Lasollor wrote: ↑
Sat Jun 26, 2021 9:58 am
I am basically unable to do (verbal) meditations & most physical meditations due to privacy and random distractions, I still live in my parents house in mid-late 20's.
Rtr's are a no go as well unless I whisper them (literally under wraps of my bed or with radio drowning out my breath) untill I'm distracted by people to go help somewhere. ..
The only thing I can do is translations after my 3-to-4$ a day job. But I have to ask Is it ALONE enough for Satan. Will he be able to understand and develop me with out meditations or show me how to astral project & let me advance in the astral (where I believe I'll be undisturbed). Will translation alone be enough for blessings.
Knowing in my situation I can't serve him and the gods 100% and advance..
You indeed have a very harsh life so is really difficult for someone to give you advices because most people don't know how it is to face such circumstances. My opinion is that if you wish and have the time to do RTRs, you can go in a place where is nobody, like in a park or maybe in your garden in you live at a house. Find an excuse if your parents ask you where you go so can stay there to do RTRs, if that's possible. I don't know to tell how much the Gods appreciate you for translations alone but as HP Hooded Cobra stated these translations are very important for the Gods, especially considering that you are one person translating in a language spoken probably by hundreds of millions of people. For the Gods I am sure that you are infinitely more important comparing to a random goy who is worshipping the jewish thoughtforms (and these random goys represent probably over 95% of the world population).You can do a ritual to Satan where you can ask Him if is possible to up-lift you (and why not your family) from your current state, although if you live in a mostly poor country this move might be difficult to realize psysically but you never know where help or opportunities might arise from as this is how the Gods workings are manifesting.
Also in my opinion if you don't sleep with someone in the same bed you might be able to do rituals and meditations mentally. I say this because I had myself to sleep with someone else in the same bed (and live with them in the same room) and I couldn't do anything, no meditations, no RTRs. Otherwise they would see me trying to hide the screen from their view and they would get suspicious, it happened once. I was only doing RTRs rarely when they were not home. You can simply concentrate and vibrate the words in your mind, while concentrating on destroying the letters in the same time (ideally for this you shouldn't use your phone if you stay with someone in the same bed). Same with the meditations, you can do visualization exercises, even breathing exercises, you can spin your chakras to clean or empower them, you can breath in energy in the aura and soul. Void meditation is extremely important in this case because without it your mind can be way more easily distracted. When you do void meditation on a daily basis you will find it way more easily to concentrate. You can read from here all meditations and informations about them.
https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.co ... Aware.html
In this regard you can instead do the 6 months meditation program as it is already organised from beginner to advanced. The mention here is that you would do only exercises that can be performed mentally. https://web.archive.org/web/20160303200 ... ining.html
There is also a more simple 40 days beginner meditation program
https://satanisgod.org/hp_hooded_cobra_ ... rogram.pdf
You can try to do these in your bed like before sleeping if nobody is bothering you and you have enough privacy so that nobody is directly looking at you while you stay in the bed, meaning that you can do these even if someone is in the room with you as long as you won't look suspicious while meditating or doing RTRs. But if you are able to be alone in a place like a garden or a park with nobody around, that will be safer. You might also vibrate RTRs or runes with a very low voice, I also do vibrate with a low voice because otherwise I can be heard. But I assure you if your mind is very focused on your meditation or RTR it will still be very effective even with a lower voice. Also the Rituals to the Gods you can do at anytime. You can also simply look into Satan's Sigil and `speak` to it as if you spoke to Satan Himself. I can confirm this also effective when attempting to reach Satan.
Here you can find His sigils.
https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.co ... Satan.html
If you have any other issues like this, concerning your life or anything related you can also ask in the Joy of Satan 666 sub-forum where many members are reading the new posts daily, so you can eventually get multiple opinions and advices.