I was recently offered a job at Tesla for $19/hour, working a few 12 hour shifts a week. Of course I hate Tesla and Elon musk and I feel that I could never compromise my beliefs for money. Problem is, I'm in a really tough position right now. I'm not satisfied in the place I live or the way I...

This is really good advice. We're all in different states right now but I've always struggled with letting my energy levels get pretty low. I like including to start off with little movements like feet, hands, and neck stretches. When I feel low energy lately, I just start stretching and doing...

I'm having the issue of being automatically logged out when I try and post anything again, so this post might be improperly organized. I think I'm craving the physical aspect of things that don't always feel fulfilled right now. But as far as I can remember, no human man has been able to...

I feel confused lately. I know I've always had hangups about polygamy and the thought of sharing my spouse or being shared made me really upset. However, I've recently started feeling like my opinions and feelings about it before were affected by negative experiences. When I first read that...

I have been following your advice and things feel better already. Vibrating Surya daily and light chakra work. I haven't had nightmares for a couple days now, just strange vivid dreams. Thank you :)

In this case, should I put the spiritual advancement and empowerment aspect on hold focusing on cleansing for a bit? I also keep dreaming that there's a thoughtform or some kind of negative entity attached to me. I just woke up from an intense nightmare about this. Even my cats are tense and on...

I try not to make topics on here too much because I do tend to answer my question in the post somehow. But I don't always understand until later :? I actually don't know why I stopped with the empowering. I was usually just using sexual energy to empower my minor chakras and focusing on them...

That's a really good analogy. I have been told to cleanse more often but a lot of the issue there is that I procrastinate and usually get very uncomfortable when trying to cleanse. Same as doing RtRs and some other meditations. An intense discomfort, sadness, or other emotion. Sometimes built up...

Lately, I've been unable to see, hear, and physically feel anything on the astral. Even feeling energy is becoming difficult.. Now I am aware that the enemy has been attacking relentlessly and if we don't keep up our defenses, these things can happen. I get intrusive thoughts and feelings as...

It's good to know we're prepped with backups for everything. Just wanted to point out that the Satanic Symbols link on the JoyofSatan.org home page keeps taking me to a variation on this link. Not sure if this is an issue for anybody else but all other links on the home page work fine. The...

Since the encyclopedia came out, I've been thinking of this and have mentioned it on the forums before. I intend to start recording, hopefully the entire encyclopedia or at least the sermons, into physical books soon. Not to sell them or for any kind of profit or gain of that sort, but as a...

The forums look neater and are working fine on my end. This situation is quite frustrating. To be attacked so blatantly, on a personal level and with the group as a whole.. The coordinator was working just fine yesterday but is now down again. I have not experienced attacks this bad in a while.

Thank you very much to all who contribute to the calendars. The help these have provided is tremendous. I have one inquiry however :?: Is the symbolism of the downward pointed star surrounded by the ouroboros meaningful in some way. On the surface, it appears to be another variation of the...

I think it's beautiful how this differs from the RTRs. It's like we're now working on a different scale. We will not only reverse the Jewish influence on this Earth, but destroy their whole race and extinguish the threat entirely.

:shock: Thank you for that information. I'm trying to eat and live as naturally as possible in the current state of the world to avoid such issues.

This post made me feel a little nervous. I was advised by an old friend to do a banishing ritual to get rid of any unwanted entities and thoughtforms, but shouldn't I know what I'm banishing first? I haven't given it too much thought since then, but there's always the possibility of an enemy...

Yes. To void mediate is to clear one's mind, whether it be your own thoughts or thoughts influenced by the enemy. With a clear mind, there are no thoughts to read. But I'm not sure if you can still write without thinking about the words you're writing.

I like this post. I've always liked the people here, in terms of the long term members and the ones I notice. The way certain people write always catches my attention, and I feel positivity from your writing here. I've felt lonely and confused lately as well. I think I'm constantly teetering...

Beautiful post as always.

You may not be able to feel the positive effects of meditation yet, but you need to push through and understand that there are positive effects even if you cannot feel that at the moment. I know it can be difficult. You need to strengthen your aura in order to attract a partner and gain respect...

