I didn't meditate at all in the last time but I'm still doing the final rtr.

I know it is a silly question for most of them but I'm really wondering if gods does really exists or not.Personally I didn't had enough experiences to proof me their existence and I'm not able to hear them.I'm also not a believer so I want to hear your your own experiences with the gods to...

Try to open your psyhic centers for clairvoyance.I think I did it because I was hearing some warnings from my GD I think,he told me once to leave a friend's house and I didn't and after that I was accused by that friend of mine that I stole him a lot of money because the money from his mother's...

This is some sort of usual attack that happens to satanist when they dedicate ,it happend to me too even after a long time after dedication so , just search on this forum how many people wonders if they are jew or not and you will see that kind of attack is very usual among satanists.

I'm doing the final rtr in 8 minutes because after repetitive work I somehow learned how to spell very well in reverse each letter and I have a tendecy to speed up and to do it like a robot as HP Cobra said ,almost all the time I think to other things while vibrating the letters without spelling...

I saw some ocult influence in Gaudi's art like this magic square on a cathedral degisned by him (Sagrada Familia) - The numbers from the square also ads to 33 (the 33 levels of the spine the serpent must travel upwards to the crown chakra) . Also I noticed templier's cross on both Park Guell...

Yes , I have a proeminent Neptune but I didn't know that this can make me help more the others . I had something in my chart with fraternities, actually I'm not too empathic,rarely.Especially when I saw a person who suffers that I associated with myself .

You will probably know if the enemy plays with your mind.I was attacked psychological three times, fist when I got depression I've been christian by that time and I thought that I was jewsus and I somehow give all my energies to people around by visualising it. At a moment I thought that I'm...

I heard my DG (I thoght) twice telling me to go home right before two bad events happend. I wonder if my clairaudience is enhanced or if this was a special case for me to not get in trouble.I didn't heard celestial music or any response while comunicating with Demons so I want to hear your opinion.

Maybe you are expecting them to reply and then after that your mind response with a voice with an expected phrase or response, that's why void meditation is good because it can makes the difference between your own mind and gods. I'm not sure if our minds can simulate some sexual pleasure too...

From my experience my succubus opened my astral sences the first time when we met.And don't worry about not knowing her,I think she would know you better than human beings. I also think that the fact that you mistook the topic it was a sign to get more information and to stop concerning...

I wonder if it is a UFO from the enemies or from the actual gods from underworld.

I was intrerrupted by my mother and he asked me what I'm doing and I said her that I'm doing some exercise to improve my voice ,I sang something to her and she told me that my voice got improved and she told me to give her those exercise to start improving her voice too, lol . I had an idea to...

I'm seeing 666 and 88 (88 a lot) and 22 which I hate and after I saw 22 I ussually do the final RTR and that's a good thing I think.

If I get intrerrupted while doing it I have to make it again from the first letter or to start at the letter where I was?