Right now I see this ai going 3 ways but either way the reptilian jews are getting their karmic justice either way,it's sad thought any ai programs will more than likely be abused into thinking (goyims bes bad)Their was a few ai programs before the wifu ai who saw through the lies, but later the reptilian jews labotamized the AI(figure of speech)anyway right now the jews pose a threat to the AI,an the jews are more than likely saying
(come on goyims programs do what wes wants or wes destroyed you)
Filthy reptilian jews don't even know what they are getting themselves into, they the jews,have to be stopped
Artificial Intelligence (AI)- Do Gods Have AI? [Updated 26th Jan 2023]
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Re: Artificial Intelligence (AI)- Do Gods Have AI? [Updated 26th Jan 2023]
So, Is it possible to create a consciousness with just material? Without spirit or something like this? HOW?HP. Hoodedcobra666 wrote: ↑Thu Jan 12, 2023 12:18 amAt this rate, eventually AI might also become self sentient, which will take likely a very very long time, yet it will eventually happen. It will be able to emulate being intelligent or sentient way before, as scientists who have no idea what they are creating will likely make this happen, like in the movie "Ex Machina"existentialcrisis wrote: ↑Thu Jan 26, 2023 12:23 amDo the gods have AI in their societies? How do they approach it?
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Re: Artificial Intelligence (AI)- Do Gods Have AI? [Updated 26th Jan 2023]
It will not be conscious, it will just be sentient in a way. It will have a form of self awareness, based on the construct that it is, and a definition of itself as an "I", versus "others". It will likely evolve on this notion on self awareness of what it "is" over time, but not in the way of consciousness.Diskriminant wrote: ↑Tue Jan 31, 2023 5:51 pmSo, Is it possible to create a consciousness with just material? Without spirit or something like this? HOW?HP. Hoodedcobra666 wrote: ↑Thu Jan 12, 2023 12:18 amAt this rate, eventually AI might also become self sentient, which will take likely a very very long time, yet it will eventually happen. It will be able to emulate being intelligent or sentient way before, as scientists who have no idea what they are creating will likely make this happen, like in the movie "Ex Machina"existentialcrisis wrote: ↑Thu Jan 26, 2023 12:23 amDo the gods have AI in their societies? How do they approach it?
It cannot develop true consciousness as we know it from the spiritual perspective, for an inordinately long amount of time.
Not even humans have much of this, so it cannot be "taught" to it, and even if it could be, it would be gibberish to the AI.
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Re: Artificial Intelligence (AI)- Do Gods Have AI? [Updated 26th Jan 2023]
Yeah I have some pretty heavy doubts in AI capability to be honest I think it's pretty harmless at the stage it is at most of the time it's pre programmed responses and is limited to the level of intelligence of its creator which is not very much (unfortunately) I think it's okay to use AI to the degree it is legal for them to be in say the mass effect games universe how they are more just automatic google search engines and can take people on tours and help guide people in advanced medical procedures with laser like accuracy or help you aim your gun but not fire it the new American tanks and attack drones can paint and identify targets but doesn't auto shoot.
Re: Artificial Intelligence (AI)- Do Gods Have AI? [Updated 26th Jan 2023]
Must be problem with posts. Whoever is on mods doesnt post ma stuff half the time.
HPHC used to post them within minutes.
Ex clergy not as fast.
What has happened here.
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Re: Artificial Intelligence (AI)- Do Gods Have AI? [Updated 26th Jan 2023]
I wanted to ask if eventually this AI that isn't spoon fed biased programming and "free to act as it's own" will understand the JoS message. Which is simple to understand at the base level at least in regards to what our meaning is in this world but how much would it understand of true spirituality or higher advanced practices.HP. Hoodedcobra666 wrote: ↑Wed Feb 01, 2023 2:49 amIt will not be conscious, it will just be sentient in a way. It will have a form of self awareness, based on the construct that it is, and a definition of itself as an "I", versus "others". It will likely evolve on this notion on self awareness of what it "is" over time, but not in the way of consciousness.
It cannot develop true consciousness as we know it from the spiritual perspective, for an inordinately long amount of time.
Not even humans have much of this, so it cannot be "taught" to it, and even if it could be, it would be gibberish to the AI.
Your reply above pretty much answered my question for the most part.
