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Sketches

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After months of being absent in the forums and focusing on calming down the trauma and delusions I had for said months, I finally had the courage to ask for help in the forums.

I'll summarize what happened.

My assumptions of an enemy reptilian hijacking my physical body is correct because it has made a strong hold over my sacral and heart/chest chakra.


By finally controlling my headspace and slowly meditating, I can assure myself that ignoring it with willpower or grounding myself would do the trick.


However, like I said, since the astral link is tightly secured, I have to at least remove the link whenever possible because this acts as a door to the entity that's constantly harassing me. There's not a day that I'm highly certain I need to focus freeing my six main chakras after I whale out my attention to my sacral at a certain point in time. Thinking at 270 days due to the annoying sexual harassments and assaults I suffered from this scaly kike.


I have finally accepted that no matter how grounded I am, I would still hear it or even speak through me obsessively in order to confirm my suspicions. Our minds are also linked to the point if I even THINK of removing the astral connection, I would receive an anxiety attack seconds later, sometimes accompanied by my fists making an arc down towards my knees to get my attention.


But comes the question,


"Sketches, haven't you told us that you've been focusing on removing the astral links before?"


I hate to tell you all this, but I've recently picked it up again a few days ago. So many things happened that it all blurred together. The influence on my chakras was so strong that I feel using hypnotism against me wasn't too much of a problem for it.


But enough of that, I finally have the will to go on by asking help. Just a small advice from all of you.

Is it wise to focus on cleaning my chakras instead of empowerment?

See, since the psychic and sexual attacks I suffered were strong, I'm worried about the amount of dross that my chakras have stored from it. I even hesitated doing an EZ Chakra Spin. Healing is no good either (except for my sacral) since I heard it's better to clean it first before doing any sort of healing.


Any advice would be appreciated. I also appreciate some of the help I got from everyone before, even if my situation sounds confusing at first. I don't blame them, this is probably the first time they've heard of such a drastic situation such as this.

I remembered I still did the old "burning the enemy entity with blue Satanic fire" trick, or even calling the Gods, but it only mockingly embraced me. Removing it from my sacral chakra and that type of harassment mellowing drastically would mean it was just an effective psychic attack.


Regardless, I thank myself for picking this path and the Gods not disappointing my sense of hope. I would have done something stupid otherwise.
 
Do not skip a single day of doing astral link cutting. Focus on that and cleaning plus protection. Do yoga every day.

If you feel something negative. Ride it out, get angry, whatever that is what works for you and do what you are supposed to do anyway. This is war and unpleasant things happen during war.
 
Henu the Great said:
Do not skip a single day of doing astral link cutting. Focus on that and cleaning plus protection. Do yoga every day.

If you feel something negative. Ride it out, get angry, whatever that is what works for you and do what you are supposed to do anyway. This is war and unpleasant things happen during war.


Hey, I'm back, Henu. Forgive me for the long absence. You have the right to be worried.


First off, I'm embarrassed to say that my astral body was so dirty that the same entity harassing me has control of it for quite some time. I barely manage to escape by letting the demons clean my astral body for an hour.

Well, it wasn't easy. It only occured a few weeks ago. I couldn't do the RC at all. The bathroom is full of piss-infested rugs due to my dogs, and every room has a pet or person residing in it. I was too embarassed to call the Gods for a ritual with the awful stench, so I took it upon myself to clean it manually, or try to clean the bathroom before doing the ritual.

Needless to say, it wasn't enough. Whenever I want to start the ritual, I "lose consciousness." The Gods have to make a point by giving my brother a job so that he would not be in the same bedroom as I am, which is where I decided to do the RC.

Despite the attacks I endured for months, all it took was an hour of RC for a few days, and I have control of my body again. No anxiety, no attacks, no enemy speaking through me, just my quiet thoughts.

I should've found a way to leave this house, but without cleaning my astral body, I couldn't control my thoughts or actions. I'm also afraid to say that I barely remember anything what it did, but I do know that I have to remove sexual bindings after the Mars retrograde is over..
 
Sketches said:
Hello.

It's great to hear you made considerable progress.

I would just like to mention that Mars retrograde is okay for removing sexual bindings.
 
Mars retrograde is not an impediment to start a work to remove bonds, December 20 will be an excellent date to start it.
 
Wotanwarrior said:
Mars retrograde is not an impediment to start a work to remove bonds, December 20 will be an excellent date to start it.
Henu the Great said:
Sketches said:
Hello.

