1/4 Questions/First post.

[alteregoname]

Hello and sorry to bother you.
I found your forum and JoS a couple of months ago..
First i discovered that the link on the front page leading to ''kaballahexposed'' is broken, perhabs taken down.
So after that discovery i downloaded as much as JoS as i could, in fear of losing what haven't been taken down yet.
Unfortunally i haven't got the time to dive into it yet.

Some things in my personal life has led me to this page & forum, along with another page & forum.
The reason i decided to post my question here instead of the other forum is, that you guys here actually seem to respond to newcomers, and doing it without sounding way to encrypted & shakespearean.

I can see from some other of the recent post here ex. ''Goblock'' that you have some trolls around.
I Hope you do not mistake me for being such.
And if you feel that I have not worked hard enought yet to deserve my answers, i don't mean to offend any of you guys.

1)My First Question.

Around 20-30 times the past year. I've had this experience:
I lay down in my bed with my eyes closed, & behind my eyelids is completly black.
Far away in this black space behind my eyelids i little white light appears in the middle & if i focus it i becomes a ''tunnel of stars'' that i travel inside.
The tunnel is moving very slow and twisting and turning.

The way i can observe that the tunnel is twisting & turning is because that, it's like a see trough glass-tunnel(with ''stars'' all around/inside the edges of this tunnel) the glass part is not importan, im just trying to explain how i can only see ''stars'' and ''darkness''

The Stars/Light kinda looks like the FIRST picture here.

and the tunnel is shaped like the SECOND Picture here.

Please ignore the colors on the pictures, behind my eyelids is only Black & white.

I'm NOT sleeping when this is happening, I Know because my ears work, and i can hear night traffic outside, my radiator pumping heat etc.

This expirience is not something I have any control over, i can't decide by my self when this is happening,
it's just there when it's there..
The tunnel is moving very slow and twisting and turning, BUT as soon as i start to get ''to aware'' of what heppening behind my eyelids, the tunnel starts to race and go extremely fast, and kinda ''Fizzles/fades out'.. I have never reached the end of the tunnel.

I would love to hear what you guys think about this, this is manly my most important question?
Any explanation. I never meditated or anything.

2)Second ''question''/me thinking out loud.
This expirience got me very curious about DMT, to the point where i actually bought 2g. of it.
I have let all of my friend try if, and watched them trip and come back amazed.. But something inside me tells me not to try it for myself, I think it's very real in a way that my friends don't.
I'm scared to get sent to a place to real, whatever that means.

3) Third Question:
Here i was actually going to as you guys about you're opinion about another rabbithole like this i found on the internet.
But since I just by the first glance of this forum, can see that you guys are dealing with some trolls here, I Don't wan't to guide the to this other ''gem'' of a website.

4) Fourth & last Question.
What will happend to me/my soul if I kill someone?
Like in full blown warfare against a freedom snatching/enslaving jewish goverment/ in rage against evil. (or what i percieve to be evil)

Sorry if i offend any of you guys by being a ''looper'' or whatever another member of this forum, called the constant newcomers ariving asking the same questions. over and over again.

But i have my personal reasons to seek answers.
Sorry for my bad english aswell.

Best Regards - Virgo

 

[alteregoname]

The Stars/Light kinda looks like the FIRST picture here.

and the tunnel is shaped like the SECOND Picture here.

Pictures does not show, heres the links:

Looks:

https://ibb.co/18mzDZ3

Shape:

https://ibb.co/PQfV36V

 

[Nameless One]

Hello and sorry to bother you.

You're not bothering anyone, that's what these forums are about.

]Some things in my personal life has led me to this page & forum, along with another page & forum.
The reason i decided to post my question here instead of the other forum is, that you guys here actually seem to respond to newcomers, and doing it without sounding way to encrypted & shakespearean.

What's the "other" page and forum you're referring to? Shakespearean? Lol. I have zero idea what forum you're talking about, but from your description it sounds full of posers and LARPers :lol:

I would love to hear what you guys think about this, this is manly my most important question?
Any explanation. I never meditated or anything.

