Adult in a christian household

[Jackson27]

Hello Fellow Spiritual Satanist! I am 19 now and I am on my 25th day into my meditation program with the Jos meditation commitment and I am having problems with my house being my family is all christian and they are always angry at me when they see I am accepting Father Satan/Lucifer as my one and only god, but the problem is I am still healing my anxiety and heart and every time I wake up now my dad is making the loudest noises and it seems the energy is being directed to my heart and causes me to panic and my heart is just racing very fast. Being I just woke up I stay into some sort of a trance where I want to stay laying down but the urge of this energy which seems to be of the enemy so I either cant move or I burst and push everything out and wake up FULLY which seems to make the situation worse . I have quit doing drugs about a month ago but all i want is for silence when meditating because listening to the mp3 on meditation on the Jos website she said to never have distractions when meditating. Anyways I have already dedicated my soul to Father Satan and was searching for some help with what should I be doing in order to stay away from the enemy. With my trust in Satan I beleive I will make it out of this dark place I am in my parents house. So any advice will help I promise!

Hail Satan!

 

[NakedPluto [JG]]

1. Be silent and secret about your belief and practices of Satanism.

2. Start cleaning and doing cleaning workings.

3. Stop doing drugs. They give you nothing of value in life only damage.

Do these three since now. You'll be fine and advancing in no time.

 

[Dindu Muffin 2]

Hello Fellow Spiritual Satanist! I am 19 now and I am on my 25th day into my meditation program with the Jos meditation commitment and I am having problems with my house being my family is all christian and they are always angry at me when they see I am accepting Father Satan/Lucifer as my one and only god, but the problem is I am still healing my anxiety and heart and every time I wake up now my dad is making the loudest noises and it seems the energy is being directed to my heart and causes me to panic and my heart is just racing very fast. Being I just woke up I stay into some sort of a trance where I want to stay laying down but the urge of this energy which seems to be of the enemy so I either cant move or I burst and push everything out and wake up FULLY which seems to make the situation worse . I have quit doing drugs about a month ago but all i want is for silence when meditating because listening to the mp3 on meditation on the Jos website she said to never have distractions when meditating. Anyways I have already dedicated my soul to Father Satan and was searching for some help with what should I be doing in order to stay away from the enemy. With my trust in Satan I beleive I will make it out of this dark place I am in my parents house. So any advice will help I promise!

Hail Satan!

Obviously the rational solution is to escape your home and live in the wilderness as a hermit, where your family can lo longer oppress you.

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Get a job and move out.