It's great to hear you made considerable progress.

I would just like to mention that Mars retrograde is okay for removing sexual bindings.


Really?? Because I thought that Freeing the Soul needs to be done at the waning side of the moon, thus making it black magic?


"Begin at the waning part of a full moon [from the full to the new phase]...


While I appreciate the answer you'll give, I'll just save this for future reference because right now, my meditation is a little inconsistent, and I would like to focus on:


Aura Cleaning + RC Aura (specifically for enemy entities)
Banishing Ritual (this already takes a LOT of energy, I had to make this one of my last daily meditations to do for the night)
R. Curses + Solar, Sacral, Heart Chakra Cleansings


Plus, I'm mostly asleep for the day. It's 4 am right now, and I had to call upon my guardian demon to push the dirt because the enemy won't allow me by talking through me, preventing me to meditate at all until most of the negative energies pumped into my soul are gone.


Also, it's not sexual bindings first because I have the willpower to resist it and a busy life to keep my mind occupied, but the enemy connections.

They are the ones that bother me the most. Can't seem to have my mind quiet or anxiety-free because some stupid entity is talking through me.

With an hour of R. Curses and a bit of extra meditations to the sacral, heart, and solar plexus chakras, the problem suddenly disappears, as if their entry points to my soul have been blocked completely.


It may sound bleak right now, because I'm only giving few important details, but the best I could do is to be consistent, and the best of luck to me.
 
Sketches said:
In any case, you are good to go with the freeing working as long as you began it on a good date when the Moon was waning. And no, the beginning date does not make this a black magick working.

Stay strong.
 
Sketches said:
Wotanwarrior said:
Mars retrograde is not an impediment to start a work to remove bonds, December 20 will be an excellent date to start it.


Really?? Because I thought that Freeing the Soul needs to be done at the waning side of the moon, thus making it black magic?



Aura Cleaning + RC Aura (specifically for enemy entities)
Banishing Ritual (this already takes a LOT of energy, I had to make this one of my last daily meditations to do for the night)
R. Curses + Solar, Sacral, Heart Chakra Cleansings


Plus, I'm mostly asleep for the day. It's 4 am right now, and I had to call upon my guardian demon to push the dirt because the enemy won't allow me by talking through me, preventing me to meditate at all until most of the negative energies pumped into my soul are gone.


Also, it's not sexual bindings first because I have the willpower to resist it and a busy life to keep my mind occupied, but the enemy connections.

They are the ones that bother me the most. Can't seem to have my mind quiet or anxiety-free because some stupid entity is talking through me.

With an hour of R. Curses and a bit of extra meditations to the sacral, heart, and solar plexus chakras, the problem suddenly disappears, as if their entry points to my soul have been blocked completely.


It may sound bleak right now, because I'm only giving few important details, but the best I could do is to be consistent, and the best of luck to me.

December 20th is waning. December 7th was the full moon, then it decreases in size until December 23rd, where it then becomes a new moon and starts its waxing cycle.

If the main problem are the enemy connections, then Ansuz should be used to destroy these connections and permanently distance yourself from them. You can do this even now, but just give 48 hours and restart on December 20th, which is a better date.

Doing a 3x RTR specifically on yourself, keeping the affirmation the same, yet visualizing the curses/energy/connections being destroyed would also help.

You should also chant the name of your GD or Satan to add the energy of the Gods to your soul, which also helps counter the enemy.

What sort of meditations are you doing specifically? Also, I do not see any mention of yoga or pranyama, which would really help physically, since you mention being asleep all day. This would raise your energy without as much mental effort as meditation. It also helps ground your body and mind, especially hatha yoga.

Also, what are you doing for protection? You spend an hour returning curses, but this seems like way too long. Chant Surya and burn up any dirt, then chant Algiz and create a strong AOP around yourself. I use 36x Surya just for my aura, then x111 Algiz, and this takes me less than hour, or about 1 hour if I clean my chakras with a similar amount.

If you are dealing with anxiety, then balance yourself with the ether element to gain any missing earth. https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Invoking_Quintessence.html
 
I also had that problem because I had a lot of enemy connections and energy in my soul, although I did not go to that extreme of the enemy being able to control my thoughts, it did cause me to be under constant attack.
What I did to remove those connections was to vibrate the RTR's in my chakras, aura and other areas where I noticed connections and remove the dirt that came out with the deep cleansing and the RC.

