Darkpagan666 wrote:What is your experience with merkaba?
Although I never felt a drop of energy from MerKaBa, nothing at all. I will say I spent about a year and half almost two years performing it. It takes about 2 minutes or so to perform.
I mentioned this before but I've had my run ins with MerKaBa dating back to my high school days in 2004. I had to stop doing it after a few days cause weird negative mentality would pop up. I'm not the nicest person, I might seem nice but inside my head especially back in my teenage years was dwelling on a lot of negative things. All those years have passed and my mind isn't as negative as before but it still pretty much is.
But here is a funny thing. I just recently went through my Saturn Return and I felt nothing. I'll admit as Ascendant Sagittarius I do have Jupiter on my side kinda like Saturn Ascendant people who hardly suffer much due to Saturn.
Is it possible the 2015/16 till about 2017 or so maybe 2018 modified me? Is it possible I sorta sublimated/vibrated out of existence my Saturn Return. I hear about people like Lydia posting annihilating your Saturn with many meditations and words of power. But I literally felt nothing negative in my recent times. In fact my life is pretty much the same.
TL;DR: Did MerKaBa for almost two years recently as of the last few years, now wondering if I sorta eliminated Saturn Return and negative planet influences.
I recently did MerKaBa for F-RTR and I stopped doing it cause I got concerned about being ready or not. It's a wonderful, great meditation don't get me wrong just kinda surprised by how subtle it affects me.
I wish I felt it surging through me but non the less like some who've replied to me just because you don't feel anything doesn't mean spiritually something happened.
I'd wager to say my soul is cleaner than before but not at anything high level perhaps cleaner than normal people. Still I don't feel anything from cleaning and it's possible I clean half-assed which is the best I can do, I try my best to clean.
Would I mess with MerKaBa again, if I was a proper meditator and had a lot of experience I would. I love the meditation it's my favorite but it has it's negatives not it's fault more on the fault of the person.