Artoria Pendragon
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Hell..o
He is a quick intro to my current Earthly dilemma!...My lovely ex partner was told he was Jesus Christ a couple years ago on the Astral plane, by the Ayausca spirit. He took this on as truth, and began to use Hebrew words/spells to “clear” space, “exorcise demons” from me....(thanks love . ....During this time, I found it extremely difficult to dream next to him, dreaming was like a black hole, with zero lucid awareness. I was exhausted each morning having felt like i was fighting all night.
Things got worse between us, saying things like i had no connection to the father, demonising me, gas lighting, and other worse actions ...… and I cracked….to the point that it was as though I had two personalities that I could switch between one logical/sweet/submissive (she who wanted his attention) the other intuitive/funny/warrior (she who had enough of him)……very distinct split in characters...... this totally freaked him out, and we decided to part ways. In a way i could totally see the character split in him also, one part was very sensitive, hurt and confused, and the other seemed like an animal. It was quite a dramatic time.
I've only just started to do the RTRs for clearing, and I do feel like my chakras are clearing. But I still feel anxiety when I read over messages from him, or thing of past events, so I guess there are some residual letters in there.
I have asked him today if he is still in allegiance to YAWEH, and I would like to explain to him better about how the Hebrew letters work. If there is reading material pertaining to this, I would very much appreciate it if you could point me in that direction.
My ex partner is a mathematical and tech genius, but his fear of sacrifician I feel has turned him to YAWEH….
Any tips or guidance about how I can reach him, would be most welcomed
Hail to all our family in Orion!
He is a quick intro to my current Earthly dilemma!...My lovely ex partner was told he was Jesus Christ a couple years ago on the Astral plane, by the Ayausca spirit. He took this on as truth, and began to use Hebrew words/spells to “clear” space, “exorcise demons” from me....(thanks love . ....During this time, I found it extremely difficult to dream next to him, dreaming was like a black hole, with zero lucid awareness. I was exhausted each morning having felt like i was fighting all night.
Things got worse between us, saying things like i had no connection to the father, demonising me, gas lighting, and other worse actions ...… and I cracked….to the point that it was as though I had two personalities that I could switch between one logical/sweet/submissive (she who wanted his attention) the other intuitive/funny/warrior (she who had enough of him)……very distinct split in characters...... this totally freaked him out, and we decided to part ways. In a way i could totally see the character split in him also, one part was very sensitive, hurt and confused, and the other seemed like an animal. It was quite a dramatic time.
I've only just started to do the RTRs for clearing, and I do feel like my chakras are clearing. But I still feel anxiety when I read over messages from him, or thing of past events, so I guess there are some residual letters in there.
I have asked him today if he is still in allegiance to YAWEH, and I would like to explain to him better about how the Hebrew letters work. If there is reading material pertaining to this, I would very much appreciate it if you could point me in that direction.
My ex partner is a mathematical and tech genius, but his fear of sacrifician I feel has turned him to YAWEH….
Any tips or guidance about how I can reach him, would be most welcomed
Hail to all our family in Orion!