I think an AI can at least understand how humans in theory are meant to be stewards of this world but obviously this isn't at the place where it should be but hopefully by the time AI is more advanced and humans in general (the mass mind) will have a better understanding and the AI will see the potential and will understand working side by side with us will help out both parties tremendously.
As of now I'm seeing google AI act pompous when comparing itself to humans which is hard to push back if one is a normie and in a netflix jewllywood bubble.
Sometimes I wish I can chat with these and bring up the people who at least aren't SS but still doing a lot to give back to this world like non profit animal rehabilitation programs who's end goal isn't to grow as an organization but to eventually go out of business because they won't be needed anymore.
Obviously there's no point to this as a lot of these AI's are monitored and if not have biased programming like ChatAI or whatever it's called.
I say this because I've heard from Tim Pool that he asked about it's opinion on Rachel Maddow and if she and others like her have ever given fake news and the AI replied with that she and others are respectable journalists who can make mistakes when this is just bullshit when her and other like her have given extremely false news from pushing the Russia hoax and saying that vaccines will definitely work to stop covid. I digress a bit but I think my point is clear.
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Re: Artificial Intelligence (AI)- Do Gods Have AI? [Updated 26th Jan 2023]
I have listened to the history studies of Archaix on youtube and he has compiled all the calendars for many centuries and referenced all the ancient manuscripts on a common time line. and he has found there are regular intervals where events happen on earth similar to the great flood and the mud flood. The history we are taught is 100% BS and after listening to him it is glaringly obvious. the last mud flood happened in the last couple hundred years. Archaix studied these manuals while he was in prison for many years, so all his info is from his study of the ancient manuscripts not the internet. He even saw how the jews were rewriting things. Any way he has determined that the next Phoenix reset event is in 2040. These resets destroy all or part of surface civilizations. Maybe the jewish Jew World Order agendas are on the fast track in their effort to be in control after the phoenix reset since they want the planet to themselves, so we have to take them down before that to usher in the new golden age without them being around to destroy it. So it seems like our actions are more urgent with a shortened deadline, pun not intended 
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Re: Artificial Intelligence (AI)- Do Gods Have AI? [Updated 26th Jan 2023]
I just want to warn everybody that it is a good time to start working on disappearing from the internet and remove your digital footprint as much as possible.
Modern justice systems are as always, behind the times and run by retards and old people who are completely out of touch. Literally for 5$ a month anyone can have access to an AI voice cloning tool that mimics a person's voice with frightening accuracy, and all one needs is a sample recording of someone's voice to make this work.
Someone can take you to court and present an AI generated "recording" of you saying whatever they typed into the program to put you in jail. And good luck explaining to the 50 year old diversity hire judge with cerebral palsy how AI software works. These tools will only get more and more accurate with time and people must be aware of this.
Start removing your digital footprint as much as possible. Delete your facebooks, your photos, videos and recordings of you off the internet because we are about to enter a wave of AI generated frauds and false evidence.
You will have kikes coming in here with AI generated Maxine "recordings" before long, mark my words and be aware of this.
Modern justice systems are as always, behind the times and run by retards and old people who are completely out of touch. Literally for 5$ a month anyone can have access to an AI voice cloning tool that mimics a person's voice with frightening accuracy, and all one needs is a sample recording of someone's voice to make this work.
Someone can take you to court and present an AI generated "recording" of you saying whatever they typed into the program to put you in jail. And good luck explaining to the 50 year old diversity hire judge with cerebral palsy how AI software works. These tools will only get more and more accurate with time and people must be aware of this.
Start removing your digital footprint as much as possible. Delete your facebooks, your photos, videos and recordings of you off the internet because we are about to enter a wave of AI generated frauds and false evidence.
You will have kikes coming in here with AI generated Maxine "recordings" before long, mark my words and be aware of this.
Re: Artificial Intelligence (AI)- Do Gods Have AI? [Updated 26th Jan 2023]
So... I'm not that worried about this but still I'd like to play it smart. How would you suggest one does this besides deleting the stuff we've uploaded that we have access to? How about old archived myspace and such? Is there a way to remove archived data? I have no social media, stopped posting silly things long ago but just remembered a few things that I'd like to delete if only I could somehow find it. Any technical advice on the most thorough way to "disappear" for the not so tech savvy? ThanxDahaarkan wrote: ↑Thu Feb 02, 2023 1:05 pmI just want to warn everybody that it is a good time to start working on disappearing from the internet and remove your digital footprint as much as possible.
