One Wire Phenomenon
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xnder said:whenever i feel like im bettering myself as a human and not treat others like shit whenever im in that egoless mode it feels all peaceful but when something happens i get weak and i curse instead of being peaceful and it ends up hurting me too... always... its always an endless circle of pain. this world is so rotten. i have a feeling im left alone. only by myself... i have destroyed people i loved because i couldnt handle certain situations and got too emotional...
Me too man life is hard. Stay strong and start by reading everything on Joy of Satan. I guarantee you it will help.
I hurt a lot of people i loved even physically because of anger and frustration and it haunts me still but i came here and vented all of that anger into rituals and it really helps. You also damage the enemy this way. Afterall it is them who caused all the misery in the world.(JEWS)