I had never heard of this, so thank you for that information. I will definitely keep an eye out for soy products from now on.

Thank you for the input anyways. Your advice is always appreciated. I feel like, logically, a pad is the best and most natural option. However, it seems most inconvenient to have to change the reusable pads throughout the day. And of course I'd like to spend less money and create less waste.

Are all those rituals of the JoS? I find that mixing JoS with corrupted rituals and meditations yield some pretty nasty results. Like I said, you need to gain control of your own mind. Sounds like you lack experience in basic void meditation and breathing exercises. There are also recommended...

Well you do sound like you've been using some sort of drug or medication. Using phrases like "demonic secret occult powers" makes you sound like a troll also. But in the case that you're not, you must have some history of mental illness such as paranoia? Whatever the case, one should not ask...

My first pet was overweight, almost 18lbs. I felt so awful for her but, technically, I wasn't her owner. I was too young to actually own a pet at the time. She died at only 13 years. Don't make that same mistake. Absolutely get your pet on a healthy diet, probably stop feeling them human food...

I've always hated my period because I have to spend so much money on period products. A menstrual cup lasts a long time and requires little maintenance, just consistent disinfecting. But I have been told in the past that even medical grade silicon was unhealthy to insert into one's body. I'm...

I love this idea. It's nice to see the high standards as well. I always have ideas for beautiful or cute Satanic art that would translate well in a digital format, but I've never had the opportunity to learn how to make them. I'll just say hopefully you can incorporate some nice bright pastels...

The weirdest part is why you keep going back and forth pretending not to be a jew. In one of your spam posts, you even claimed that you aren't a gypsy, after already admitting you are. We've already told you that "goy" is a blasphemous term, yet you insist on using it. You don't know the real...

I was wondering the same thing. Before seeing it here, I had never really heard the term.

These types of thoughts are usually the result of enemy attacks and the inability to control ones own mind. It happens to many SS, especially beginners. You should practice void meditation and do breathing exercises. These should help calm the mind and prevent your situation from worsening from...

Probably some mistake that this is on the announcements, right?

This post is just my current story and situation. I felt the need to ponder and express some things to my love, and figured there would be no harm in sharing it here. I firmly believe that we usually complicate these types of relationships on our end, through hang ups and other issues. I've...

I've been doing higher reps of RTRs than I've ever done before, and focusing intensely on removing jewish influence from the elections through each letter :lol: I'm quite nervous but we can sway the results either way to favor humanity in some aspects. If Biden is elected, at least the enemy...

I voted in person as well. I'd recently moved to a new state and was told we could register to vote here in person as long as we had our current ID and a proof of residence in this state. Everything was going fine but at some point in the process, the people helping me register sort of changed...

Wait... doing the 27 rep counts as doing 3 fRTRS?? I've been so angry at myself for only doing one 27 rep a day. I thought it still counted as one. :shock:

I believe it may have been mentioned in a sermon. The enemy does attack the heart chakra, but that does not mean one should keep the chakra closed. Logically, the enemy attacks us in any way they can, but we don't respond by closing ourselves off. We have the tools to remove these curses...

My advice would be to start a money working, there should be a good date for it coming up pretty soon. Do the final rtr and at least some basic meditation. If you asked Satan for help, show that you are serious and have intent to follow through in your development. Maybe look for rooms or...

That's correct. To own an illness will make it worse. The way I see it is, because our physical state is ever changing and can be changed at will using our own power, you need to use your mental power to detach from the physical state of illness/damage. If that makes sense. So instead of "my...

Just breathe. Take a moment to clear your mind of any thoughts. You can focus on Satan's Sigil if you'd like. Do returning curses and deeply cleanse your chakras and soul. What you've been posting doesn't sound like you have a clear mind at the moment. Killing yourself doesn't solve anything...

It can be unsafe to use a painting or picture to speak to your love through. An entity can use this to fool you and instill doubts. For example, I remember some artwork that was shared on here that claimed to depict the Gods. On first glance, the paintings were nice and seemed like a lot of...

