Mel4Satan wrote: ↑
Fri Jun 18, 2021 4:35 am
Your words are always valuable and intent on guiding us all on the right path.
Being honest, it made me have the courage to open up a current condition of my existence, even if it causes me to be rejected. Which would bring me deep pain, as no other path made so much sense to me.
The fact is, I had a relationship with a person, and he lied to me about his origins. Even before I learned the truth through Joy of Satan, I didn't like jws, and I always condemned myself for it. Not anymore. This guy lied, and I ended up having a baby with him. Only after that did I know all the dirt on his family. It is an extremely lying, schizophrenic, hateful race. They are lying about me in court, and those who know the truth simply agree to lie. The child's paternal grandmother is completely crazy and wants to take my child unaccompanied, and I fear very much for that. He is only 6 years old, completed yesterday, the day when yet another injustice happened in the process. I am writing all of this as I need to know how spiritually committed I am to having a child with jwn blood. I also confess that the child is difficult to deal with, I clearly see the bad influence of his racial origin. I feel very sad that I got involved with these people, it was the worst thing I've ever done in my life and I'm very worried.
I did not answer earlier because this is a serious topic.
This situation is a very difficult one, and it's one of the biggest mistakes that could have occurred.
Before one knows what is going on, things like this may have already occurred in one's life. And as life has it, not everything can change and many things require a lot of effort to turn around. This is one of the very serious situations where this happens. Many Gentiles, and even successful Gentiles, are in the same situation like you find yourself now into.
Condemning yourself is not going to do much to change the situation now, but you can have a future plan on how to do the obligation to your mistakes and then move on.
In regards to the child, it is now existing and this means one has to follow the necessary human obligations for raising it. This involves you and the partner. You want to stay within the law. The child will be of age of independence after a point, and you will be able to fully move on with life.
After this time, it goes beyond saying, you should never do the same mistake again.
Children after a point grow of age, and they can live on their own. How much of the display of the enemy may display in the personality is ranging. Depending on how you treat it, it may make matters worse.
Abandoning a child can cause serious legal and other issues, which will make the situation even worse. What is the only plausible solution, is to go for partial custody, so the other parent shares part or most of the responsibilities of the child as well.
Disregard impractical and negative advice that will dig the hole deeper than it already is, even legally so. If you leave and so on, this may cause other implications, which may or may not be possible in your situation. Just raise it as you would raise any other child, but without the expectations involved. Do everything within legal ability to keep the connections at a minimal with the abusive ex partner and so on.
To give you an example, Trump loves his daughter, and his daughter went on with a Jew, and they later collaborated to backstab him pretty much all his political career. This is only an example of how these things can go. They treated him lower than an enemy, or a stranger. The strong jewish influence was major here.
His sons were not in this case, and they never did this. His most mistreated daughter which was with another wife, who was not jewish, did not do that either. He spoiled the jew affiliated one that much, and still, she majorly attempted to subvert him regardless of her being her father.
You are still an individual in this case and you must know what to expect and how to help yourself out of this. If this matter is treated with blind emotion, chances are extremely high you will end up really hurt.
The racial origins of a child can cause a lot of crazy behaviors, which if you are emotionally unguarded, may cause you serious emotional damage, or financial damage etc. The amount of jewish blood and the negative accumulated traits will decide how much this influence manifests.
By raising the child in a specific way, you might be able to circumvent these influences. Eventually they might come out, but you want to be distant by that point. They will always be there, but they may sleep latent. You want to keep these latent until you have moved away.
The best advice here is to go for minimal damage to you and your life. This ordeal ends when the child is at the age of maturity, where your obligations to it do end.