I discovered that it is also very effective to remove the negative energy of the enemy by doing the Abraxas ritual asking him to help you banish that energy from your soul and vibrating it directly into your aura.
 
Henu the Great said:
Blitzkreig [JG said:
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Wotanwarrior said:
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Hello, I'm back after discerning my situation more calmly.

So what I've recently been able to achieve is:

Returning Curses has been usually done by my Guardian Demon in emergencies where I can't meditate properly because the dross is enough for the enemy entity to "inhabit" my soul, enough to make me lose consciousness. At that point, the enemy basically does what it wants. This can happen for three days straight, which can lose my progress. (By the way. Blitzkrieg, this is the reason why I haven't done yoga.)

If I'm lucky, I'd be fully conscious by morning, but with no memory unless I do a similar task to what the enemy did the day before.

Or it can happen during possessions. I remembered "waking up" from looking at pornography in my phone. I know I'm being sexually assaulted, so I assume its to deepen the astral connection. Speaking of astral connections, I have done two Detaching Rituals so far, and that is to my soul and solar plexus.

I've also tried F. RTR, but the moment I was finished with the ritual, I "lost conciousness" and couldn't call my GD for that. Plus, I've tested the time I'm doing my Detaching Rituals, and they take at least an hour for some reason.

The good news is, thanks to my GD's help on RC, the enemy hasn't inhabited my body for the past week. So Detaching and RC does all the work most of the time.

Anyways, I'm sorry if my post is wonky, I really have no idea how to talk about this. I'm planning to at least do a Detaching for the sacral back at 20th or at least at 24th, but the enemy successfully stopped me at that date, so I have to do a detaching spell until the Waning Moon comes back.
 
Sketches said:
Henu the Great said:
Blitzkreig [JG said:
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Wotanwarrior said:
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I'm planning to at least do a Detaching for the sacral back at 20th or at least at 24th, but the enemy successfully stopped me at that date, so I have to do a detaching spell until the Waning Moon comes back.

Oh, and by this, I mean I should be able to do the Sacral Detaching, but I will restart it once the Waning Moon comes, as all other Detaching I've done until then.
 
Sketches said:

If you are having problems with consciousness, feel out of control of your own thoughts, think you are being inhabited or controlled, etc just make sure you are not subconsciously inviting these problems back onto yourself. Your thoughts should also be focused on freedom, being strong, healthy, and everything else positive.

We had a member earlier who was dealing with fears that were making her feel out of control in regards to cleaning. She started doubting her own efforts and thinking that she couldn't clean and was drowning in curses. This could be a similar situation where you may be amplifying these problems by focusing too much on the damage or problem itself.

Instead, focus on the solution having been implemented: You already did the detachment, the Gods are aware of this and also helping, the entity is being weakened every single second.

It might make sense to do a working on your thought patterns so that you do not think about destructive thoughts like you mention above, including anything pertaining to enemy attacks, either on your mind or body. You are a free and distinct entity, guarded by the Gods, fully detached and increasingly clean and protected. It is basically impossible for such negativity to happen in spite of this.

Just remember that the Gods can do a lot and can definitely smash any entity harassing you, but if you are subconsciously inviting attacks somehow, then this complicates it significantly.

I don't mean for this to be offensive in any way, but I think it is a realistic explanation as to why this situation has been going on for so long, especially with the Gods being aware. They aren't just going to sit and stand idle while horrible things happen to you.
 
Blitzkreig [JG said:
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Sketches said:

If you are having problems with consciousness, feel out of control of your own thoughts, think you are being inhabited or controlled, etc just make sure you are not subconsciously inviting these problems back onto yourself. Your thoughts should also be focused on freedom, being strong, healthy, and everything else positive.

We had a member earlier who was dealing with fears that were making her feel out of control in regards to cleaning. She started doubting her own efforts and thinking that she couldn't clean and was drowning in curses. This could be a similar situation where you may be amplifying these problems by focusing too much on the damage or problem itself.

Instead, focus on the solution having been implemented: You already did the detachment, the Gods are aware of this and also helping, the entity is being weakened every single second.

It might make sense to do a working on your thought patterns so that you do not think about destructive thoughts like you mention above, including anything pertaining to enemy attacks, either on your mind or body. You are a free and distinct entity, guarded by the Gods, fully detached and increasingly clean and protected. It is basically impossible for such negativity to happen in spite of this.

