MoonlessNight666
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- Joined
- May 2, 2018
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I recently graduated from college!!! and I just wanna say thank you to all the clergy members who have put the time and effort to create the JoS websites/forums. I sincerely don't know where my life and, how I see myself would have been if I hadn't applied the information that you guys dug out and zealously shared with all of us.
Ever since I was young I have always been rather a little flaky. I would pick up a hobby and never really practice to get better at it because honestly, all I wanted to was play video games. I went through middle school/high school without studying much I never had the worst grades but I never had the best ones either. I always knew I enjoyed being creative but even then when I would sit down to draw something I would just stare at a blank piece of paper and think ''Damn if this is one of the few things that I really enjoy doing and I even suck at this wtf am I supposed to do with my life''.Then alcohol happened then weed happened then ecstasy happened. I just always felt like my peers were just so full of life, they would get dressed to go out for drinks, they would hang out and flit with each other and their life always seemed ''happier'' and lighter compared to my experience.
To me it looked like good majority of them were able to put consistent effort into whatever they wanted to get good at and I couldn't help but feel like there was always this weight on me, I felt chronically drained/bored at such a young age( poor diet- little to none exercise and not knowing how to clean my aura until 23 didn't help either)
Fast forward to my mid 20's which is where I'm at right now and honestly in a lot of ways I couldn't be more pleased with myself.
It is because of the hard work HP Maxine and all the other clergy members that have put into JoS is the reason why I found what was missing from my life. My entire teenage years were spent trying to replicate the ''buzz'' you get after a good day of physical workout some yoga and couple rounds of RTR.
I can't fucking believe we are being robbed from this knowledge, especially around the ages where we hold so much potential for growth. This is something I keep reminding myself when Im asked why I hate the jew so much and I realize this is gonna be one of those 3 hours long conversations. Them stealing knowledge/light from me is something that fuels me beyond words can explain.
I'll be completely honest, when I first came across how Hitler is referred to as the anti-christ I thought it was a little insane. At the time I just couldn't believe my journey led me to a place where people where Satanist Nazis. I just couldn't comprehend it. But even then I understood the spiritual knowledge shared in the JoS is just so real so I couldn't help but feel like I struck a spiritual goldmine. In the past, I have researched into powers of the mind and soul and altered states ect... but I have NEVER and I mean that with all my heart came across such a website like JoS where things are not only so neatly organized but one article leads into another with the hyperlinks so its reading extravaganza lol which I loved lol. I swear JoS is like that one movie that you love it so much you wish you could forget it just to experience seeing it for the first time again.
Honestly, Im writing this more for personal reasons but I also want to leave a positive testimony on how real and positive all this is.
Call it a lifeform shouting in joy saying '' I actually enjoy being productive and I don't see it as a burden anymore and Im ready to take on the challenges of life''. Seriously, Satanism thought me that no kind of chemical replacement can beat or REPLACE the feeling you get after you put in a good day of work.
I fucking love Satanism, it makes me feel so full of life and it prompts me to be creative which helps me keep my mental health in top condition. If you play your card right, this knowledge truly is like the Golden Ticket in WillyWonka
Ever since I was young I have always been rather a little flaky. I would pick up a hobby and never really practice to get better at it because honestly, all I wanted to was play video games. I went through middle school/high school without studying much I never had the worst grades but I never had the best ones either. I always knew I enjoyed being creative but even then when I would sit down to draw something I would just stare at a blank piece of paper and think ''Damn if this is one of the few things that I really enjoy doing and I even suck at this wtf am I supposed to do with my life''.Then alcohol happened then weed happened then ecstasy happened. I just always felt like my peers were just so full of life, they would get dressed to go out for drinks, they would hang out and flit with each other and their life always seemed ''happier'' and lighter compared to my experience.
To me it looked like good majority of them were able to put consistent effort into whatever they wanted to get good at and I couldn't help but feel like there was always this weight on me, I felt chronically drained/bored at such a young age( poor diet- little to none exercise and not knowing how to clean my aura until 23 didn't help either)
Fast forward to my mid 20's which is where I'm at right now and honestly in a lot of ways I couldn't be more pleased with myself.
It is because of the hard work HP Maxine and all the other clergy members that have put into JoS is the reason why I found what was missing from my life. My entire teenage years were spent trying to replicate the ''buzz'' you get after a good day of physical workout some yoga and couple rounds of RTR.
I can't fucking believe we are being robbed from this knowledge, especially around the ages where we hold so much potential for growth. This is something I keep reminding myself when Im asked why I hate the jew so much and I realize this is gonna be one of those 3 hours long conversations. Them stealing knowledge/light from me is something that fuels me beyond words can explain.
I'll be completely honest, when I first came across how Hitler is referred to as the anti-christ I thought it was a little insane. At the time I just couldn't believe my journey led me to a place where people where Satanist Nazis. I just couldn't comprehend it. But even then I understood the spiritual knowledge shared in the JoS is just so real so I couldn't help but feel like I struck a spiritual goldmine. In the past, I have researched into powers of the mind and soul and altered states ect... but I have NEVER and I mean that with all my heart came across such a website like JoS where things are not only so neatly organized but one article leads into another with the hyperlinks so its reading extravaganza lol which I loved lol. I swear JoS is like that one movie that you love it so much you wish you could forget it just to experience seeing it for the first time again.
Honestly, Im writing this more for personal reasons but I also want to leave a positive testimony on how real and positive all this is.
Call it a lifeform shouting in joy saying '' I actually enjoy being productive and I don't see it as a burden anymore and Im ready to take on the challenges of life''. Seriously, Satanism thought me that no kind of chemical replacement can beat or REPLACE the feeling you get after you put in a good day of work.
I fucking love Satanism, it makes me feel so full of life and it prompts me to be creative which helps me keep my mental health in top condition. If you play your card right, this knowledge truly is like the Golden Ticket in WillyWonka