? It's a fucking chore. I am in the worst possible position for a whole host of reasons. Almost everyone will think I'm being self-important or egotistical. Almost everyone else thinks subjectively. I think objectively, which is a horrible curse in a world of subjective thinkers. It's all so tiresome.
When I use the fiery rhetoric on behalf of authority and traditionalism, I get psychoanalyzed. When others use rhetoric that is actually even more polemic than mine, but they virtue-signal for women's rights, "feminism," equal rights, "freedom," and other euphemisms, everyone praises them. They can act as pathetic as they want, call their opponents names, grandstand, get on a soapbox and act like they're giving a disney main character epic speech to preach virtues to stereotypical villains on why we need stop being hateful and love each other instead, they can type in all caps, they can play the reddit victim, they can be as toxic as they want, but as long as they're speaking on behalf of modern jewish ideas...I mean "Satanic" ideas of freedom, equal rights, and denying that any woman have ever mistreated men for the past 3000 years, and victim-shaming men for being disenfranchised and abandoned by women and society, then everyone will rush to their side, praise them, and tell them how wonderful they are. I have watched all this unfold here. It's all so tiresome.
I am overwhelmed with disgust and demoralization at what I have seen, both outside and at Ancient Forums. Apparently almost all men have abused women for the past several decades. No one preaches at women to be accountable like they preach at men. Men get the brunt of the preaching, all while they are getting avalanched by the incomprehensible horrors of modern society. I can't comprehend it, it's too much to comprehend.
I love men. I love White men with all my being. White men are pure, loving, wholesome, kind, caring, sincere, affectionate, creative, sympathetic, empathetic, understanding, honest, hardworking. White men hold the world on their shoulders. White men keep the lights on and keep food on everyone's plates. White men are almost solely responsible for every single technological advancement that we enjoy today. White men make beautiful art, music, films, games, and other beautiful creations. Men are the romantic sex. The emotional depth of men is unfathomable.
I know all these things, because I myself am a man, and without trying to be self-conceited, I can objectively say that I have much of the above qualities (obviously I'm personally responsible for modern technology for example), and I see the EXACT same qualities in almost all other white men.
In return, White men have been almost entirely abandoned by White women. White men get psychoanalyzed, marginalized, preached at, spat upon, criticized, ignored, hated, sneered at, made fun of, ridiculed, name-called, and get accused of being abusive, toxic, hateful, manipulative. White men are told that they objectify women, that they don't care about women's feelings, that they hurt women with every slight action that they take. They get recorded by white women at the gym and get accused of being stalkers while they're just doing their thing and try to be polite. White boys get beaten by black boys and even black girls. Yes, I've seen video footage of a black girl beating a white boy, and he got a concussion, and his mother pulled him from that school and and moved to another district. jews endlessly tease White men with their media propaganda, and caricaturize them with their movies, games, music, and other media. jews know that White women have abandoned White men in droves, and they rub it in their faces as often as they can.
White men are told that they need to open up about their feelings, but when they do, they are laughed at, they become the butt of jokes, they get psychoanalyzed yet again and told about how delusional and bad they are, and that they're just seeking attention, that they're insecure, and all kinds of other things. White men are told to man up, when they already are manning up as well as they can, and can barely go on anymore.
White men have to live with the reality that White women don't believe their "lying eyes," and don't believe that all the good white men in front of them are actually good, but would rather listen to the jewish propaganda about how bad White men are.
Several times, I have given my heart and soul to White women, and was betrayed and abandoned. "Who hurt me?" What a question. "Who hurt me? Who hurt me??" Every White man is a fucking spectacle and someone to be psychoanalyzed because they have been hurt.
One of the worst parts of all, is that the message has been sent loud and clear to White men all around the world, that women won't care about their love. The love of White men is worthless. Either that, or White women deny that White men are loving.
White men are filled with love! We just want to love love love! Entire emotional and psychological worlds of love exist in the minds and souls of all White men around the world, and for over half of White men, no woman will ever show the remotest interest in those worlds.