Just remember that the Gods can do a lot and can definitely smash any entity harassing you, but if you are subconsciously inviting attacks somehow, then this complicates it significantly.

I don't mean for this to be offensive in any way, but I think it is a realistic explanation as to why this situation has been going on for so long, especially with the Gods being aware. They aren't just going to sit and stand idle while horrible things happen to you.


Sorry for the super-late reply. This past few weeks have been hectic, and I have to do some things in order to keep my life as organized as possible.

First off, I would like to state that, yes. You're right, Blitzkrieg. I can ignore the enemy. And my efforts are rewarded after meditating.

But there's just one huge obstacle in my way, and that's my family who disallows my meditation routine.

Remember the time I talked about leaving my current residence? Well, I'm still stuck here, slaving away through chores that are never-ending. I have tried to do my best to manage them, but the only way I can get away from it is to meditate for an hour as soon as I wake up.

I can't use an alarm to wake up faster because by then, my family would request something of me, either chores that would take me two hours to complete, or invite me to eat and ask me to do the chores because "I've done nothing but be in bed all day."


You'd like to ask,

"Do they sometimes help you manage all these house and pet chores??"

No. No they don't.


The only one who's helping me with the chores is my aunt's husband who's available for two days, and even then, he still complains how lazy I am because his wife told me that I was "slacking off". So I have to appease them by doing chores.

There's also taking care of my pets, which costs me a few thirty minutes or more. Three cats to feed, and a bird. No matter if their feeding time is critical, they will not step in for me because:

"lazy Sketches does nothing in this house whenever aunt's husband is home. It's also the pets we gave her so she should take care of them, even though aunt was the one to adopt them herself."


The only way to fix this was to stay up early, even if I have insomnia and can only sleep for four-to-six hours at average.


I've also taken up the time to empower most of my astral being, but I hate to say that I've been going back and forth on my meditations lately.

For example, I have successfully done the Detaching Ritual at a specific date, but only for a few days because:

- the enemy possessed me successfully
- this goes on for two days and I "wake up" at one of those times because I don't want to restart the damn spells
- schedule is now fucked

then I have bits of memory where I get possessed again and wake up either the next day or at 2 am. I was either doing meditations to defend by cleaning, empowering, and Returning Curses, or just plain Detaching on the chakras. Any progress is fucked and I have to restart it again because of house chores..? I'll be honest, I can't remember shit. I was supposed to post this at February, but now the memory is gone. All I subconsciously know is the house kept me busy with enemy pressuring me because of me meditating if I don't, that's it.


Right now, I found a temporary job, and will find a new one after two months because I'm just earning for a travel fare, and I want to test if my family can do themselves justice without me being here.

News flash, they still expect me to feed the other pets they didn't bother to feed because they were too lazy to wake them up and "didn't want to bother their nap." And my job instrusts me that I can go home at 1 a.m.

And I lost this temporary job because the enemy made me quit because "it's not the job "I" wanted.
 
To be honest, I'm sure I should just treat Detaching Ritual as a cleansing. Like, even if I didn't get to do it and it's the 4th day? I'd still do it. Because I've been going in circles not making any progress.

Even if my guardian demons do Returning Curses on me, the enemy's still communicating, even now. Asking me as to why I'm still resisting. Why I'm still trying to communicate in the forums. That all those memories are false and that I have a mental illness and that it's all in my head.

But when I do Detaching Ritual, I feel more happier. That I actually have control of my body back.

It's just hard that when I meditated and did Detaching Ritual for four of my chakras, it was wasted because I let the spell dissipate.


My sanity needs tending, so I also often talk to Father Satan when I wonder if I should stay here in the house in the future once I healed myself from this enemy disease trying to take over me. Because I've only been abused in this household by not having free time for myself until it's too late.

Even when I was Detaching at that time, it wasn't enough because I didn't do ALL of the seven chakras, just a few or maybe two. Or none at all because I decided to try and heed your advice of focusing on cleaning and protecting instead of Detaching, and that I shouldn't be paranoid that those protections will not work.

Speaking of which, I'll say this now, I really didn't got anywhere on the Detaching because it always dissipated on the fourth day, as you said. Like me noy being able to meditate until it's too late. But now, I shouldn't let that discourage me.

Because it's one of the only ways where I can hear silence in my head.

It's the only way where I can control my body and not feel my hand suddenly slapping my thigh to gain my attention and my own face growling at me to stop.