Modern justice systems are as always, behind the times and run by retards and old people who are completely out of touch. Literally for 5$ a month anyone can have access to an AI voice cloning tool that mimics a person's voice with frightening accuracy, and all one needs is a sample recording of someone's voice to make this work.
Someone can take you to court and present an AI generated "recording" of you saying whatever they typed into the program to put you in jail. And good luck explaining to the 50 year old diversity hire judge with cerebral palsy how AI software works. These tools will only get more and more accurate with time and people must be aware of this.
Start removing your digital footprint as much as possible. Delete your facebooks, your photos, videos and recordings of you off the internet because we are about to enter a wave of AI generated frauds and false evidence.
You will have kikes coming in here with AI generated Maxine "recordings" before long, mark my words and be aware of this.
Re: Artificial Intelligence (AI)- Do Gods Have AI? [Updated 26th Jan 2023]
The above is a general warning to be careful, but I do not believe that we are all in immediate danger from these things for example. But is good to take certain precautions. I can't really help you, as I am not very tech savvy myself, and have not used social media in a very long time so I don't know how easy or hard it is to delete these things.Shemsu wrote: ↑Sat Feb 04, 2023 6:21 amSo... I'm not that worried about this but still I'd like to play it smart. How would you suggest one does this besides deleting the stuff we've uploaded that we have access to? How about old archived myspace and such? Is there a way to remove archived data? I have no social media, stopped posting silly things long ago but just remembered a few things that I'd like to delete if only I could somehow find it. Any technical advice on the most thorough way to "disappear" for the not so tech savvy? Thanx
Unless you actively make yourself a target, you should be fine, really. Just try to lay low. Play the role of an obedient npc on the surface and keep yourself out of sight and out of mind.
Re: Artificial Intelligence (AI)- Do Gods Have AI? [Updated 26th Jan 2023]
What I have done to find old obscure online things you had or did online is to do a search on some of the names or factors you used in that, for example if it was myspace and you used your name try putting them in the search engine, preferably not google. I joined a forum once and it was exposed right on the search engine within days. I went back and had them delete my post. I avoid Google like the plaque, I NEVER use it. I use Duckduckgo, which recently has been censoring and is run or owned by a kosher man. A good one is www.startpage.com
A Russian search engine works pretty good for many things Yandex.com
Anything you are a member of never use your real name or location and use a FREE protonmail email address. then always use a vpn on your computer. With a VPN you can appear to be located in various places and you can regularly change where your are located so they never know where you live and its an encrypted connection so your ISP does not know what you are looking at online. If you need to do something on one website that is a bit iffy like posting something , then when you are done you switch your VPN to a different location and you basically vanish from that connection. Also use several different browsers. DO NOT USE google chrome for anything, or microsoft browser or Firefox all track your actions and also filter results. Some updates in those browser actually block websites that (((they))) dont want you to look at.
Use only more private browsers like Brave, Vivaldi, Opera or Chromium(linux) if you can learn linux, for an operating system that would be great, and ditch Mac OS and windows Crap that spy on you. If you have various memberships use different info for each one. keep a physical note book with user names and passwords. If you keep passwords on the computer use an encrypted password manager. even with all this I am also gradually withdrawing. I never used Farcebook ever. twitter years ago, a regular waste land. I have lots of web making experience and its good thing to learn as I can pop a new website up in a matter of minutes and keep offline backups of everything so if anything gets taken down you can put it right back up again elsewhere. make all web service accounts as anonymous as possible. If you have to have any social media, close it down and reopen a time later with totally new info. I only ever use it for keeping track of events and happenings and rarely for communicating with unknowns. I love this forum and feel the overwhelming joy every time I come here to read the posts. I have done so much research into all sorts of things over many years and have come to the conclusion that this JOS is the only way to go. After reading for many months so many PDFS in the library I get the big picture. Once you get that its easy to see through all the other bullshit online and how all those parrot-riot christians that think they are working for freedom and taking down the cabal but are really promoting the enemy. They have a rude awakening coming some day, if they are lucky. So regarding the big picture. And I may not say this all correctly as I am still learning but this morning it came clear what the Modus Operandi of the enemy is, and I may be stating the obvious for some, but what the enemy does is upon discovery of anything that is a productive creative freedom producing action or revealing of the facts by the productive people in all areas is then imitated by the (((destroyers)) and then that imitation is used to malign and degrade that concept or action, person or thing or reveal. I see it happen with websites that bring forth a great value, then a similar or copy of it is created and made ridiculous to discredit the original creation. Happens with SS all the time with the hollywood fake satanists. they make it into something vile to deter the population from discovering the true creator. Then the christian parrot-riot intel updates are constantly blaming the satanists for all the stuff that the Jews are really doing. then they become unwitting promoters of Jewish propaganda. According to the parrotriots all the globalist cabal is satanic and nazis, they will have a huge cognitive dissonance happen when they find out their own religion stemming from the Vatican and the inquisition is participating in the destruction of humanity. the same M.O. is implemented by the (((destroyers))) from the largest scenarios to the smallest. OK, enough ranting ......
