AskSatanOperator
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Because of family problems that happened to me when I was younger, nowadays it is a little difficult for me to communicate with the gods or to hear them in a clearer way. I've had incredibly clear and nice communications happen to me but it probably stumps me in some way. They were always very strict with me and basically everything was my fault, even today it kind of happens, so I basically think that the gods are like that with me a lot of times.They helped me a lot and were very patient with me and I love them and thank them for that, but I wish I could remove that and not have that kind of thinking sometimes. Many times I end up putting Father Satan in the image of my biological father ( my biological father always spoke very harshly to me, never protected me from absolutely nothing, everything I said he basically made jokes and never took me very seriously among others ). I get desperate when something happens because I'm practically alone and without any human help around and I get extremely distressed when I ask for help from the gods because I think I'm always in the way.
One day I was talking to a classmate and he knew about my missing father and said that even though I had that missing, I had another father who was taking care of me and that I could always count on him and other beautiful things.
English is not my first language and I have to use de Translator. Sorry
One day I was talking to a classmate and he knew about my missing father and said that even though I had that missing, I had another father who was taking care of me and that I could always count on him and other beautiful things.
English is not my first language and I have to use de Translator. Sorry