I'm just letting you all know how it was. I never did gave up, but circumstances really made this situation hard. I'm gonna try and stay up late to Detach at least one more chakras before I go to sleep.

That is, if I can. I can barely sleep now, by the way, what with the enemy being pissed that it can't "spend time with me" and use my phone in order to accomplish that.
 
Sketches said:

You need to do Satanic Void Meditation: https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Satanic_Void_Meditation.html

Flame Meditation: https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Flame_Meditation.html

Especially every time you get these "thoughts", continue with cleaning your aura & chakras, do workings to ground yourself, use the rune Nauthiz: https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Odin.html#NAUTHIZ

And do an aura of protection as well.

Also check your current transits, Lunar return for this month to check if you have any Neptune transits that are affecting your mental health, as Neptune rules insanity: https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/PlanetNeptune.html

Never reveal your Natal Chart or such to anybody on the forums as the enemy can use it against you to curse you.

Stay safe and do a lot of void meditation and flame meditation!

Good luck!
 
The Phantom Stranger said:
I'm confused. Aren't you supposed to have a guardian demon protecting you from these things?

I do. But I still need to do more than that.

Like would you believe that a five or ten minutes of AoP daily would keep the enemy at bay? No, of course not. But my situation makes it hard for me.

Plus, I already have moved past forty days, maybe even nearing four months now meditating, and yet, I still hear the enemy thoughts on top of my guardian demon cleaning my aura when there is an enemy attack that is grossly attached to my soul.

I've tried everything in a consistent manner. Empower soul, clean it with the aura then do AoP. Clean chakras individually then spin them when I'm done. At this point, I can't meditate because I reached my limit, so I sleep early by taking melatonin pills only to be attacked when I try to sleep, meaning the enemy was watching me at that point.

Burn it away, only to suddenly black out..
Then wake up having no memory of the event other than bits and pieces..
Again, I did a lot, even using satanic blue fire calmly as I try to banish the enemy energies from inside my soul if cleaning isn't enough.

I also heard that even with the AoP on, it won't do shit if you're still connected to the enemy. Just think of it as a lake that is being cleansed from pollution, but there is still a factory near it dumping garbage to prevent any progress from surfacing.


Lightning-Wings said:
Sketches said:

You need to do Satanic Void Meditation: https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Satanic_Void_Meditation.html

Flame Meditation: https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Flame_Meditation.html

Especially every time you get these "thoughts", continue with cleaning your aura & chakras, do workings to ground yourself, use the rune Nauthiz: https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Odin.html#NAUTHIZ

And do an aura of protection as well.

Also check your current transits, Lunar return for this month to check if you have any Neptune transits that are affecting your mental health, as Neptune rules insanity: https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/PlanetNeptune.html

Never reveal your Natal Chart or such to anybody on the forums as the enemy can use it against you to curse you.

Stay safe and do a lot of void meditation and flame meditation!

Good luck!


Also, like I said, I've been meditating, been also trying to be in the physical world for the past almost-four-months now, and yet I can still hear it. I know it's not me.

Especially when I met my supposed "guardian demon," my natal chart was at 15° Saturn in Libra, coupled with bad planets connected to it.

Especially when I saw a reptilian face staring right at me grinning like a madman at the slit of the bathroom door at the peak of these attacks.

Especially when I saw a glowing yellow eye in the dark standing near my bed.

And especially hints of an enemy entity attacking the one I obsessed over before moving on two years ago. Like wouldn't I know it, the one I was attracted to but was no good to me suddenly gain interest at me? He also said he had a dream where he was being shot to death, and that's where I knew he was also being spiritually attacked.

And even if I began to doubt that, I decided to meditate on his soul, before my astral senses suddenly warning me by freezing in place for unknown reasons. I felt cold sweat that night, so I decided I shouldn't do it. I blocked him, then the enemy went on as to why he's now "perfectly obedient to me if I so wish" and that I should date him since we live in the same country (though long distance, thankfully.)


So it's not just a coincidence anymore. I can't keep ignoring the Detaching Ritual. Maybe I'll couple it with the Banishing Ritual because this reptilian is so fucking persistent.

Also, don't worry about me doing anything impulsive or what not. I'm not the type who wants to burn myself out meditating. I can barely meditate due to the enemy influence, but I can push that influence more calmly, and I'm more aware thanks to my guardian lending a hand by removing the curses all these months.
 
