I've given you a reply about your username in another thread, and I will add to it here.
Satanism isn't about being emo. In another words, depression, sadness and suffering are the characteristics of the programmes of the enemy. Satanism over time leads you to bliss, awareness, wisdom, knowledge and experience, happiness. In another words, SS is the way of those who are ever-raising in vibration, while the programmes of the enemy are the way of those who at record lows in vibration.