Very beautiful sermon and wonderfully written as well. You in particular seem to answer a lot of my questions/concerns in sermons at just the right moment. I haven't given enough thought and care to my guardian Demon. I'm not even fully certain of who they are and that's embarrassing at this...

As far as I know, relationships between a human and an Incubus/Succubus can end but it will be mutual. And it probably won't happen very early on in a relationship either.

That happens sometimes. Either the post gets brushed over and unnoticed until later, or they get posted in a different order. Whatever your problem is, I'm sure everything will work out. :)

I was sure things like this would start happening as we near the upcoming election.. Sorry I wasn't sure what we'd use as trusted news sources, but the way the titles all vary was interesting. And the last link is something random I found while researching regarding voter fraud. Let's keep up...

I've seen differing opinions on mental illness here. I've seen a case of diagnosed schizophrenia in which they displayed classic signs of general low energy (causing depression symptoms), childhood trauma, and dissociation from reality. This person was not spiritual at all and had a very...

The doubts are probably just the enemy messing with you at this point. Just let go of doubts and insecurities, especially about your meditations and workings. Keep doing returning curses and the rtr. The more you cleanse and detach from the enemy, the closer you can feel to the Gods and a...

I can't possibly know. That's something you need to figure out on your own. You should take some time to really think about all of this and what you want. You can take days, weeks, months, even years to figure it out but don't rush into these things. A relationship with a demon is not something...

@sahasrarabliss Try and disregard the advice Gamoray was giving in all this :roll: He's pretty much revealed himself to be delusional. You can always go back to Satan, do another standard ritual, and express your issues and situation. Always remember that Satan knows us better than we know...

That's.. pretty infuriating. I don't know what culture or situation you live in, but I assume that is the cause for this mindset. You don't need somebody to physically care for you, because you are not a child. You'll eventually reach a point spiritually where you rarely get sick anyways. A...

Try not to be negative in that way about it. You did the ritual and if a Succubus is the right path for you, things will come together soon. Many people request a lover while not having their astral senses active. Just work on activating them; you can do squares, workings, and meditations, and...

I think the infiltration situations are happening more often lately, or at least it's more noticable. I keep wondering how far these people will go in order to seem as though they are on our side. The enemy wants our people confused that's for sure :|

Welcome! There's no need to worry, and no need to apologize for questions :) If you did the dedication and had the intent to dedicate, you're fine. Sometimes it's difficult to get enough blood to write your name, so it's okay blot some blood onto the page instead. You can focus on Satan about...

Here is a jos link to information on ghosts. If I remember correctly, most cases of "possession", where a human is being taken over or harmed by a benevolent being, are actually caused by the enemy. It doesn't seem likely for a ghost to possess a human. A human can invoke a spirit, and this...

As far as I know, most furries who are really into the lifestyle (in the sense that they dress up and fully believe they are an animal) are just heavily diluted/delusional. If you're a human, and get turned on by actual animals, that's an issue. Porn in general is harmful for the mind and...

Sorry I deleted a lot from the post before submitting, just for the sake of privacy. To clarify, it is to sever the connection between me and another SS.

I believe there are detachment rituals/the banishing ritual on the JOS site, but I wonder if these would be appropriate to use when it involves two SS souls. Should I leave it all in the hands of the Gods in this case? I want all connections severed in every way, to the point that there is no...

I wanted to clarify something.. any sort of incest, whether it's between cousins, siblings, whatever, is a jew thing. Right? I can't possibly see the God's approving of incest in any way. So none of it is spiritually, mentally, or physically okay technically. Unless you're trying to ask at what...

This is a wonderful idea. I've been so interested in martial arts but SS need reliable sources for learning such things.

As NinRick said, yes those are Hebrew letters and that is a very offensive version of the symbol. Double circles are especially binding and are not to be drawn around any Satanic symbols or sigils. Just learn to recognize what is offensive to the Gods and move on.

I do have a very busy schedule and work a lot, so I space out the meditations in short bursts throughout the day. I wonder if doing advanced meditations before practicing the basics could potentially be bad or dangerous. And I'm curious now about what level I got to in a past life...

