Hello,
I didn't feel like sharing, but I'll share it in hopes it could maybe help someone out there in some way and maybe I'll get some possible answers for whatever reason?
Recently, I've been starting getting memories of my past lives.
This is my sixth life, I believe.
I remember not so much, but I for some reason remember my third life very well, which is weird, but maybe it's because there's a hidden meaning behind it?
In my first life I was born in Egypt, to two librarians who were close to the Gods. Just I'm not sure what time it was, at the fall or what, not sure yet. I remember that they were telling me something about the Big Dipper constellation or how do you say it? Anyone know what that could mean?
Some part of me feels like they reached the Magnum Opus, I am not sure, but I feel like they were the ones who introduced me to Father Satan. The Truth. And I am thankful to them for it.
In my second life I was a Viking, not sure about certain things, just I remember a village, some people and seas or oceans. I remember a sort of like Chieftain or Chief or something, I am not sure. It's all kinda blurry.
In my third life I was a Roman. This one I remember way more than the rest. I had a husband, two children. One son and one daughter. I feel a special connection with my daughter, like I'll meet her one day again. It was really nice. I think I died at the age of 32 or something? I remember that there was a fire, our village was attacked. I escaped with my children while my husband and the rest of the men ran to fight whoever attacked us.
I've been looking at Roman Empire history (not very much), and while looking at Julius Caesar sculptures I feel a sort of connection with him, very likely because of the fact that he was our king or something, Idk.
I attempted a past life regression meditation (didn't get too far due to my racing mind, will need to do more void meditation).
Anyways, I saw a white globe or city like, I can't say for certain, it was extremely bright and hard to see from afar, it was surrounded by forests, very green. That's all I could remember.
I kinda saw my husband, but not entirely.
My 4th and 5th lives were in the medieval ages. One was in France and the other I am not sure yet.
I remember that I died in each life very young. The 4th one at the age of like 13-14 years old, the 5th one at the age of like 18-19.
I feel like I was aware in those lives too.
The 13-14 year old one, I died because I got ratted out by a man to be deemed as a witch (I think I remember his face). I got tortured on a wooden horse.
Instead of feeling angry at the man who ratted me out, I feel sadness. I think he was Gentile, misguided by the xian lie.
I feel pain too, I don't know how to explain it.
The 18-19 one, I can't say for certain, but I know that I got ratted out again and I think I got burned with other women or something, I am not certain.
I am not sure about the other lives, but it just feels like I didn't get to live that very long, I kept either dying or getting murdered. I don't know. It's all still blurry, but that's all I could remember so far. It's like somebody doesn't want me alive.
I feel like I've known Father Satan since my first life so that's cool.
It hurts me deeply for the fact that I never got reunited with my husband from my Roman life.
I've never felt this connection with one before and it saddens me not being able to feel it again...
Some part of me holds onto the hope that he's still out there and alive and well, but the other, louder part (not bad or enemy like, no, it's more like accepting the hard truth kind of voice) says he is no longer alive. By no longer alive, I mean soul wise, like his soul has been dissipated..
I'm doing Othala rune working to help me remember my past lives better until I am more ready to do past life regression meditations again.
I am not sure if it was wise to share this, but if any of the High Priests that view the posts before approving them deems this not safe, I will understand. I just wanted to share this with someone.
Thank you for reading! It feels nice getting this off my chest, it was overwhelming, I just wanted someone to hear me out..
Hail Satan and the True Gods of Duat!
I didn't feel like sharing, but I'll share it in hopes it could maybe help someone out there in some way and maybe I'll get some possible answers for whatever reason?
Recently, I've been starting getting memories of my past lives.
This is my sixth life, I believe.
I remember not so much, but I for some reason remember my third life very well, which is weird, but maybe it's because there's a hidden meaning behind it?
In my first life I was born in Egypt, to two librarians who were close to the Gods. Just I'm not sure what time it was, at the fall or what, not sure yet. I remember that they were telling me something about the Big Dipper constellation or how do you say it? Anyone know what that could mean?
Some part of me feels like they reached the Magnum Opus, I am not sure, but I feel like they were the ones who introduced me to Father Satan. The Truth. And I am thankful to them for it.
In my second life I was a Viking, not sure about certain things, just I remember a village, some people and seas or oceans. I remember a sort of like Chieftain or Chief or something, I am not sure. It's all kinda blurry.
In my third life I was a Roman. This one I remember way more than the rest. I had a husband, two children. One son and one daughter. I feel a special connection with my daughter, like I'll meet her one day again. It was really nice. I think I died at the age of 32 or something? I remember that there was a fire, our village was attacked. I escaped with my children while my husband and the rest of the men ran to fight whoever attacked us.
I've been looking at Roman Empire history (not very much), and while looking at Julius Caesar sculptures I feel a sort of connection with him, very likely because of the fact that he was our king or something, Idk.
I attempted a past life regression meditation (didn't get too far due to my racing mind, will need to do more void meditation).
Anyways, I saw a white globe or city like, I can't say for certain, it was extremely bright and hard to see from afar, it was surrounded by forests, very green. That's all I could remember.
I kinda saw my husband, but not entirely.
My 4th and 5th lives were in the medieval ages. One was in France and the other I am not sure yet.
I remember that I died in each life very young. The 4th one at the age of like 13-14 years old, the 5th one at the age of like 18-19.
I feel like I was aware in those lives too.
The 13-14 year old one, I died because I got ratted out by a man to be deemed as a witch (I think I remember his face). I got tortured on a wooden horse.
Instead of feeling angry at the man who ratted me out, I feel sadness. I think he was Gentile, misguided by the xian lie.
I feel pain too, I don't know how to explain it.
The 18-19 one, I can't say for certain, but I know that I got ratted out again and I think I got burned with other women or something, I am not certain.
I am not sure about the other lives, but it just feels like I didn't get to live that very long, I kept either dying or getting murdered. I don't know. It's all still blurry, but that's all I could remember so far. It's like somebody doesn't want me alive.
I feel like I've known Father Satan since my first life so that's cool.
It hurts me deeply for the fact that I never got reunited with my husband from my Roman life.
I've never felt this connection with one before and it saddens me not being able to feel it again...
Some part of me holds onto the hope that he's still out there and alive and well, but the other, louder part (not bad or enemy like, no, it's more like accepting the hard truth kind of voice) says he is no longer alive. By no longer alive, I mean soul wise, like his soul has been dissipated..
I'm doing Othala rune working to help me remember my past lives better until I am more ready to do past life regression meditations again.
I am not sure if it was wise to share this, but if any of the High Priests that view the posts before approving them deems this not safe, I will understand. I just wanted to share this with someone.
Thank you for reading! It feels nice getting this off my chest, it was overwhelming, I just wanted someone to hear me out..
Hail Satan and the True Gods of Duat!