A Russian search engine works pretty good for many things Yandex.com
Anything you are a member of never use your real name or location and use a FREE protonmail email address. then always use a vpn on your computer. With a VPN you can appear to be located in various places and you can regularly change where your are located so they never know where you live and its an encrypted connection so your ISP does not know what you are looking at online. If you need to do something on one website that is a bit iffy like posting something , then when you are done you switch your VPN to a different location and you basically vanish from that connection. Also use several different browsers. DO NOT USE google chrome for anything, or microsoft browser or Firefox all track your actions and also filter results. Some updates in those browser actually block websites that (((they))) dont want you to look at.
Use only more private browsers like Brave, Vivaldi, Opera or Chromium(linux) if you can learn linux, for an operating system that would be great, and ditch Mac OS and windows Crap that spy on you. If you have various memberships use different info for each one. keep a physical note book with user names and passwords. If you keep passwords on the computer use an encrypted password manager. even with all this I am also gradually withdrawing. I never used Farcebook ever. twitter years ago, a regular waste land. I have lots of web making experience and its good thing to learn as I can pop a new website up in a matter of minutes and keep offline backups of everything so if anything gets taken down you can put it right back up again elsewhere. make all web service accounts as anonymous as possible. If you have to have any social media, close it down and reopen a time later with totally new info. I only ever use it for keeping track of events and happenings and rarely for communicating with unknowns. I love this forum and feel the overwhelming joy every time I come here to read the posts. I have done so much research into all sorts of things over many years and have come to the conclusion that this JOS is the only way to go. After reading for many months so many PDFS in the library I get the big picture. Once you get that its easy to see through all the other bullshit online and how all those parrot-riot christians that think they are working for freedom and taking down the cabal but are really promoting the enemy. They have a rude awakening coming some day, if they are lucky. So regarding the big picture. And I may not say this all correctly as I am still learning but this morning it came clear what the Modus Operandi of the enemy is, and I may be stating the obvious for some, but what the enemy does is upon discovery of anything that is a productive creative freedom producing action or revealing of the facts by the productive people in all areas is then imitated by the (((destroyers)) and then that imitation is used to malign and degrade that concept or action, person or thing or reveal. I see it happen with websites that bring forth a great value, then a similar or copy of it is created and made ridiculous to discredit the original creation. Happens with SS all the time with the hollywood fake satanists. they make it into something vile to deter the population from discovering the true creator. Then the christian parrot-riot intel updates are constantly blaming the satanists for all the stuff that the Jews are really doing. then they become unwitting promoters of Jewish propaganda. According to the parrotriots all the globalist cabal is satanic and nazis, they will have a huge cognitive dissonance happen when they find out their own religion stemming from the Vatican and the inquisition is participating in the destruction of humanity. the same M.O. is implemented by the (((destroyers))) from the largest scenarios to the smallest. OK, enough ranting ......
Re: Artificial Intelligence (AI)- Do Gods Have AI? [Updated 26th Jan 2023]
What I have done to find old obscure online things you had or did online is to do a search on some of the names or factors you used in that, for example if it was myspace and you used your name try putting them in the search engine, preferably not google. I joined a forum once and it was exposed right on the search engine within days. I went back and had them delete my post. I avoid Google like the plaque, I NEVER use it. I use Duckduckgo, which recently has been censoring and is run or owned by a kosher man. A good one is www.startpage.com
A Russian search engine works pretty good for many things Yandex.com
Anything you are a member of never use your real name or location and use a FREE protonmail email address. then always use a vpn on your computer. With a VPN you can appear to be located in various places and you can regularly change where your are located so they never know where you live and its an encrypted connection so your ISP does not know what you are looking at online. If you need to do something on one website that is a bit iffy like posting something , then when you are done you switch your VPN to a different location and you basically vanish from that connection. Also use several different browsers. DO NOT USE google chrome for anything, or microsoft browser or Firefox all track your actions and also filter results. Some updates in those browser actually block websites that (((they))) dont want you to look at.