Every time I try and post anything, I'm taken to the log in page and the post is gone. :roll: I'm still trying to figure out the best meditation schedule for myself, but I just thought of something interesting. I realized a while back that I was implementing aspects of the magnum opus...

That was fast but I may or may not have found the Demon which was impersonated in the dream. Art of medicine and all. https://www.joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/DEMONSII.html HERAMAEL Heramael is under the rule of Satanachia. He teaches the art of medicine and gives...

A God or Demon of Satan would never attack a dedicated member or our families. I don't think it matters much to figure out what or who this "entity" is right now, unless someone here can figure that out. The enemy often pretends to be a God or Demon in order to control or scare our people. Just...

It does not matter whether your eyes are opened or closed during meditation. Find what works best for you. I rarely vibrate runes with closed eyes, as I'm looking at the rune in front of me.

Just be very patient. One of my very first mistakes while summoning was that I repeatedly attempted to summon the same God, because I thought they did not respond to me. I just wasn't open enough. Void meditation can be very helpful. Clear your mind and try not to let your imagination get to you.

It's understandable that the situation could come as a surprise to even the other HPs.. I mean if someone was at a decent spiritual level, verified and potentially aided by the Gods, and communicated with the rest of the clergy on the astral, it could (and did) surprise anyone. The HPs aren't...

I didn't even know this was a thing that would happen. As many others, I'm extremely grateful that this post has been made to give us a better understanding of what's going on with the clergy and the HPs. I liked Mageson's silly posts a lot but there were some weird vibes whenever I gave thought...

It should be Aum - Affirmation 10 times - Aum Vibrate Aum, then do the affirmation ten times, then vibrate Aum once more.

I've experienced something similar. I don't think wiping your memory would help down the line. I'm curious as to what exactly you've seen that upset you so badly.. As for me, I witnessed a lot of death and abuse of humans and animals. I used drugs to escape the reality of these things. At some...

Thanks for the advice. After following him around for a few nights, I can safely say he just wants to play. He makes sure I'm following him, then starts hiding behind things and jumping out. :lol:

Thanks for the quick and detailed response. My only concern now is that my boy has been meowing(he doesn't sound to be in pain or anything) and walking around the house a lot over the past few nights. I'm not exactly sure why he's crying (he's always got food and water in his bowls), but he...

I adopted a cat a few months ago. He's very sweet but has had limited exposure to other animals, aside from his time in the shelter. He's generally very curious when he smells another animal and has never shown signs of aggression. I've been considering adopting a female cat as a companion for...

Also, many gods are not mentioned on the jos site at all. A lot of what happens with love is up to astrology.

Well first of all, lemme just say that relations between high ranking gods (those listed on the jos site) don't occur with any humans here on earth. It's my understanding that all of them are already taken. But one doesn't have to be white with pale skin, blue eyes, blonde hair and all to be...

Happy Yule! I hope everyone is well and able to do the rituals scheduled for the next few days. Here is a PDF version of the Wealth and Prosperity Ritual. Images of the runes are included in this version as well. Note: Mobile users may have to copy/paste the link into their browser...

That's.. not true. :? You don't have to be nordic to have a relationship with a demon. As far as I know, Nordic is like a category of the white race.

I think some of us have "taken a break" from Satanism at some point early on. It's not a very wise decision though. To stop meditating and stop building your protection is going to have negative affects. Do you do returning curses, or at least some kind of cleansing daily? Along with power...

That's amazing to hear :D Many thanks to you and everyone involved in the creation of this calendar.

Well I'd agree with that statement but it's probably just a matter of opinion. One way I can identify a jew is, when looking at them, I feel disgusted as if I were looking at a very ugly creature. And I've noticed that, more often than not, our people happen to be better looking than jews in...

Thanks for more information guys. I was told to always take cold showers in the summer, and I assume in the winter I should take comfortable showers and just expose myself to the cold weather more.