And don't worry about me being inactive in the forums. Unless you see a message where I (((denounce the Gods,))) then there's no cause for alarm. I'm very busy, and I want to earn money so that I could leave this house that keeps me tied down.

Most of my talks with Father Satan involves this house also not doing any good for me, because even if my family barely helps me out, they still have the nerve to tell that I'm so airheaded, I forgot that I should be cleaning the house. It's madness here, hyprocritical even.
 
Sketches said:

Please don't post any specific astrological information.

If you are low on physical energy, definitely incorporate yoga into your routine. You can do the hatha yoga routine with some easy chanting simultaneously, such as for empowerment or for an AOP. This would also help feelings of insomnia or other yin-deficient illnesses.

Also, it is very important that you disconnect your mind and thoughts from anything pertaining to the enemy. Do not get stuck into hopeless or despairing thoughts, or believing that your AOP is useless or anything.

They cannot maintain their presence over you forever, especially as you do workings and receive assistance from the Gods. Focusing on your lower chakras is also crucial for maintaining your self and soul, especially against attacks.

In regards to your family, you can use ISA to attempt to block their incessant calls for you to do chores. You can also use Ansuz to free yourself of this, such as on the upcoming Aquarius moon. This can result in them changing their opinions of you, delegating chores more fairly, or other solution.
 
Sketches said:
The Phantom Stranger said:
I'm confused. Aren't you supposed to have a guardian demon protecting you from these things?

I do. But I still need to do more than that.

Like would you believe that a five or ten minutes of AoP daily would keep the enemy at bay? No, of course not. But my situation makes it hard for me.

Plus, I already have moved past forty days, maybe even nearing four months now meditating, and yet, I still hear the enemy thoughts on top of my guardian demon cleaning my aura when there is an enemy attack that is grossly attached to my soul.

I've tried everything in a consistent manner. Empower soul, clean it with the aura then do AoP. Clean chakras individually then spin them when I'm done. At this point, I can't meditate because I reached my limit, so I sleep early by taking melatonin pills only to be attacked when I try to sleep, meaning the enemy was watching me at that point.

Burn it away, only to suddenly black out..
Then wake up having no memory of the event other than bits and pieces..
Again, I did a lot, even using satanic blue fire calmly as I try to banish the enemy energies from inside my soul if cleaning isn't enough.

I also heard that even with the AoP on, it won't do shit if you're still connected to the enemy. Just think of it as a lake that is being cleansed from pollution, but there is still a factory near it dumping garbage to prevent any progress from surfacing.


Lightning-Wings said:
Sketches said:

You need to do Satanic Void Meditation: https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Satanic_Void_Meditation.html

Flame Meditation: https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Flame_Meditation.html

Especially every time you get these "thoughts", continue with cleaning your aura & chakras, do workings to ground yourself, use the rune Nauthiz: https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Odin.html#NAUTHIZ

And do an aura of protection as well.

Also check your current transits, Lunar return for this month to check if you have any Neptune transits that are affecting your mental health, as Neptune rules insanity: https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/PlanetNeptune.html

Never reveal your Natal Chart or such to anybody on the forums as the enemy can use it against you to curse you.

Stay safe and do a lot of void meditation and flame meditation!

Good luck!


Also, like I said, I've been meditating, been also trying to be in the physical world for the past almost-four-months now, and yet I can still hear it. I know it's not me.

Especially when I met my supposed "guardian demon," my natal chart was at 15° Saturn in Libra, coupled with bad planets connected to it.

Especially when I saw a reptilian face staring right at me grinning like a madman at the slit of the bathroom door at the peak of these attacks.

Especially when I saw a glowing yellow eye in the dark standing near my bed.

And especially hints of an enemy entity attacking the one I obsessed over before moving on two years ago. Like wouldn't I know it, the one I was attracted to but was no good to me suddenly gain interest at me? He also said he had a dream where he was being shot to death, and that's where I knew he was also being spiritually attacked.

And even if I began to doubt that, I decided to meditate on his soul, before my astral senses suddenly warning me by freezing in place for unknown reasons. I felt cold sweat that night, so I decided I shouldn't do it. I blocked him, then the enemy went on as to why he's now "perfectly obedient to me if I so wish" and that I should date him since we live in the same country (though long distance, thankfully.)


So it's not just a coincidence anymore. I can't keep ignoring the Detaching Ritual. Maybe I'll couple it with the Banishing Ritual because this reptilian is so fucking persistent.

