Hey how
Do I boost my confidence
It's been a struggle as a ss
And I barely have confidence
I don't believe in myself
Self esteem
Re: Self esteem
This is much more complex.But if you want a shortcut,you can use the magic word "I don t give a s**t".Sonofsatanshadow wrote: ↑Sun May 29, 2022 1:20 amHey how
Do I boost my confidence
It's been a struggle as a ss
And I barely have confidence
I don't believe in myself

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Re: Self esteem
What exactly makes you feel that way?Sonofsatanshadow wrote: ↑Sun May 29, 2022 1:20 amHey how
Do I boost my confidence
It's been a struggle as a ss
And I barely have confidence
I don't believe in myself
There can be many reasons for this situation. Check your birth chart and see what causes this, often a debilitated Sun, Mars or even Mercury may create such feelings. These can be fixed with Squares, Runes, Munka workings, etc.
You mentioned you struggle as SS, what does this mean?
Do you lack the discipline and consistency that your routine requires? You may want to work with the Nauthiz Rune if that is the case. Program it to boost your self-discipline, determination and force of will.
Do you lack the energy, the vitality? You can work with the Sowilo Rune, Sun Squares are also helpful. Cleaning and empowering the Solar Chakra is also a good idea. The Sun rules over one‘s confidence, so this can also be used to directly boost your confidence.
Other ways to increase your self-confidence is by having a healthy lifestyle - don't eat junk food, don't smoke or drink alcohol, and don't do drugs. Any form of physical exercise will naturally boost your self-confidence, especially weight lifting. It also builds discipline.
Learn more about this path, the more knowledge you have, the more confident you will be in your ability.
Engaging in productive activities, in general, makes you feel more confident. Set new goals. Achieve them. Learn new skills and execute them to improve your life. This boosts your confidence too.
Self-hypnosis may also be needed.
High Priestess Maxine Dietrich wrote: When one encounters problems and obstacles, one should go to the bottom of this and every night before going to sleep, affirm 20-30 times when relaxed, for example: "I have perfect concentration."
Other affirmations for example- "I am always highly motivated and I always meditate every day", “I always have time to do quality meditations", “I am able to enter deep trances easily" you get the general idea. Remember, affirmations should always be in the present tense because the subconscious mind and soul do not have a time frame such as in the future tense "will" happen. Always make your affirmations in the present tense.
Before sleeping, affirmations should be done some 25-30 times for 40 days straight.
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Re: Self esteem
By increasing fire, such as working on your solar chakra, breath of fire pranayama, and boosting Mars or Sun energies in your soul.Sonofsatanshadow wrote: ↑Sun May 29, 2022 1:20 amHey how
Do I boost my confidence
It's been a struggle as a ss
And I barely have confidence
I don't believe in myself
Regardless of what you feel about your energy, do not doubt it. Energy acts basically instantly based on your intentions. It is the same as when you move your arm, the nervous system simply sends the energy without any doubt.
When you do your work, you can even subtly spin your solar chakra to aid your willpower as you manipulate energy, such as during your affirmations.
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Re: Self esteem
Then does that mean it is pointless to add to an affirmation "Now" as in some of the former multiple-RTR technologies used before 2018 F-RTR later on with a few RTR.Blitzkreig [JG] wrote: ↑Tue May 31, 2022 10:33 pmEnergy acts basically instantly based on your intentions.
I ask because I along with a number of members don't understand affirmations.
Not literally don't think of me as literally we don't understand. A present tense maybe even a past tense wording affects the composition of energy to perform an action i.e. conscious willing of action along with visual prowess to imprint a metaphysical effect.
But what I don't understand is the use of power words is it K.i.s.s(Keep it Simple Stupid) or can we fluff up our affirmations.
For example the RTR or an affirmation uses XYZ (now) totally, completely, and permanently.
Does energy aggrandize and multiply and mutate with each successive date of action and then fire off? or does energy fire off and do it (now) is redundant and merely a power effect.
In other words say I perform a ritual for money. Does the green with hints of gold programmed raised Fehu energy ride out and fire off building up until a critical mass and then it works, in other words does spiritual properties pertain to a "nuclear" critical mass release. Or does it come out instantly and simply waveform increase in power.
If I used the action word "now" does it fire off into the Universe to shape reality and affecting it immediately. Or is "now" even needed.
If XYZ Fehu green with hints of gold for XYZ days. Does a simple proper affirmation and metaphysical imprint does it work immediately with say low XYZ number of reps, affirmation, and directing to promote lower rep higher power use of lesser energy for more. Or does any rep build and build and build and then when the critical mass actuates it affects reality.
I've always thought from one side that lower or higher reps what you choose plus the affirmation and directing. Shapes reality and continuously builds it up until reality is sufficiently affected and on your soul that it generates a new dimensionality of effects.
That is one example.
The other effect is you need to hold the energy back not affect reality and only when it reaches a threshold fire off affecting reality.
I HAVE read of precocious members actually receiving or finding tidbits of money or financially sound properties quiet early on.
Which in essence would be scenario 1. Any and all efforts to shape reality affect reality thus reality is fluid in nature and can resonate affect with little to no effect.
In other words it does not require a critical mass or a supermassive volume of dimensional shifting to bring the desired reality.
Excuse me if I complicated simply does it require a critical mass effect or is energy affecting reality immediately like a pebble across a lake. Yes it builds up but shouldn't the energy build up in one dense point and affect reality. Or are we simply achieving a critical mass inside our bodies or micro-cosmic to affect macro-cosmic and generate the sufficient capture of say money or financial properties.
I usually state money as most people's problems seem money to simplify the conversation.

