magus.immortalis
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I have already looked through the library and have borrowed some books on empaths. I bought a book I was led some time ago and purchased it last night.
And I know there are groups on social media platforms. I have joined a few. I have watched some videos and will watch more. Lots more. But I wanted to talk about being an empath. I also have some questions.
I have been denying myself of my empathic gifts for a long time. As a child, and young teenager, I was more relaxed and felt things and people better. Now I have been blocking out my gifts unconsciously or subconsciously for many, many years. I want to change this and embrace them, and stop denying myself these gifts. I want to advance.
I have a tendency of being tense, my aura is tense, my body is tense, everything is clammed up and this blocks out sensations. It's become second nature to me and I want to correct it. When I consciously relax I am overstimulated. It feels like things, noises, people, energies, are grating on my soul, which is exposed like a raw nerve in the mouth.
I read in one book being in empath is like having 50 fingers instead of 5. That description feels like it fits pretty well lol.
One book that I borrowed cover very watered down shielding techniques.
Other than a strong aura of protection and void meditation, what else do you recommend? What has worked for you, as an empath?
I have read countless stories in empath groups that people (strangers) like to come up to you and within five minutes, they tell you their problems and life story.
What have you done to prevent this?
Or deal with it gracefully without being rude?
Or defend yourself with words, with actions or magickally to stop them from following you home?
It's like they sense you are a good person, you have light and energy that they want to siphon off of you. You are different. They flock to you like flies to honey.
It's like you have a "I can help" sign around your neck and people have to unload on you. I don't want to be a human toilet, dealing with strangers' personal shit and then when they are done they walk away, lighter and more relieved. While I feel used, overwhelmed, and dirty.
The enemy (muslims, jews, xians) sense this (the empath that I am) and look at me, with curiosity or just get in my way physically. I just look at them in the eye, for a few seconds, notice their face and them, and go about my business. I do this in case I see them again during the day. To make sure no motherfucker is following me.
I am not going to complain it's gotten to that point. It comes with the territory of being spiritually open.
If you have an advice for me, I welcome it. Thanks for reading.
Hail Satan!
And I know there are groups on social media platforms. I have joined a few. I have watched some videos and will watch more. Lots more. But I wanted to talk about being an empath. I also have some questions.
I have been denying myself of my empathic gifts for a long time. As a child, and young teenager, I was more relaxed and felt things and people better. Now I have been blocking out my gifts unconsciously or subconsciously for many, many years. I want to change this and embrace them, and stop denying myself these gifts. I want to advance.
I have a tendency of being tense, my aura is tense, my body is tense, everything is clammed up and this blocks out sensations. It's become second nature to me and I want to correct it. When I consciously relax I am overstimulated. It feels like things, noises, people, energies, are grating on my soul, which is exposed like a raw nerve in the mouth.
I read in one book being in empath is like having 50 fingers instead of 5. That description feels like it fits pretty well lol.
One book that I borrowed cover very watered down shielding techniques.
Other than a strong aura of protection and void meditation, what else do you recommend? What has worked for you, as an empath?
I have read countless stories in empath groups that people (strangers) like to come up to you and within five minutes, they tell you their problems and life story.
What have you done to prevent this?
Or deal with it gracefully without being rude?
Or defend yourself with words, with actions or magickally to stop them from following you home?
It's like they sense you are a good person, you have light and energy that they want to siphon off of you. You are different. They flock to you like flies to honey.
It's like you have a "I can help" sign around your neck and people have to unload on you. I don't want to be a human toilet, dealing with strangers' personal shit and then when they are done they walk away, lighter and more relieved. While I feel used, overwhelmed, and dirty.
The enemy (muslims, jews, xians) sense this (the empath that I am) and look at me, with curiosity or just get in my way physically. I just look at them in the eye, for a few seconds, notice their face and them, and go about my business. I do this in case I see them again during the day. To make sure no motherfucker is following me.
I am not going to complain it's gotten to that point. It comes with the territory of being spiritually open.
If you have an advice for me, I welcome it. Thanks for reading.
Hail Satan!