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I need some experts help on this.
I've posted here a lot of times..but I still couldn't find what's happening to me and my family.
I'm experiencing death thoughts,fear, depression and anger since February, and it's making me unable to live my life..every second i think my loved ones die I die..and i get so depressed and disgusting death thoughts nightmares are hunting me.
It came from nowhere, but at night personality changes come with irrealistic fear depression and such thoughts.. like I'm not myself in this house.
My husband feels like some entity is in the kitchen and having sleeping paralysis.
But everything was unanswered til the night i talked to my mom about it.. and the same time my husband got the fear,and the nightmares began with him.. so I thought I have some medical side effects or anything,last thing I thought was a negative soul or the Enemy is trying to control and feed off of my negative energy ?
For example by sending me death thoughts I'm having negative energy in me.
But the actual fact why it never leaves me may be that no one can 100 prove what happens after death and all this fear and insecurity,is getting uncontrolled..

As I feel like it's just not my thoughts it's the enemy I feel better,but then my husband experiences them..

It's really weird and we are not some religious people who will think about possession or something but there's nothing else I can say is that some enemy Jews,aliens gray,or God is trying to torture us..

I want to talk to someone about this who can really help us what to do you can msg at [email protected] email address
 
I will contact you, are you Hungarian right? Because I would write in hungaryan, it migh be more comfortable.
 
What sort of spiritual work are you doing to protect against these things?

Here on the forum similar questions are asked often and have been answered before.

Many SS encounter these things and all can be dealt with through cleaning your house spiritually, as well as keeping up your AoP.

Follow the guide I posted here:

https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=302277#p302277


As for asking for off site communication, you are far better off communicating on the forum and receiving help from SS here, as nobody can mislead you on the forum or give questionable advice, since knowledgeable and advanced SS are always here to correct these things and provide answers on these topics.
 
VoiceofEnki is right.

So it does look like its some low vibration astral parasites attacks, or enemy thoughtforms. Is it possible that someone did create a thoughtform to connect to you and do what it's been doing?

It's depending on your advancement, that what is your possibilities, on cleaning and protecting your house against this.

You can do a self-made ritual with Satan, to clean the house with a blue or white gold candle or/and with incense and/or with sage.

There is also a few types of works that you can do, They are realy good:
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=65276

You can also do "returning curses" and "banishing ritual" that is on the JoS site, but until It's down, I can't really link it to here

But here is a kind of banishing ritual in hungaryan: https://thuletide666.wordpress.com/szamuzo-rituale/
(I might be wrong but this might not be the sam article that is on the JoS, but still, it is very usefull.)

You can also do FRTRs and clean yourself everyday, and also do the above ones, daily or every other day, it depends on how much you can handle it.

Start advancing yourself with meditations, and start to open your chakras. Advancing might take a lot of time but it is worth it.
Also do AoP every day if you have started the chakra openings.

If you have any christian related objects or any object that you feel bad around it, or feel bad to look at it, burn it down.
 
AFODO said:
I will contact you, are you Hungarian right? Because I would write in hungaryan, it migh be more comfortable.

Yes I am Hungarian, thank you so much for replying to me.. waiting for your message.

Hail Satan forever
 
Actually, everything started on the morning when I got a nightmare of some classmates death.
A night before some character died in a series and I was thinking how it feels to die..
But after this nightmare I was still like normal since it was just a dream.
But I had to go to dermatology that day,and I went to hospital,after blood test,I was feeling kind of low.. and as at 1pm..I applied some medicine and my husband was sleeping I started to get thought of him dying and I was like deeply depressed and crying..
And I thought it must be some mental side effect or something,but since after months he experienced the same fear and death thoughts nightmares and aggression for no reason am sure it's some evil entity.
My brother brought a book home a Bible,I burnt it few days ago.. since then everything got worse.
Arguments for no reason, aggression depression in my husband,and sometimes in me as well, coming from nowhere.
Last night at 3 am i woke up in intense fear and sweat and when this entity takes over it feels like not us.. the behaviour changes are not us..after a time..when all negativity is produced we are feeling like it's not us who was in control.
Unfortunately my mom is chististan but since her childhood she was experiencing some entities who tortured her..
I will do the rituals you have shared but I'm wondering what happened on that day, I thought that from the hospital some spirit came or something but that doesn't explain the previous personality changes in both of us and fear and sleeping paralysis my husband had..
So this entity was there..but as we experience fear by something it gets more strong..
And I know that Fear is the biggest tool of the enemy and only by knowledge we can get over it.
 
VoiceofEnki said:
What sort of spiritual work are you doing to protect against these things?

Here on the forum similar questions are asked often and have been answered before.

Many SS encounter these things and all can be dealt with through cleaning your house spiritually, as well as keeping up your AoP.

Follow the guide I posted here:

https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=302277#p302277


As for asking for off site communication, you are far better off communicating on the forum and receiving help from SS here, as nobody can mislead you on the forum or give questionable advice, since knowledgeable and advanced SS are always here to correct these things and provide answers on these topics.

Thank you so much for your reply !
And Yes I've been checking out a lot of forums on the main website, usually I spend my time reading them, but since this things are happening to me,and I was not thinking about communication outside the website until things got so worse..I will start to do the rituals, but I want to find out that what exactly is doing this to my family and why...why does some kind of entity try to send me death thoughts intense fear and depression,what does it want by this.. and why..
 
I'm wondering what happened on that day, I thought that from the hospital some spirit came or something but that doesn't explain the previous personality changes in both of us and fear and sleeping paralysis my husband had..
So this entity was there..but as we experience fear by something it gets more strong..
And I know that Fear is the biggest tool of the enemy and only by knowledge we can get over it.

When a spirit or thoughtform posess someone, his/her personality and attitude can change fast, so that's explain the situation. Theres might be two thoughtforms if your husband experienced the same, and it strengthen the idea of that they are from the enemy. Especially that (if I understand correctly) you just got into Satanism. Enemy thoughtforms usually attacks newcomers and they can only attack until the newcomer gets advanced enaugh to kill these thoguhtforms.
So you get it, they can only attack weak newcomers because that's all they can do, they can't attack advanced ones.

With that being said, you should start to advance, you have to strenghten your focus with void meditation, and it will give you the power to controll your mind too, this is very important especially if somebody suffering from something like you.

Start aura clening too with the rituals that we linked.

I wish you good luck and I hope you will write an update if you overcomed this situation. :)
 
I am Satanist since more then 5 years,and there was a time when I used to be very much into it.. I used to read everything,I couldn't meditate becouse of family issues,but since I was studying so much, I couldn't spread time to Satanism,so slowly slowly I got away from being an active follower but of course I believe in Him and follow Him.
And this is when I realized,that I have to be an active follower and start meditating and start to make the rituals,also revise all the knowledge I have learnt before, actually there were two days when I was revising them,and remembered the vision I had when my relative have passed which made me realxed and proven me that spirit has consisciousness,and can be in contact with loved ones after death,but has to go to another life
But after this days of me being better,then the things began with my husband..
He does meditate and he have attended Vipassana meditation.
My mom says that this entity belongs to her...
This attack of the enemy made me see that being closer to our Father is the most important,then nothing bad can happen ,
Thank You so much For all the help , its so good to know that there are Satanists in Hungary like you.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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