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Honour to the Gods

KYZ19

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I have been wanting to write this post for a while now. I had the inspiration from another post about something the exact same and wanted to share my experience:

I fought with my own inability to control myself in regard to self control, to meditating, to eating healthily. I woke up and wouldn’t want to wake up some days. I generally had a depressive outlook and lifestyle. I met a woman who I couldn’t tell initially, but would know that she is the one. We met and I was in that lower vibrational state. She however was different. Not your run of the mill standard woman. I can go on and on for days about just who she is as a person. She and I started seeing each other and I quickly realised I needed to get myself together.

I had been neglecting myself and I had especially been neglecting the Gods and anything that was good for me. Porn addicted, alcoholic gaming slob that I was. I was a total loser and a stranger to what I could have been. Then we met and I immediately started changing for the better. I told myself I’d start with my diet and then work on meditations slowly. Instead of working towards my meditations and then the diet. It came and one day I had done something to upset her, so much so that she cut me off entirely. I couldn’t even feel her energy anymore. I was devastated. All my life I had waited for this very woman and I wasted it. I panicked and called on my Guardian Demoness Who’s office it was not proper to ask for the help of a relationship. I begged and begged and begged to please do something or anything to help bring her back.

I couldn’t get out of bed. I would wake up and cry and then beg and cry. Drink water and cry. That’s all I could do I was so unbelievably upset.I was given the idea to check the planets so I did and found that the moon was in the perfect position as were the other planets. I understood what I had to do. A love spell! Yes! That’s the answer! So I made a Satanic Rosary, I bought all the things that I needed to make this spell as effective as possible. I looked at the runes and what they were able to do and picked the ones that were just right for what I needed. I did the spell and tried my absolute best to not think on it. I waited. And waited. Then I realised I couldn’t get her out of my mind no matter what I did. I wasn’t able to. I was in love and couldn’t get my mind to stop thinking about the woman that I loved. I realised I needed help. Looking back, I know this was the Gods way of me working towards Them.

I looked on the page about which Demons helped with relationships. I checked and found a few Names that resonated with me but one stuck out, though at the time I was unsure I wanted to ask Him for help specifically due to His Rank. Lord Khnum. I was tentative as I had never asked another Demon besides my Guardian Demoness for help in anything and was unsure if I was right in asking Lord Khnum to help. I went ahead and did the summoning ritual and had asked Father Satan for the understanding of whether I should ask for Lord Khnum’s help or not. I did ask for His Help and received it even more so than I expected.

During the summoning I asked for help in regaining the friendship and relationship with her that I had lost. I had lost a dearest friend and needed her. I wanted the love of my life back. I offered a few things in return, namely a tattoo of His Sigil in Honour of Him helping and fighting the enemy as well as telling anyone who had asked about her and I that it was His Work that had put us together.

I waited to see the signs. I saw her park next to me, something which she hadn’t done since she cut off communication with me. I cried I was so happy. I thanked Lord Khnum and I recall being able to do so much better in the exercise I was doing that day. I was so unbelievably happy. I continued working towards being better in myself and meditating constantly. Every time I would pray to my Guardian Demoness I would give energy in thanks of Her being willing to listen. Lord Khnum was teaching me things. The Raum Meditation. Fighting the enemy and discipline. There were two times particularly that He set off a fire alarm in my building to ensure I fought the enemy or did the Raum Meditation. Always making sure I was disciplined and ready for what I needed to do.

I continued and as the days went on I got more impatient as the signs were there but I wanted more. I had a morning where I was trying to give energy to my GD and while doing so the name “Gremory” came up. I knew that was a Demoness that I had read about so I looked her up and she also helped men with love and relationships. I asked if she was there to assist with the woman that I had asked Lord Khnum to help me with and I received a positive feeling. That’s how I knew that Lady Gremory was helping with the woman I love. I received teaching from Her as well. Respecting the Gods and how to properly give to Them in return. How to listen and be a better partner in some regards to the woman I love. I was ecstatic. Two Demons helping with one project. I wasn’t sure at the time how Lady Gremory came to help however I knew She was there to help me and I appreciated it immensely.

Now I was working with Both and as I worked with Both, I saw more progress happening far quicker than I even anticipated. I noticed we started having conversations again. She accepted a bracelet I had given her and wore it every day. Very simple initially but nonetheless I knew it was the work of the Gods that was causing this. This grew and eventually she came to my place and I didn’t even think she would! This was a HUGE step. We would spend up to an hour or sometimes more talking since we had time and it was always the most lovely conversation. Beforehand, when she had cut me off, I felt such anger towards me. Now I felt a more cautious but friendly and then just friendly presence with her.

I continued the work that They wanted me to do for Them. I had started looking into Princess Astarte due to a sign I had seen on an ad on YouTube for Goddess Demeter and found that I really appreciated Her and what she stands for in her work and liked doing work for Her as well. I asked if She would be willing to allow the woman I loved to participate in Her Power Ritual. I had gotten a plethora of yes answers from the Ouija Board to the phase the moon was in etc, I wanted to make sure entirely it was okay to have her there and participate and the signs I received let me know it was alright. She did not end up participating though she did want to. That evening she came by to fix a cut I had on my hand and held my hand even as she put some salve on it! Her and I talked about spiritual beliefs for a while and what she knew. It was a wonderful wonderful conversation.

