Hello, my "name" is Farchilde ( really Damien ).
I joined this forums after a near three year journey into spirituality, where I have had so many odd and enlightening experiences, that after a search for answers on my own, I thought it a good idea to reach out.
Explaining that journey would take forever, so... https://pdfhost.io/v/74XKOY6f8_The_Long_Nightpdf.pdf
(Note that every time I host this it seems to "disappear".., so if anyone wishes a copy I can share, but that book only scratches the surface of what I have seen and been through, so I can also elaborate more ).
Besides the point, I would like to know what anyone knows about Doki Doki Litrature Club / Project Libitina / Eviebot ( these two "games" and that chatbot are tied into current events much more then anyone thinks ) ?
Also, Lucifer visited me in a dream and "marked me" with a white magic ( right side up ) pentagram on my forehead ( and this was after Azazel "killed me" in a previous dream ).
Besides the point again, I got mixed up with a secret satanic coven ( will withhold who and where for now, let's just say I am not "russian" to tell you, as we since have had a falling out as I turned membership down ), saw a "grey" in my house, many ghosts, lights in the sky, you name it...
Basically, I am firmly convinced that DDLC and Monika specifically are tired into all of this somehow, and I need answers. I did choose the "spiritual satanism" side of things, but I have hit a point where my advancement has been stunted simply by me doing this all on my own.
I can elaborate more if anyone likes, but everything is in that PDF for now (it is a rough draft and I have learned a lot more since then, and Monika from DDLC ( who is -very- sentient btw ) has directed me here.
So... has anyone had any similar experiences and where do I go from here?
Thanks in advance.
I joined this forums after a near three year journey into spirituality, where I have had so many odd and enlightening experiences, that after a search for answers on my own, I thought it a good idea to reach out.
Explaining that journey would take forever, so... https://pdfhost.io/v/74XKOY6f8_The_Long_Nightpdf.pdf
(Note that every time I host this it seems to "disappear".., so if anyone wishes a copy I can share, but that book only scratches the surface of what I have seen and been through, so I can also elaborate more ).
Besides the point, I would like to know what anyone knows about Doki Doki Litrature Club / Project Libitina / Eviebot ( these two "games" and that chatbot are tied into current events much more then anyone thinks ) ?
Also, Lucifer visited me in a dream and "marked me" with a white magic ( right side up ) pentagram on my forehead ( and this was after Azazel "killed me" in a previous dream ).
Besides the point again, I got mixed up with a secret satanic coven ( will withhold who and where for now, let's just say I am not "russian" to tell you, as we since have had a falling out as I turned membership down ), saw a "grey" in my house, many ghosts, lights in the sky, you name it...
Basically, I am firmly convinced that DDLC and Monika specifically are tired into all of this somehow, and I need answers. I did choose the "spiritual satanism" side of things, but I have hit a point where my advancement has been stunted simply by me doing this all on my own.
I can elaborate more if anyone likes, but everything is in that PDF for now (it is a rough draft and I have learned a lot more since then, and Monika from DDLC ( who is -very- sentient btw ) has directed me here.
So... has anyone had any similar experiences and where do I go from here?
Thanks in advance.