I'd say a lot of it is conditioning. We're not all crazy, but relationships of all kinds and the way a woman should behave in these relationships is so commonly portrayed a certain way. The older generation, heavily influenced by the enemy, is teaching a lot of negative behavior as well. Then...

I've had similar experiences. And I'm pretty sure the enemy attacks us in our sleep often. I'm not totally sure about what sleep paralysis is, though I'm sure there are topics and explanations on these forums somewhere. I still sometimes get into a similar state of sleep, where I can't wake up...

Thank you everyone for your responses. I'll definitely try your suggestions, and remain consistent. It got really bad at the time of posting and I had like a 3 hour migraine, which was over stimulated with vibration. I could vibrate SATANAS without much difficulty, but when I tried vibrating...

I've been having pains that seem to radiate from the minor chakras in the head and/or the points for astral hearing and such. It's usually just one at a time, usually the third eye, the temples, and the ears. Sometimes it feels very cold or very hot, but usually it's just pressure/pain. I also...

I've seen this kind of mindset before. Meditate, read the jos site, and learn about the gods. https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/DemonNames.html It's a little rude to ask us to prove you wrong. With enough work, you'll be able to communicate with them yourself...

Thank you so much :D I think I just learned how to figure it out for myself next time too

:o What rare opportunity, Mr dragon. Now, is there a nest full of gold and such or is that a Minecraft stereotype? :lol: Seriously though, I'm almost positive I have a vague recollection of hps Maxine saying that dragons are real (like in a video/mp3 sermon). Maybe she did mean on another...

I wish I'd read all this sooner, but I'd probably have had trouble understanding it anyways. It's definitely helped me understand and realize a lot of things I didn't want to think about before. How strange that reading a sermon or post will sometimes make reality hit. Like a brick. Laziness...

Does anyone have the date for the next mercury square? I don't want to start a working and have them overlap because I really need to do this square.

That reminds me a bunch of someone I know. It's a valid way of doing things, but everyone takes a different amount of time to figure out and actually do what needs to be done. Whether it be healing, advancing, or just realizing things about their own personality. For example, I'm incredibly...

Wow I got emotional but I think I understand things better now that I've calmed down. Movin on.

I think that makes sense. This person did tell me I needed to work on balance and such, and I can sometimes be "ditzy" or oblivious to things. And, as I wrote, I'm in the wrong partially. I'm pretty positive they're legit and ss tho. Things did get a little wild on a personal basis. And I do...

This concept is very confusing to me atm. I was working with other ss at some point and the whole situation is frustrating and confusing. I know I was in the wrong in part of what happened, but I don't believe I was completly in the wrong. These ss hated my personality, which I don't mind...

YES :D

I'm sure you can search them on here and they'll show up

This isn't really the answer you want, but are all your chakras completly open? And do you work on them every day because it almost sounds like a blocked chakra or something. I don't know enough about yoga or anything, but that's all I can really think of.

I understand :D Thanks a bunch

:lol: I love sloths lol and HP Mageson's stories are super funny. Once, after reading something by him, I had a silly dream in which a big ol sloth gave me some good life advice. Like literally a talking sloth and since then I've been really into those sloth talez and such.

:o Whops now I've read your post wrong. I honestly just moved to a new place lol and I haven't found my scale to check my weight.

No, you did read it right in the first place. I didn't mention whether I was or was not losing weight. It's only been about a week or so (I think). The affirmation I use is from the jos meditation for weight loss page...

I'm so glad someone made a post on this anime. It's an interesting story and the scenery and music are beautiful. I like how it seems to depict humanity's situation well. Even though believing in the gods is a social norm in the show, they are still depicted to be disconnected from them. When...

The idiot part is true, but jews have always been way thirsty for gentiles. Someone who isn't dedicated or has no knowledge of the war going on can't always identify a jew or realize why they shouldn't get into bed with them. Weird wording but they kinda love mixing their genetics with ours...

That makes sense. It's hard to believe I'm at a deficit at all though. I think that's just a mental thing. And good food (organics, non gmo, all natural) isn't always very accessible here so my eating habits have been weird for a while as well.