Use only more private browsers like Brave, Vivaldi, Opera or Chromium(linux) if you can learn linux, for an operating system that would be great, and ditch Mac OS and windows Crap that spy on you. If you have various memberships use different info for each one. keep a physical note book with user names and passwords. If you keep passwords on the computer use an encrypted password manager. even with all this I am also gradually withdrawing. I never used Farcebook ever. twitter years ago, a regular waste land. I have lots of web making experience and its good thing to learn as I can pop a new website up in a matter of minutes and keep offline backups of everything so if anything gets taken down you can put it right back up again elsewhere. make all web service accounts as anonymous as possible. If you have to have any social media, close it down and reopen a time later with totally new info. I only ever use it for keeping track of events and happenings and rarely for communicating with unknowns. I love this forum and feel the overwhelming joy every time I come here to read the posts. I have done so much research into all sorts of things over many years and have come to the conclusion that this JOS is the only way to go. After reading for many months so many PDFS in the library I get the big picture. Once you get that its easy to see through all the other bullshit online and how all those parrot-riot christians that think they are working for freedom and taking down the cabal but are really promoting the enemy. They have a rude awakening coming some day, if they are lucky. So regarding the big picture. And I may not say this all correctly as I am still learning but this morning it came clear what the Modus Operandi of the enemy is, and I may be stating the obvious for some, but what the enemy does is upon discovery of anything that is a productive creative freedom producing action or revealing of the facts by the productive people in all areas is then imitated by the (((destroyers)) and then that imitation is used to malign and degrade that concept or action, person or thing or reveal. I see it happen with websites that bring forth a great value, then a similar or copy of it is created and made ridiculous to discredit the original creation. Happens with SS all the time with the hollywood fake satanists. they make it into something vile to deter the population from discovering the true creator. Then the christian parrot-riot intel updates are constantly blaming the satanists for all the stuff that the Jews are really doing. then they become unwitting promoters of Jewish propaganda. According to the parrotriots all the globalist cabal is satanic and nazis, they will have a huge cognitive dissonance happen when they find out their own religion stemming from the Vatican and the inquisition is participating in the destruction of humanity. the same M.O. is implemented by the (((destroyers))) from the largest scenarios to the smallest. OK, enough ranting ......
A Russian search engine works pretty good for many things Yandex.com
Anything you are a member of never use your real name or location and use a FREE protonmail email address. then always use a vpn on your computer. With a VPN you can appear to be located in various places and you can regularly change where your are located so they never know where you live and its an encrypted connection so your ISP does not know what you are looking at online. If you need to do something on one website that is a bit iffy like posting something , then when you are done you switch your VPN to a different location and you basically vanish from that connection. Also use several different browsers. DO NOT USE google chrome for anything, or microsoft browser or Firefox all track your actions and also filter results. Some updates in those browser actually block websites that (((they))) dont want you to look at.