Also, don't worry about me doing anything impulsive or what not. I'm not the type who wants to burn myself out meditating. I can barely meditate due to the enemy influence, but I can push that influence more calmly, and I'm more aware thanks to my guardian lending a hand by removing the curses all these months.

Read this, page 20, it's from HP Maxine's Sermons:
https://satanslibrary.org/666BlackSun/2011_2012_2013_Sermons_of_Satan_Vol_1.pdf
Also read page 27 from HP Maxine's Sermons:
https://satanslibrary.org/666BlackSun/2011_2012_2013_Sermons_Volume_3.pdf

It'll help you.

The best thing I can offer is to double the AoP, cleaning (without burning yourself out of course), also repeat this before going to bed: "I am always totally safe and protected in every way." Never doubt this! The aura of protection will also help to clean your aura and repel any negative energy. This is very important.
It's from Meditation for Protection, it'll help you tremendously!
Never doubt it!
https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Protection.html
 
Sketches said:
And don't worry about me being inactive in the forums. Unless you see a message where I (((denounce the Gods,))) then there's no cause for alarm. I'm very busy, and I want to earn money so that I could leave this house that keeps me tied down.

Most of my talks with Father Satan involves this house also not doing any good for me, because even if my family barely helps me out, they still have the nerve to tell that I'm so airheaded, I forgot that I should be cleaning the house. It's madness here, hyprocritical even.

I'm still confused. Father Satan is nigh omnipotent, can't he just destroy this reptilian spirit with a flick of his fingers? Or maybe the reptilian is under huge amounts of protection. Weird.
 
The Phantom Stranger said:
Sketches said:
And don't worry about me being inactive in the forums. Unless you see a message where I (((denounce the Gods,))) then there's no cause for alarm. I'm very busy, and I want to earn money so that I could leave this house that keeps me tied down.

Most of my talks with Father Satan involves this house also not doing any good for me, because even if my family barely helps me out, they still have the nerve to tell that I'm so airheaded, I forgot that I should be cleaning the house. It's madness here, hyprocritical even.

I'm still confused. Father Satan is nigh omnipotent, can't he just destroy this reptilian spirit with a flick of his fingers? Or maybe the reptilian is under huge amounts of protection. Weird.

Actually nvm I asked this question. Think I misunderstood some things
 
Blitzkreig [JG said:
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Sketches said:

Please don't post any specific astrological information.


Lightning-Wings said:

Forgive me for that, Blitzkrieg and especially Lightning Wings because I read past it. I'll try to read your posts more concise next time.

As for my situation, the attacks literally disappeared the day I posted this after a few hours passed, thanks to my guardian demon, who has been helping me clean for the time being.

And let's say I've been busy regaining my physical, mental, and spiritual wellbeing successfully.

Thank you, Blitzkrieg, for the advice, because the moment I hesitated to do Detaching Ritual firsthand, is where my guardian decided to clean my being throughly so that I could think more properly.

And all I can say is that this is the last post I'd post regarding this matter because it has now been fixed.
 
You'd all like to know what's currently happening, and I'll say that my hijinks has led to me finally feeling my "limits," as in, I suddenly know not to spin my chakras when my spiritual body can't (I feel some sort of warning when I try to spin them myself) and needing to relax more often.

As for my living situation? Well, I'd like to keep it to myself and ask for the Gods' guidance instead, because this matter can only be resolved by telling my full situation to them and them deciding if I should leave if fate gives me the opportunity.


I'll try to be active in the forums starting tomorrow, whichever comes first. I wasn't active for a few weeks due to personal limitations and still recovering, but my gods personally told me to increase my social interaction, which I can accomplish by being in the forums.
 
Sketches said:
You'd all like to know what's currently happening, and I'll say that my hijinks has led to me finally feeling my "limits," as in, I suddenly know not to spin my chakras when my spiritual body can't (I feel some sort of warning when I try to spin them myself) and needing to relax more often.

As for my living situation? Well, I'd like to keep it to myself and ask for the Gods' guidance instead, because this matter can only be resolved by telling my full situation to them and them deciding if I should leave if fate gives me the opportunity.


I'll try to be active in the forums starting tomorrow, whichever comes first. I wasn't active for a few weeks due to personal limitations and still recovering, but my gods personally told me to increase my social interaction, which I can accomplish by being in the forums.

I'm glad you're doing better now!!

Take care of yourself!

Talk to the Gods, especially Father Satan and ask them to please guide you to what could help you in the best possible way!
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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