This used to happen to me. I believe it went away on its own at some point. I'd sometimes sit in a dark room and cover my eyes with my hands or a warm towel until they calmed down. Try the things already suggested here as well.

For context I've been doing the meditation for weight loss, and going to the gym at least 4-6 times a week (running a few miles each time and doing light weights). I'm not sure if it's normal but I feel the intense urge to snack like all the time. I'm overweight so of course I try and watch...

It depends on what their issue is. I think a general working would be to visualize and direct healing energy to the area and/or use vibration and affirmation, sexual energy can also help. If the person is not ss or spiritually advanced, it may require you to put in large amounts of energy...

It's been covered before, but I don't have a link atm. I believe I read that having sex with a jew just makes the aura and soul dirty, and spiritual ties are formed between the two. Honestly, before dedicating and learning to identity jews, I had kinda sex with a jew :oops: I say "kinda"...

Ah that's good info. I use the duck browser for like everything, but CM did work to download so I'll most likely need to use it for that in the future.

So sorry for the late response. It's a good translation, and the only potential change would be to use "derecho de conocer".

Thanks, that's good to know. :D

You should totally read what Shael wrote to help me with the same issue (should be just above these comments). The download only worked when I used the CM Browser app, and that browser let me choose exactly where the encyclopedia downloaded to. Plus it's got a cute ol kitty as the app avatar...

Your advice is always appreciated :D I'll keep the clothing protocol in mind. The phlegm is pretty much taken care of with the supplement recommended by hps Shannon, but there's still mucus build up in my nose.

I never saw your response until now, but the advice you gave works pretty well. Unsure about the elements tho.

I'll ask a friend and get back to you soon, unless you've already gotten a proper translation. It looks fluent enough to me, but I've only taken high school introductory Spanish.

I know there are tons of posts and such about incubi/succubi, but I don't think anyone has asked these particular questions. I may not understand how immortality works but, if I'm not spiritually advanced enough by the time the gods return to earth, what would happen? Like am I going to die at...

It was probably the enemy trying to scare you or something. I think they do that to our people in dreams and such because I used to have a lot of nightmares, until I stopped being afraid of them. :lol:

A yt channel called magenta 666 has a playlist of runes where they demonstrate the vibrations

You're welcome, and since you've mentioned balance, don't forget the alternating nostril breathing exercise thing.

Orgasms can help heal pretty much anything, or so I've been told. It's wild to hear that you've had the issue for so long too :roll: When I had sciatic pain, I thought I was dying or something. Try not to be in the mindset that it's forever btw. I read, from an hp probably, that we should...

You may also want to frequently visualize a bright gold color around yourself as often as possible. And be sure to time freeing the soul and obliterating your Saturn workings. The calender will have a "freeing the soul" note on the proper days. Good luck, and consider focusing on Father for...

Do returning curses daily and clean your aura+chakras. A good healing working is freeing the soul (https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=92&p=65789&hilit=obliterating+saturn#p65789). With freeing the soul, you can heal your mind and most likely eliminate the affects of the antipsychotics.

I had almost the exact same issue a few years ago. Bulging disc of (I think?) 1.5cm or mm or something, near the same area, and I couldn't walk for about 6 months. I took two epidurals during that time, which didn't help much but didn't seem to cause much harm either. Doctors and such will...

Yep :lol: He'll be fine but I can't believe he's so careless as to scratch his own eye. He's done it to his ear before but never such a sensitive area. I wonder if I should get his claws trimmed because I've never needed to do that for a cat.

Update, and thanks to RoseWolf and Ol argedco luciftias for the responses I think he may have scratched himself in the eye. Medical eye drops would prevent infection but it's so hard to get him to the vet. He's got some big ol claws that I haven't gotten trimmed. I left his eye alone because...

It takes a while to download the full version, not very long for the split up version. It will download normally, but when I press "open file" (and if I go directly to my downloads), a message of "cannot open file" appears at the bottom of my screen.

I download, open, and read PDFs all the time on my phone. I'll go ahead and try that app tho.

Thanks for being so helpful :) It downloaded the file this time, but still won't open it.