Use only more private browsers like Brave, Vivaldi, Opera or Chromium(linux) if you can learn linux, for an operating system that would be great, and ditch Mac OS and windows Crap that spy on you. If you have various memberships use different info for each one. keep a physical note book with user names and passwords. If you keep passwords on the computer use an encrypted password manager. even with all this I am also gradually withdrawing. I never used Farcebook ever. twitter years ago, a regular waste land. I have lots of web making experience and its good thing to learn as I can pop a new website up in a matter of minutes and keep offline backups of everything so if anything gets taken down you can put it right back up again elsewhere. make all web service accounts as anonymous as possible. If you have to have any social media, close it down and reopen a time later with totally new info. I only ever use it for keeping track of events and happenings and rarely for communicating with unknowns. I love this forum and feel the overwhelming joy every time I come here to read the posts. I have done so much research into all sorts of things over many years and have come to the conclusion that this JOS is the only way to go. After reading for many months so many PDFS in the library I get the big picture. Once you get that its easy to see through all the other bullshit online and how all those parrot-riot christians that think they are working for freedom and taking down the cabal but are really promoting the enemy. They have a rude awakening coming some day, if they are lucky. So regarding the big picture. And I may not say this all correctly as I am still learning but this morning it came clear what the Modus Operandi of the enemy is, and I may be stating the obvious for some, but what the enemy does is upon discovery of anything that is a productive creative freedom producing action or revealing of the facts by the productive people in all areas is then imitated by the (((destroyers)) and then that imitation is used to malign and degrade that concept or action, person or thing or reveal. I see it happen with websites that bring forth a great value, then a similar or copy of it is created and made ridiculous to discredit the original creation. Happens with SS all the time with the hollywood fake satanists. they make it into something vile to deter the population from discovering the true creator. Then the christian parrot-riot intel updates are constantly blaming the satanists for all the stuff that the Jews are really doing. then they become unwitting promoters of Jewish propaganda. According to the parrotriots all the globalist cabal is satanic and nazis, they will have a huge cognitive dissonance happen when they find out their own religion stemming from the Vatican and the inquisition is participating in the destruction of humanity. the same M.O. is implemented by the (((destroyers))) from the largest scenarios to the smallest. OK, enough ranting ......
Re: Artificial Intelligence (AI)- Do Gods Have AI? [Updated 26th Jan 2023]
The information contained on this post about the technology of the gods is very interesting and can not be found elsewhere on the Internet.
And the best, it is real. It is not ogus bogus just for entertainement purpose which is fine too. It is not a game review. It is not a science fiction movie's sinopsys. It is the description of a high tech that really exist somewhere.
I love these crazy but real stuff bearing fantasy.
One of the things that inspire me to meditate is to be at the edge of the common sense. Always being aware of something new and surprising. Constantly being able to step the Stage and present something cool. It may be an exciting sensation for me and for others. It may feel like being a child when everything is new.
The negative part is having to deal with immature souls that dont want to play fair the game of life. Despite it not being a game, many perceive it as one.
I had an uncouscious personal issue to show off myself. To express my abilities, projects, qualities, good ideas...I didnt want to "hurt" someone. Like jealous people. I would not counciously think like that but I acted like that. I had heartfelt ideas but didnt express them in any way. At the same time, I desired the attention of specific people.
It was as if I just wanted to be in the pledge. Just clapping and observing people performing. I wish I could meet the performers and know them better. However when I approached them in a passionate way like a fan, despite being polite, they could not express the same for me. They would be like "Who are you?". I just accepted that I could not have their attention but didnt asked myself why.
But with time, I realised that I loved people because they expressed themselves. They showed up. If they didnt, I would just be curious or anything. I wouldnt know them.
I noticed that these people that I love are waiting for me to step the Stage and make my show. And I should do it for them, not for the haters. So this way I can be known and loved back.
It may seem obvious for some but for me it wasnt.
And the best, it is real. It is not ogus bogus just for entertainement purpose which is fine too. It is not a game review. It is not a science fiction movie's sinopsys. It is the description of a high tech that really exist somewhere.
I love these crazy but real stuff bearing fantasy.
One of the things that inspire me to meditate is to be at the edge of the common sense. Always being aware of something new and surprising. Constantly being able to step the Stage and present something cool. It may be an exciting sensation for me and for others. It may feel like being a child when everything is new.
The negative part is having to deal with immature souls that dont want to play fair the game of life. Despite it not being a game, many perceive it as one.
I had an uncouscious personal issue to show off myself. To express my abilities, projects, qualities, good ideas...I didnt want to "hurt" someone. Like jealous people. I would not counciously think like that but I acted like that. I had heartfelt ideas but didnt express them in any way. At the same time, I desired the attention of specific people.
It was as if I just wanted to be in the pledge. Just clapping and observing people performing. I wish I could meet the performers and know them better. However when I approached them in a passionate way like a fan, despite being polite, they could not express the same for me. They would be like "Who are you?". I just accepted that I could not have their attention but didnt asked myself why.
But with time, I realised that I loved people because they expressed themselves. They showed up. If they didnt, I would just be curious or anything. I wouldnt know them.
I noticed that these people that I love are waiting for me to step the Stage and make my show. And I should do it for them, not for the haters. So this way I can be known and loved back.
It may seem obvious for some but for me it wasnt.