What you describe here, shows that the Gods have been trying to call you out. This can happen because of past lifetimes spent and due to ancestry reasons relating to the Gods, which is a very common thing for many White people.
The Ancient Greeks were essentially quite the same in regards to their Pantheon as there were Celts or many others, and they all followed a similar procedure and all had the same end, which was the Magnum Opus and the elevation of the soul, and development of psychic powers, latent by today's standards. All the Gods, besides the cultural aspects of human beings such as language differences, were the same ancestral Gods commonly worshiped.
Affinity and attraction to specific Demons can be from emotional reasons to a past life of friendship and devotion to a specific God, and this manifests in the next life.
melmelxmoon wrote:Hi ♥
I'm Mel, 18. Very recently started getting into satanism (and about 2 years for NS and all that good shit). I'm not a full blow believer or anything, I'm more of an agnostic. But I want to find religion again and I believe at about 25% or so that all this could be real (which is a lot to me at least) and I want to believe in this.
Anyway, little story before I ask my questions.
Been an atheist for years until I was 12. Where I became a christian for "fun" (but I did 50% believe it could be real). I believed in the occult and that kind of stuff. I had during that phase a very strong spiritual experience with Zeus and Athena. That turned me in a split second to a hellenic polytheist. I had no way to question it. So I believed.
Stayed that for years. I had a spiritual experience with Hermes and Odin throughout then. And more with Athena. She was my 'patron'. I had weird experiences with Hades, Dionysos, Apollo, Sekhmet and Seth. Maybe even with Hera, Artemis and Thor.
I became an atheist again at 15. I had probably no weird experiences at all at that age. At all. Last summer I had a weird experience with "satan" (maybe it wasn't him). And I've had weird experiences with "him" ever since. Including with lesser demons.
I've read through the site and haven't really found most of the answers to my questions. So here I am.
-what are the other names/versions of athena, zeus, odin, hermes, hades, Dionysos, apollo and seth (I've found Sekhmet)?
-and why would they make themselves known to an average christian 12 yo girl? And what does it mean if Athena chose to be somewhat of a patron to me?
-why did I have most of my exp with greek gods when I'm nordic/celtic?
-why did I have these experiences with these exact demons?
-Odin invited me to worship him and the nordic gods at 13? what does that mean?