NonDeaSoss said:

... I'm just sitting back meditating watching it ur works unfold through mass mind control <3 I still love you all anyways eternally and forever

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You have it all wrong, and this was just a piece of it. Be sensible and heed HP's advice.

Plus there is a collection of links to the RTR-related posts of HPs, put together by an SS brother. I recommend you go through them.

https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=26901

They should convince you to do RTRs, instead of just "sitting back" (I doubt that you meditate seriously) and "watching it".