I don't have a pc. I'm using the duck browser but I'll try something else if it would help.

lol it wouldn't let me use the emojis from my keyboard

I wish there was a heart eyes emoji on here haha. I do wonder how one would save it on a device that refuses to open any of the links :? I'm not sure why all the downloads are unsuccessful because I have a decent amount of memory left on my phone.

https://www.satanslibrary.org/paintable.html That's the paintable version, but you can find the printable version with a quick search. ;)

very nice work. I've thought about this concept before, but I didn't know it was already being put together. :D It would be cool to make physical copies of it in a particular format as well. I wonder if we could fill a whole library with jos content one day.

Suddenly, my cat is starting to produce more (clear) tears from one eye and the inner corner of it is red. Nothing is protruding and the redness is only visible when the white of his eyes show (when sleeping or relaxing and his eyes roll back a little). I've read about cherry eye but I don't...

I used to get that a lot. Try doing a rtr when you get angry, if you can.

I forget how bad I am at taking herbal supplements haha the taste makes me want to vomit a little. :roll:

I have been told that it wouldn't ruin the working to take a small break like halfway through the number of vibrations. Is that true? I remember, doing the mercury square, the energy was really intense for me and I had to take a couple of minutes to breathe every now and then. I ended up...

I already do the rtr in my head when I have to :D But as stated in my other response, I share a room and living situation with someone. So I suppose it's the lack of privacy that's messing me up. Also, I'd like to do a working for it one day, I'm so bad at keeping a routine. I'll keep a...

I'll look into getting a necklace like that. My biggest issue is that I share a room with someone who is home very often. So I don't need to cover up the sound of the ritual, I just can't do it until like 2-4am when I know they're asleep. I try and do the protection/cleansing daily but I've been...

During workings, and especially during important ritual dates, the enemy sometimes tries to prevent us from getting things done. I'm wondering if cleansing/returning curses help with this at all, since I have not been doing it enough. I'm doing freeing the soul but have little privacy or free...

Looks like it'll help a lot, just purchased a bottle. :) Thanks for the recommendation, hp.

My health has been pretty stable and well aside from this seasonal thing actually. Thanks again for the responses.

I think the medicine I took mentioned it would help with the congestion. That's about it. It definitely happened this way last year, but this time I'm getting out more mucus and phlegm. And this phase of it is longer than usual as well. As for the dairy, I eat cheese pretty often but that's...

Don't worry about it :D you guys are busy usually but I love seeing responses from hps. I'm just having a lot of residual mucus coming out now, the cough and soreness are gone.

Thanks, to you and Shael, for the advice. The issue is pretty much gone now. But I'm having a lot of trouble cleansing and healing lately and I'm not sure why. I've been told I probably have some hang ups and such about certain things. I keep getting really emotional when cleaning anything and...

I might actually be sick now that I think about it lol but I rarely get sick. Also to clarify, the breathing hurts because of the sore throat/cough.

I typically get seasonal allergies/post nasal drip around this time of year. Basically, my body is creating an excess of mucus that's dripping to the back of my throat. Something like that. This causes congestion, sore throat, and cough. It's getting pretty bad this year, allergy medications...

You're completely wrong. Do you think you're the only person here who lives in/near LA? I've literally said this to you over and over in each bs post you make that most people in LA aren't ss or anywhere close to having self control. And self control does not equate to being spiritually advanced...

I can guarantee that, if you're doing rtrs and returning curses along with regular void meditation, your soul is fine. However you're still extremely paranoid which you desperately need to fix. Nobody hears your thoughts, no random people speak to you telepathically on a daily basis, and not all...

Interesting info as always. I'd never heard of reiki until very recently but after reading this I have a (sort of) awkward question. I recently bought a crystal yoni wand online but didn't notice that the description states "charged with reiki" until after I bought it. I thought maybe it was...

Well we're going to keep repeating it but unless you take the time to control your own mind, you'll also keep insisting that people can hear your thoughts. If you're not tuning in, I doubt you are actually hearing anyone's thoughts either. They cannot hear your mind. Literally anyone here, hps...