Hi, I'm not new to this forum, I used to just lurk and now I've decided to make an account because I need someone to talk to. I know you're not supposed to be my therapists so I thank you all in advance.
I keep losing friends as I continue on this path. The more I learned about the enemy's lies the more I began to seek the truth about people surrounding me. And it's painful to see people you love being puppets in the end of the enemy. It's really painful.
It's also annoying not being able to speak my mind with them. For example, yesterday I just said that masks are useless and that I'm not vaccinated and that was enough for a friend of mine to remove me on social media and to call me "antiscientific". Wtf?
I know people in my hometown talk behind my back and say that I'm some weird conspiracy theorist. And I didn't even tell them about Satanism, of course. The most extreme thing I did was criticizing covid restrictions...
It seems like I'm forced to be alone and I can't make new friends. And even if I did, most people my age (at least where I live) are so fucking clueless and will do everything the government ask them to do.
I'm not even 20 yet, so I understand that I have a lot of opportunities to change and still make friends and all, but I feel like I’m stuck at this point.
I keep losing friends as I continue on this path. The more I learned about the enemy's lies the more I began to seek the truth about people surrounding me. And it's painful to see people you love being puppets in the end of the enemy. It's really painful.
It's also annoying not being able to speak my mind with them. For example, yesterday I just said that masks are useless and that I'm not vaccinated and that was enough for a friend of mine to remove me on social media and to call me "antiscientific". Wtf?
I know people in my hometown talk behind my back and say that I'm some weird conspiracy theorist. And I didn't even tell them about Satanism, of course. The most extreme thing I did was criticizing covid restrictions...
It seems like I'm forced to be alone and I can't make new friends. And even if I did, most people my age (at least where I live) are so fucking clueless and will do everything the government ask them to do.
I'm not even 20 yet, so I understand that I have a lot of opportunities to change and still make friends and all, but I feel like I’m stuck at this point.