1 year ago i lost very close friends of mine. i lost like pretty much all close friends. i didnt feel them anymore and i felt treaten so bad but i also felt like i overreacted. we kinda didnt end the friendships peaceful. i said goodbye with anger and with peace. kinda a mix between both... and...

thinking back to when i was a child i always experienced how people tried to influence me. words can do so much when you're just an innocent child. born in a system, used and abused... i wasted so much time on nothing in the end. friends came and left and in the end i will remain alone and what...

most of the time people in my real life or online ask me questions but i recently have the mindset not to reveal any details to my masteries. i have a feeling people do not deserve it and it would feel disrespectful towards the spirits ive met and the overall being i have become. its like people...

since i am turkish and italian and since i know a lot about my turkish side, i tend to know less about my italian site. i only know that leonardo dicaprio is italian. i know that draculas tomb was in italy. and i know a little bit about rome. but not much. i dont know much about the roman empire...

In the new netflix hit show (adult cartoon comedy) its about conspiracy theories. Is it a brilliant idea for entertainment or is there more to it? Does the government try to make conspiracy theories look more stupid by making adult cartoon comedy shows about it or is this just a naive thought by...

So I feel like I switch the energy of my whole being a lot. Maybe others do too and they dont notice it. I have thought about all of this so often. Right now I have the child energy and what I mean by that is that I have the energy of a child without losing the knowledge of all my experience and...

So I feel like I switch the energy of my whole being a lot. Maybe others do too and they dont notice it. I have thought about all of this so often. Right now I have the child energy and what I mean by that is that I have the energy of a child without losing the knowledge of all my experience and...

i dont know if this is a coincidence but whenever i sleep at my grandparents house in my room i can do void meditation better i can see my blue friends or whatever they are... they are blue humanoid looking and they make me feel good because this place feels like ultimate paradise. i call them...

Id like if an expert satanist here would analyse this debate. How true the words of the satanist are here and overall the whole debate? Is the satanist using new age satanism for his debate or is he using actual ancient satanism? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kQgDWcTFBdw

there are times where i get frustrated really easily and there are times where i dont care. if i woke up bad i tend to let enormous hate out. since im a person that wants to learn and get better im going to be fully honest here. i get really hateful fantasies where i wanna kill somebody over...

there is this feeling all the time out of no where that I need to visit this forum… i dont know why. believe me i tried many times leaving this forum for the reason how the nordic race is getting praised here by some people which is absolutely fine and its everybodys right to praise their race...

So as I‘ve learned from here reading myself a little into some posts basically satanism is about understanding the level of yourself and understanding the fact that we are just humans that try to reach enlightenment (magnum opus) and that it may take life times to get to that point. When I think...