666darkness said:

there is this feeling all the time out of no where that I need to visit this forum… i dont know why. believe me i tried many times leaving this forum for the reason how the nordic race is getting praised here by some people which is absolutely fine and its everybodys right to praise their race or be proud of it but i am a human that never cared about races and skin tone. i dont think this is as many will say „new age belief“. races might exist but thats not the message im trying to make. if the whole world wants peace it needs to let go of the illusion that races, skin colors and religions have so much power to the point where its time to discriminate others or see others as less worth. although i believe that asians (chinese, japanese, indian, turkish,..) are more spiritual for many reasons but i dont really care to explain it as it doesnt matter to me anyway.

i understand though that jews are not accepted here because of the reasoning that they are not humans. im still not sure about that but i accept it and maybe its true. i have no clue about the past, i wasnt there so i cant talk about it really.

but something is always calling me back and i dont know what it is. not to this forum and its threads but more the shares wisdom on this forum about actual satanism itself i think that is what keeps calling me back. i was like 10 times already trying to resist this feeling but i still love coming to this forum.

if the admins of this made an app it would be cool. but i can give you guys hope. im a teenager and i can say that the youth has much interest naturally in satanism. im on discord a lot and ive met and seen many people and many of them love music where satanic symbols or overall satanic aesthetic is shown they just love it and some of them study satanism or have interest in studying it. but then again i cant differentiate if my feeling comes because im generally a very curious person and im open for the „new“ or if there is actually a deeper something that is calling me. or maybe i just love attention or interacting with people. i dont know.

all i know is that there is deep interest for satanism and i dont know why there is. maybe my demons want me to finally move my ass and learn more and stop being scared because i am scared of the unknown. i am scared to summon a demon in my room even if hes nice. id be scared too if id summon a random physical human to my room. i think i just have to do it without thinking. time will tell..

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