This video by Alexander Grace, a Blue-Piller at heart that has had no choice but move more and more to the Black Pill over time with each video, really puts this concept to words effectively:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h1Auq7ydVLM
Every woman should watch the above video.
Even after all I have endured, I still want to love women. That is my nature as a White man. It's exhausting. I'm so tired.
Almost everyone else's ideology will have the effect of making everything worse. I don't know if they don't realize it, or if they know exactly what's going on. I can only assume ignorance and incompetency for so long before malice starts become the more compelling assumption. If it's because people are malicious that they choose to have a worldview that will compound upon the struggles of White men, then I am their enemy, and I am compelled to fight against them. I am compelled to be adversarial. I didn't ask for this. It is what it is. No matter how tired and unmotivated I am, I have no choice but to perform as if I have perfect energy and motivation, I have to prepare. Also, it's not a mystery, I am fighting against maliciousness. it's not ignorance, it is maliciousness. My opponents know exactly what they are doing.
Hitler was working with a traditional population who very easily accepted the ideals of race and childbirth. We are going to have to work with an anti-traditional population who hate children, who hate being White, who hate men, and who can't live without being degenerates. The struggle we have ahead of us will be overwhelming and exhausting. The thought of personally babysitting the entire White race as they fight to destroy themselves and destroy every last trace of the Aryan Tradition saps me of all energy. The thought of trying to make the lives of White men bearable again while everyone screams and screeches against them, all while using euphemisms like "women's rights, abortion rights, stop hating women, stop being toxic, who hurt you," and other such things, makes me want to just collapse, fall asleep, and forget about life. But I can't do that. Future generations of White children depend on my struggle. I cannot let my beloved Future-Folk down.
I have feelings, no one can accuse me of being an emotionless robot. By being emotional, I am immune to that point of attack. I am completely sincere in my venting, and that also means that I can never be attacked on the basis of being uncaring or unfeeling. Everyone will know that my harsh policies are because I care. It is exactly because I care that I put so much emotional energy into my ideals. It is because I care that I intend to become an evil conqueror, and impose my will. People are going to find out through direct experience how much I care, whether that's a good thing or a bad thing. Besides all that, how ironic would it be that my pathetic whining, complaining, emotional rants, soapboxing, grandstanding, victim behavior, and depressed tantrums might just be relatable, if anyone knows what I mean. Yes, I'm aware that much of what I say can be called soapboxing, tantrums, grandstanding, victim behavior, and other terms that I typically use as criticisms. I have feelings too. What irony. The bittersweet irony. I can do it too.
My pathetic behavior when I vent may just be my greatest weapon yet, in a humorous twist. The fact that I can't hold in my anger and frustration, and that I guess I just don't have the strength to maintain a "mature" demeanor and "be on my best behavior" may end up being an unintentional stroke of genius. I have figured this whole time that I was going to have to be the perfect soldierly presenter, and never be "immature," and always have the perfect optics and flawlessly curated wordings to be able to communicate controversial and unpopular ideas and facts without seeming like a "evil toxic jew," but I guess I have shown that I have the streak of candid emotional ranter that I needed to let out. I'd have to see how things develop, but I may have accidentally made myself immune to more types of attacks and accusations than I realized. I don't know what to think. Who knows, if everything works out, maybe this was for the best. I sure hope that is the case. I just want relief, closure, and rest. I've under overwhelming pressure.
I can't wait until this is all over. I just want to rest and relax. I'm so tired. Don't take this as a massive rant against you or anything. For one thing, I experienced a world-ending loss a few days ago. I can't elaborate, so HPHC told me that "I didn't pay the cost I thought I did." I know that misunderstanding is probably cleared up, but I have to suffer in silence on a lot of things, and now, I will suffer in that silence even more. Several people here know what kind of things I suffer in silence on. I can't break OPSEC. I have lost something I hold dear, and all of my hope for the future pertaining to that is gone. I have been utterly destroyed and broken. In this state of despair, I'm obligated to save the entire White race from it's own cucked suicidal instincts. I have quite the task ahead of me. I'd better get rest to continue the struggle.