Then came time that I knew I wouldn’t be back for a week and some change. I asked if she’d be able to hold onto my altar and the items that I used for my practise. This was something that I knew wasn’t an issue due to who she was as a person. She said she would and I was able to drop off the items. I spent a week and some time away from where I stayed and during that time I still made sure I could give back to the Gods as I could. Even if it were small things I would try so I could give back. I got answers to questions I wasn’t sure about and got the best time with the Gods. If I felt down They would always find a means of making me feel better. If I got worried about my partner They’d reassure me. Either through her texting or Their signs to me.

When I came back was when things picked up. Her and I started seeing each other more often. Spending time together at stores and hanging out at her place or mine. We’d eat together. It was as if we finally had been put together. I wanted to spend all of my time with her. I had missed her and had fallen even deeper in love than before. Anytime I prayed I’d always pray about her. I’d ask for our relationship to be perfect. I’d ask how to be better in our relationship. I asked if Father Satan would bless our relationship and He did! I will never forget the night I’d asked and He gave me the most wonderful feeling when I asked. I cry if I think too deeply into how I feel about her as she’s the perfect partner for me. And the Gods all know. Every time I would pray I would talk about her.Then we took off. And it was magical. Dates and love and time spent I can’t even explain. I would feel so filled with love I would cry with joy. She has given to me in ways I only ever dreamed of.

The love she showed was nothing like I’ve ever seen. And I realised she’s the one for me even more so when I was told she was. More and more I would see the future of us and how we were going. There were times I’d worry maybe I was doing too much or not enough. For her. Lady Lerajie also helped with her and I with a person who I was jealous over. Lord Sargantas also helped with something that I was concerned about. I also cannot thank Them enough.

I write this post to say number one: THANK YOU TO ALL OF THE GODS WHO HAVE BEEN WITH ME. EVERY ONE OF YOU DESERVE PRAISE TO NO END FOR WHAT YOU HAVE BEEN WILLING TO HELP ME WITH!

And number two:
Working with the Gods is an amazing experience. I didn’t ask for the help of most of them I have listed here. They came and helped because they wanted to and I know there’s growth to be had for myself and my partner. I know there’s things her and I need to do. Overall the experiences I had are nothing less than absolutely 110% amazing and worth every single second spent with Them to help in ways I cannot tell. They have given me understanding, patience, kindness, and discipline when I needed it. They know when to give and when to not. When to help and when to let us learn. And I am grateful to Them for every lesson They have taught me. HAIL FATHER SATAN AND ALL OF THE GODS AND GODDESSES OF HELL AND ORION!

This post is to thank the Gods and everything They have done for me. They have had me grow in Them and become so much stronger and more faithful than ever before. I have had days where I have learned a harder way about being unappreciative and what not to do. They have shown me everything I ever asked for even if it were something simple.

The Gods have given me the most wonderful woman to walk this planet for me and I want to make sure I am just right for her.Father Satan, Mother Lilith, Princess Astarte, Princess Apollo, Lord Sargantas, Lord Khnum Lord Lucifuge Rofocal, Lady Agares, Lady Gremory, Lady Lerajie, Lady Bastet, I thank each and every one of You for Your amazing assistance and the guidance You’ve given me in regard to this journey with her. I am ever grateful to You All and cannot begin to fathom how much I can do for You. This post is to honour You All and to say thank You for helping me with the woman of my dreams. My soulmate. Thank you All.

The Gods have given the most wonderful help and encouragement I could ever ask for.
HAIL FATHER SATAN!
HAIL MOTHER LILITH!
HAIL PRINCESS ASTARTE!
HAIL PRINCE APOLLO!
HAIL LORD SARGANTAS!
HAIL LORD LUCIFUGE ROFOCAL!
HAIL LORD KHNUM!
HAIL LADY AGARES!
HAIL LADY GREMORY!
HAIL LADY LERAJIE!
HAIL LADY BASTET!
HAIL ALL OF THE GODS AND GODDESSES OF HELL AND ORION!
 
This is an add on to my post honouring the Gods. After I’d made it and sent it to be approved I realised this also needed added on, as it is a vital component to the understanding that I have gained in the time since this journey has begun and I know that this is what They have Asked of me:

I stopped focusing on Them and only on her. I became bratty and childish, always being demanding in wanting more and not giving back. Initially I was beyond grateful and then as time went on I became ungrateful and would become childishly frustrated if I didn’t get my way about her whether it was a text or a day where I didn’t feel like it was going where I thought it should’ve with her. There was another cutoff period but I’ve been only reassured this is not the end. I have grown in knowledge from this and am grateful for the opportunity to grow as an SS and as a person for myself, The Gods, and her. I realised I took what the Gods did for granted and that I became unhealthy in my way of thinking and trying to be in the relationship with her, putting her on a higher level than what I should have, and have been shown the things I need to do in order to heal myself and be ready for a real relationship with her. Father Satan has guided me on this latest path and I am ever grateful for it.
HAIL FATHER SATAN!
HAIL MOTHER LILITH!
HAIL PRINCESS ASTARTE!
HAIL PRINCE APOLLO!
HAIL LORD SARGANTAS!
HAIL LORD LUCIFUGE ROFOCAL!
HAIL LORD KHNUM!
HAIL LADY AGARES!
HAIL LADY GREMORY!
HAIL LADY LERAJIE!
HAIL LADY BASTET!
HAIL ALL OF THE GODS AND GODDESSES OF HELL AND ORION!
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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