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Re: Self esteem
HPS Maxine has stated that workings do build in energy over time, but in reality, you do not have to concern yourself with this. In my understanding, energy acts as soon as you affirm and direct it (the 3 steps of witchcraft), but the manner it acts depends on the programming. If you overthink what the energy is doing, you can add additional and unnecessary restraints to it.
Therefore, it is best to focus solely on your objective. What exactly do you want to manifest? Then, you can add conditional factors to it. Would you rather the energy work sooner or later? Permanent or not? How broad do you want your results, or are you focusing on something very specific?
The more requirements you add to your energy, the harder it may be to get your desired result. Yet, if you continue the working, you will get your result in time. Stronger souls have an easier time getting quicker or more powerful results.
In regards to the RTR, it is more useful to immediately start weakening the letters, rather than wait for some large and climatic event. This is due to the nature of the letters and their use in enemy magic.
Hopefully, I answered you sufficiently. I am not a God and cannot see the full mechanics of the energy, but I at least can understand its practical application, through my experience and others.
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Re: Self esteem
No you did answer in fact it confirmed my suspicions on the theorem. In essence you almost went into a tangent on mutagenic properties.Blitzkreig [JG] wrote: ↑Mon Jun 13, 2022 3:51 pmHPS Maxine has stated that workings do build in energy over time, but in reality, you do not have to concern yourself with this. In my understanding, energy acts as soon as you affirm and direct it (the 3 steps of witchcraft), but the manner it acts depends on the programming. If you overthink what the energy is doing, you can add additional and unnecessary restraints to it.
Therefore, it is best to focus solely on your objective. What exactly do you want to manifest? Then, you can add conditional factors to it. Would you rather the energy work sooner or later? Permanent or not? How broad do you want your results, or are you focusing on something very specific?
The more requirements you add to your energy, the harder it may be to get your desired result. Yet, if you continue the working, you will get your result in time. Stronger souls have an easier time getting quicker or more powerful results.
In regards to the RTR, it is more useful to immediately start weakening the letters, rather than wait for some large and climatic event. This is due to the nature of the letters and their use in enemy magic.
Hopefully, I answered you sufficiently. I am not a God and cannot see the full mechanics of the energy, but I at least can understand its practical application, through my experience and others.
Such as for example RTR technology creating issues which require a mutation phase where SHTF moment for everyone and everything only to coalesce into a fix period.
Like a destruction phase entering into a reconstruction phase.
Either way you provide an interesting distilled version. I'm assuming visualization + certain power phrases can drastically alter the effects.
Frankly sometimes I think some of the affirmations are overly complicated for our levels. Maybe in advanced World teachings and education on reality shaping is simplified for each level until sufficient efforts are done to affect reality later on.
For example telling a little kid to protect themselves in a complex and difficult manner is much different than rectifying an adult with simple, intermediate, and advanced data to create a protection.
In simplest terms a child who is in spiritual education might be trained to focus on simple things for example an apple is red do you see it now use that color to see the base chakra. An older child might be told if your chakra is dull in color focus on a more brilliant iridescent red.
Silly example but I'm trying to keep it simple.
In your response there seems to be abilities to critically assert matter or even outright NOW efforts. Depending on the situation.
Kinda like HP.Cobra and a few members mentioned over the years take it nice and easy and slowly. For example spending 3 months working on lower reps of chakras is far better then doing a week of high reps and then quitting a least with 3 months you harnessed a period of time to affect yourself and discipline yourself.
Anyways I overly complicated things but I appreciate the response you answered my question in my own world I understand your response intuitively and very well but expressing myself is difficult.
I wish I can put my astro chart stuff on the site and have it answered and whatnot but I understand the danger. Maybe my mercurial properties and difficulty of external expression due to retrogrades and whatnot is an explanation and understanding on fixing it repenting(metanoir) through fixing it through work.
Anyways thanks.

Why are we memetically assaulted into a lump labelled Fascism. Do you, pinko, know what Fascism really is

Fascism = State first = Totalitarian
National socialism = O.R.I.O.N. = Our Race Is Our Nation.
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Communism is political Judiasm!
Zionism is Jewish supremacy!
National Socialism is political Satanism!
O.R.I.O.N. is Gentile Supremacy with respect to other Racial-Nations!
Xtianity is preparation for Communism!
Xtianity is Communism with a tinsel of metaphysics!
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Re: Self esteem
Yes, Mercury retrograde in the natal chart can do this. Also, Mercury in a bad sign is not always conducive to communication, either.Gear88 wrote: ↑Tue Jun 14, 2022 5:18 pmAnyways I overly complicated things but I appreciate the response you answered my question in my own world I understand your response intuitively and very well but expressing myself is difficult.
I wish I can put my astro chart stuff on the site and have it answered and whatnot but I understand the danger. Maybe my mercurial properties and difficulty of external expression due to retrogrades and whatnot is an explanation and understanding on fixing it repenting(metanoir) through fixing it through work.
Anyways thanks.
Besides getting hung up on what elements your planets are in, look at what signs they SHOULD be in. Also, check any aspects.
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My Mercury is in an earth sign, for example, but there are many major aspects that further alter this. One part of your chart can restrict communications, whereas another can accelerate or compensate. There are actually many factors involved like this.
It is more complicated than just simply tallying up the number of earth planets, air planets, and so on, then trying to draw conclusions that way. Instead, each planet and house should be individually analyzed to get a full idea.
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