For walking we need our right and left leg, and so does for initiation. Satanism has both an internal and an external side. Initially the internal side takes a long time to reveal itself, because it is self-understanding, self-discovery and self-liberation. This requires both creation and destruction to be manifested within the right direction.
The external side is that which comes from the Gods, and throughout our journey we see it and know it, but most importantly, we feel it. At first, this needs clear signs and miracles, then, as we get closer to them, it is enough to see the divine architecture itself.
But where an advanced Satanist sees divine force, a new Satanist may see nothing at all. Therefore, it is important for newcomers to make good use of the embrace and attention they receive in the early days. Personally, I was unsuccessful in this process, and then, for months afterwards, I struggled with the negative and unpleasant effects of this.
Because these things that you receive in the beginning motivate you to step into an unfamiliar world, to meditate, to believe in something that you cannot ‘yet’ see or perhaps feel. And if you continue to do this without breaking the discipline, this time the things that you receive just because you are ‘new’ become the things that you receive as the returns of spiritual instruments that are actively put into practice.
So, even if the special condition of being new ceases to exist, since you have already advanced yourself to a certain spiritual level by using it to your advantage, you reach a height beyond the reach of many pitfalls that can lead one to mental insanity, such as unbelief, doubt, resentment and misinterpretation of the will of the Gods.
You will not say why do I feel the Gods less and less, because you will feel them more and more every day. You will not say why they do not answer me, because you will have the mental maturity to comprehend that the answer can come in many different ways. Examples can be numerous, but I hope I have made my point here.
In conclusion, please continue to walk your path without interruption. And always stay with Satan.
The external side is that which comes from the Gods, and throughout our journey we see it and know it, but most importantly, we feel it. At first, this needs clear signs and miracles, then, as we get closer to them, it is enough to see the divine architecture itself.
But where an advanced Satanist sees divine force, a new Satanist may see nothing at all. Therefore, it is important for newcomers to make good use of the embrace and attention they receive in the early days. Personally, I was unsuccessful in this process, and then, for months afterwards, I struggled with the negative and unpleasant effects of this.
Because these things that you receive in the beginning motivate you to step into an unfamiliar world, to meditate, to believe in something that you cannot ‘yet’ see or perhaps feel. And if you continue to do this without breaking the discipline, this time the things that you receive just because you are ‘new’ become the things that you receive as the returns of spiritual instruments that are actively put into practice.
So, even if the special condition of being new ceases to exist, since you have already advanced yourself to a certain spiritual level by using it to your advantage, you reach a height beyond the reach of many pitfalls that can lead one to mental insanity, such as unbelief, doubt, resentment and misinterpretation of the will of the Gods.
You will not say why do I feel the Gods less and less, because you will feel them more and more every day. You will not say why they do not answer me, because you will have the mental maturity to comprehend that the answer can come in many different ways. Examples can be numerous, but I hope I have made my point here.
In conclusion, please continue to walk your path without interruption. And always stay with Satan.