It's pretty normal for those who have opened the 3rd eye and/or the 6th chakra and the pineal gland to see things like this. It seems your 3rd eye is active and you see astral things with your pineal gland, even if you haven't done any power meditation. If you start empowering it it will become more intense.

This expirience got me very curious about DMT, to the point where i actually bought 2g. of it.
I have let all of my friend try if, and watched them trip and come back amazed.. But something inside me tells me not to try it for myself, I think it's very real in a way that my friends don't.
I'm scared to get sent to a place to real, whatever that means.

Mind altering drugs can cause experiences like this, but they're also dangerous to your aura and brain so I don't recommend them. You can also have bad "trips" using them which can get you mentally scarred or worse, depending on your emotional state.

Here i was actually going to as you guys about you're opinion about another rabbithole like this i found on the internet.
But since I just by the first glance of this forum, can see that you guys are dealing with some trolls here, I Don't wan't to guide the to this other ''gem'' of a website.

What, are you afraid that that the trolls will leave us and join that website? :lol: By all means though, if it's not something slanderous from the enemy you can post that website here.

What will happend to me/my soul if I kill someone?
Like in full blown warfare against a freedom snatching/enslaving jewish goverment/ in rage against evil. (or what i percieve to be evil)

Nothing. There's no enemy version of karma here. The only karma that can happen if you kill someone is their loved ones may seek revenge, you may get arrested and imprisoned e.t.c. Real-world, practical consequences, not fantasies of "divine punishment".

Sorry if i offend any of you guys by being a ''looper'' or whatever another member of this forum, called the constant newcomers ariving asking the same questions. over and over again.

These aren't the same questions so what that other member said isn't about you. We are talking about new people who either ask questions that have been answered on JoS (such as "how do I become a Satanist"), or asking the same questions that they asked before, sometimes for more than a year about things that they haven't even started practicing (ghost kid and Cosmic6999 are examples of this).

 

[Gearshift]

Most likely either you fell into a trance and began to experience effects of it. Or you might have some sort of natural penchant for either astral projection or lucid dreaming.

Some lucid dreamers dating back as early as '99/'00 when a lot of these forums opened up like Dreamviews and whatnot. Over the years people who've delved into dream entrance has occurred. For example as one person put it back in the early-mid '00s. I enter a trance, I imagine a scene I zoom into a rock and boom I'm inside a dream. So they tunneled their way into a dream basically.

Usually the opposite would be an astral projection and your trying to launch yourself out.

Finally it could just be hypnogogic/hynpapompic imagery and your experiencing certain effects perhaps you seem like a good candidate for medition and practicing altered states or maybe your clairvoyance is working at a heightened level.

Either way these are good signs your more heightened spiritual. Working on your soul and following a practice would help.

 

[alteregoname]

Hey thanks to both of you for joining in

Some lucid dreamers dating back as early as '99/'00 when a lot of these forums opened up like Dreamviews and whatnot. Over the years people who've delved into dream entrance has occurred. For example as one person put it back in the early-mid '00s. I enter a trance, I imagine a scene I zoom into a rock and boom I'm inside a dream. So they tunneled their way into a dream basically.

I'm not quite sure if i have experienced lucid dreaming before, but a lot of my dreams take place in the same setting, like green forest, a city, very high up scary places, or near deep water. a dream house.

Some times i remember stuff inside my dreams from previous, like ''ohh theres a secret door here''
Or ohh I can ''no clip'' though this wall halfway down this stair case here...

2 times i have experienced sleep paralysis, which was very scary. 1 times with something standing at the end of my bed, grabbing my legs.
another time something with the sound of a lounge tounge. sitting on my back between my shoulder baldes.

Usually the opposite would be an astral projection and your trying to launch yourself out.
Finally it could just be hypnogogic/hynpapompic imagery and your experiencing certain effects perhaps you seem like a good candidate for medition and practicing altered states or maybe your clairvoyance is working at a heightened level.
Either way these are good signs your more heightened spiritual. Working on your soul and following a practice would help.

