Sketches
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Hello, Brothers and Sisters of Satan.
For a long time, I've kept silent regarding my situation regarding xtian possession and sexual harassment in the astral.
Right now, I found a healthy meditation routine, which is slowly increasing my life force by Energy Breathing from the Sun, because now it's rays have strengthened in the sign of Exaltation, Scorpio.
Now, I want to ask, since I have two Power Dates, one happening in Samhain, said by our trusted astrologer...
...and one happening this Full Waning Moon in Scorpio if I do try to add another working.
The link I gave to my post sums up what I'm going through. Right now, I know that I have:
- A weak life force.
EZ Chakra Spin isn't effective. Sometimes I feel like I'm squeezing drops of energies into it, unless I do Energy Breathing to form a solar energy ball that is a big, bright aura the size for my chakras, and do the Ball of Light Meditation for a few minutes:
- High chance of having holes in the aura, chakras, and/or soul
Mentioning myself having a weak life force, similar symptoms also points to here, from HP Cobra's sermon:
I never used drugs, but I have abused my meditation routine, to the point of never having a life outside of Satanism. It definitely has a role of ruining me and seeing the fruits of it appearing, both physically, mentally, and spiritually.
And if I, let's say, take your advice of removing enemy connections through all seven main chakras, I can only do three. Four is already too much for me. I won't be able to do Returning Curses, and I know that I will have tons of dross to take care of if I increase it.
I remembered I even tried to rest, or do Hatha Yoga to replenish myself, and my mind was already telling me not to push it even if I wanted to. The Banishing Ritual is also sadly thrown out the window everytime I would feel tired or pressured.
I'm most definitely busy in the physical, and ignoring the enemy entities is an A-OK option, but they would attack me whenever I'm tired, unless I meditate that time.
So in summary:
- Is it best not to push limits due to having a weak life force in both the past and even worse in this present time by doing only Detaching Workings on three targets or two if you suggest a Freeing the Soul Working/Purification?
If so, what should I target first? I feel throat, heart, and sacral would be good, due to emotional and sexual connection, as well as ignoring their threats more easily.
I'm making this post so that if my old mentality or the enemy tries to convince me to "push" my limits, or tell me that the chakras I'm cutting the strands on is not working because they can still attack me, I would remember the advice you all gave here, as well as which to focus on first.
For a long time, I've kept silent regarding my situation regarding xtian possession and sexual harassment in the astral.
Right now, I found a healthy meditation routine, which is slowly increasing my life force by Energy Breathing from the Sun, because now it's rays have strengthened in the sign of Exaltation, Scorpio.
Now, I want to ask, since I have two Power Dates, one happening in Samhain, said by our trusted astrologer...
Lydia said:For those wanting to do the long cycle of workings (such as going for the 240, or doing a normal 40 day working), this Halloween is actually a good day to begin freeing the soul workings. Waning Moon in Virgo, and sabbat is a power date. Halloween itself rules death and endings.
Hail Satan!
...and one happening this Full Waning Moon in Scorpio if I do try to add another working.
The link I gave to my post sums up what I'm going through. Right now, I know that I have:
- A weak life force.
EZ Chakra Spin isn't effective. Sometimes I feel like I'm squeezing drops of energies into it, unless I do Energy Breathing to form a solar energy ball that is a big, bright aura the size for my chakras, and do the Ball of Light Meditation for a few minutes:
To perform the meditation, visualize a small ball of bright light the size of a ping-pong ball and light up a chakra on your spine with it and pass it to the front chakra directly opposite it and light it up, then pass it back to the chakra on your spine. Keep passing it back and forth to each chakra, then move up or down to the next chakra (whichever one you want to work with). The illustration on the left shows an example with the sixth chakra.
You can either visualize the ball as white-gold light or the color of the chakra you are working with.
You can also connect the crown to the base. I found the energy center located in the perineum to be especially powerful with this. Just pass it up and down.
- High chance of having holes in the aura, chakras, and/or soul
Mentioning myself having a weak life force, similar symptoms also points to here, from HP Cobra's sermon:
HP. Hoodedcobra666 said:The situation with the aura and opening holes in the aura, is because with prolonged use of these substances, the auric field loses it's ability of defence or active deflective attention. This effect is later mirrored on in the mind, which becomes extremely suggestible, open for the taking. If you think that by open for the taking I am making a joke, on the last levels of drugs, this is what happens.
One's astral body, aura and other parts of the soul are so decomposed and ruined, that they can become prey to any entity that wants to do whatever to them, limited but not included, to possess them and take them over.
I never used drugs, but I have abused my meditation routine, to the point of never having a life outside of Satanism. It definitely has a role of ruining me and seeing the fruits of it appearing, both physically, mentally, and spiritually.
And if I, let's say, take your advice of removing enemy connections through all seven main chakras, I can only do three. Four is already too much for me. I won't be able to do Returning Curses, and I know that I will have tons of dross to take care of if I increase it.
I remembered I even tried to rest, or do Hatha Yoga to replenish myself, and my mind was already telling me not to push it even if I wanted to. The Banishing Ritual is also sadly thrown out the window everytime I would feel tired or pressured.
I'm most definitely busy in the physical, and ignoring the enemy entities is an A-OK option, but they would attack me whenever I'm tired, unless I meditate that time.
So in summary:
- Is it best not to push limits due to having a weak life force in both the past and even worse in this present time by doing only Detaching Workings on three targets or two if you suggest a Freeing the Soul Working/Purification?
If so, what should I target first? I feel throat, heart, and sacral would be good, due to emotional and sexual connection, as well as ignoring their threats more easily.
I'm making this post so that if my old mentality or the enemy tries to convince me to "push" my limits, or tell me that the chakras I'm cutting the strands on is not working because they can still attack me, I would remember the advice you all gave here, as well as which to focus on first.