Shemsu said:
Just a thought. Why not find out for yourself by going on a "field trip" after having developed the necessary skills to do so? I probably know less than you and am behind on personal development so this is also a motivational thought for myself. From what I understand, after reaching a certain level we could have a sneak peak if we ask to be shown these things.
cheers
Because in the nearly 24 years since 1999 I got the internet involving myself with studying lucid dreaming, astral projection, trance, etc.etc. and since April of 2003 nearing my 20th anniversary, 20 years ago with Joy of Satan and Spirituality.
Absolutely nothing has occurred and I've never had any spiritual phenomena. I don't even know why I even bother coming unto this forums.
I guess it's the political side. I mean after all since 1997 when I got cable tv I've been watching everything on WW2 I could get my hands on. I guess JoS is the only place that truly expresses National Socialism. I simply dedicated for the sake of dedicating same for my friend February of 2004 he dedicated and that is it.
I dedicated April 29th wanted to do it on the 30th for Eve of Belthane. And then when it was April 30th I did the succubus ritual as I wanted a to have sexual activities. And nothing has happened.
Nothing's happened I'm still the same person since ever. I can't trance, void, mindful, whatever you call basic stuff and whatnot.
I can't simply "field trip" by astral projecting I'm simply asking questions so that I can just imagine and fantasize about it and add to my databanks. I'm merely asking people in the know so I can know just for the sake of knowing. I know I'm never gonna accomplish anything spiritual.
I mean do you know how often I set down doing cleaning/protection with my mind going, "Why the fuck am I doing this annoying crap! Why in the hell do I do this if it never works.
This isn't because I'm anti-Jos or anything I like this organization but meditation and spirituality are inasmuch either an impossibility or it only works for a select few people.
Meditation for me is simply I sit down I do stuff or think about it whatever that means and then time passes and I end it and move on with my day.
For example chakra spinning I spin clockwise all the chakras that need to operate and I'm like here's an activity that takes less than 30 seconds not even 25 seconds. Did it do anything? What am I suppose to feel? Why am I doing this if it does nothing?
It reminds me of a person who replied in General666 forums to The Phantom Stranger. Paraphrasing you keep posting basic questions that through self-reflection can be solved.
And it's like the reason TPS is asking those questions is he is looking to do better or simply he wants to know for the sake of knowing.
It seems like many people reply in such ways and I'm sitting back and going is everyone in here some meditation master guru who knows everything? Here I am wondering the same thing as others. How is it done, what is supposed to happen, I did it and nothing happened or I did it for a long time and nothing happened.
Like I said before it seems Spirituality = for elite people only who actually have a phenomena occur. In my entire life being on the internet and studying this stuff since 1999. I never once accomplished a thing not even astral projection hell even in the lucid dreaming sites people postulate it's just a highly realistic dream. Even they are on the fence as to what it is.
And then from that questions pop if spirituality and religion is simply a way of controlling people to do good.
Sheer fact is I don't know and probably don't care. I've never had an iota of things occur and I'VE DONE MerKaBa bad ass vibration technology only to go I did it then what?
All I know is I've gotten older and in the prior decade early nearing the mid-2010s I suffered from mental health issues.
So no I can't just take a "field trip" I need people to tell me so I can process, imagine, and contemplate on it. And know for the sake of knowing just to pass the time and go through life thinking, processing, contemplating and simply not be bored or at least reduce my boredom a bit.
The amount of hours I spend thinking and contemplating I just want knew technologies to think about.