A few times i have experienced very crystal clear images behind my eyelids, laying in my bed at night.

A handful times I've had experience likes this:
I ''was driving in my car'' and i suddendly realized, that it was way to late to be out driving and i should be in bed by now, after i had this though. I Realized that i was already laying in my bed, but i was still driving the car behind my eyelids.
I then tried to crash the car into the side of the highway, where it just bounced back in a funny way, and then everything faded to darkness behind my eyelids, and i was fully aware/awake again.

Is that like a lucid dream? or some middle thing between a lucid dream, and the ''i'm almost asleep, waking up because i'm falling dream''

I dont understand all this working on your soul yet unfortunally, and what you get from breaking through, meditating, and astral projection. But it's interesting.

Regarding ''SOUL''. try to check out the second picture i linked further down.

What's the "other" page and forum you're referring to? Shakespearean? Lol. I have zero idea what forum you're talking about, but from your description it sounds full of posers and LARPers :lol:

It's fine though, It's the mystery which keeps me returning to sites like these anyway.
I actually think there is something to the site and I understand that those who read, will learn eventually.

What, are you afraid that that the trolls will leave us and join that website? :lol: By all means though, if it's not something slanderous from the enemy you can post that website here.

It's called: https://973-eht-namuh-973.com/ I don't think it's enemy slander.

The site contains of a couple of pages and does not seem as much as first.
But once you click around a bit, you'll find 1000s upon 1000s of pages with knowlegde, and also a forum.
It's got a lot to do with numbers & Codes.
Theres usually max 3-5 persons browsing their forum at once.
I'm still trying to unstand it myself.
But this and JoS are my 2 internet gems atm.

I'll try post some pictures & quotes i found interesting on the site:

Letters to numbers:
A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8
(Z - 26th letter / 2+6 = 8)

Heres is 2 pictures:
https://ibb.co/C7wM2pC
https://ibb.co/s6xRsfm

Quote from one of the pages:

''THERE IS NO ATTEMPT MADE TO DESCRIBE THE CREATIVE PROCESS REALISTICALLY, THE ACCOUNT
IS UNASHAMEDLY SYMBOLIC AND SHOWS GOD CREATING THE WORLD BY MEANS OF LANGUAGE AS
THOUGH HE WERE WRITING A BOOK.
BUT LANGUAGE HAS BEEN ENTIRELY TRANSFORMED AND THE MESSAGE OF CREATION IS NO LONGER CLEAR.
EACH LETTER OF THE HEBREW ALPHABET IS GIVEN A NUMERICAL VALUE.
BY COMBINING THE LETTERS WITH THE SACRED NUMBERS, REARRANGING THEM IN ENDLESS CONFIGURATIONS THE MYSTIC WEANED THE MIND AWAY FROM THE NORMAL CONNOTATIONS OF WORDS''

Sorry for the capslock, i'ts copy paste..

Another quote:

"By writing the 26 letters of the alphabet in a certain order one may put down almost any message (this book 'is written with the same letters' as the Encyclopaedia Britannica and Winnie the Pooh, only the order of the letters differs). In the same way Nature is able to convey with her language how a cell and a whole organism is to be constructed and how it is to function. Nature has succeeded better than we humans; for the genetic code there is only one universal language which is the same in a man, a bean plant and a bacterium."

"As all the words in the English language are composed out of the twenty-six letters of the alphabet,.."

You can also have bad "trips" using them which can get you mentally scarred or worse, depending on your emotional state.

I think it would be a horrible ride.

Nothing. There's no enemy version of karma here. The only karma that can happen if you kill someone is their loved ones may seek revenge, you may get arrested and imprisoned e.t.c. Real-world, practical consequences, not fantasies of "divine punishment".

Really? I just saw in some other post on this forum saying that you should not ''intertain death in ways like suicide'' and that it would be horrible for you.. And I kinda thought that forcing an early death upon somebody else would kinda result in the same?