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Guidance Needed for Breaking Free of Parental Control and Domestic Abuse

SeaGoat_666

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Warning-this post might be a bit long.
Long story short, I have been trying to get help since my early teens to escape domestic violence and abuse. My mother enabled this behavior on behalf of my father for many years now, and the both of them have effectively thwarted every attempt on my behalf to break free. Not a year would go by without my father risking us ending up on the street, amongst other things. Eventually, I decided to risk it all and introduced my family to Spiritual Satanism (I excluded my Xian Father for my own safety, he wouldn't even accept me not believing his "God" was real). It did help my mother and my sibling immensely, and I eventually ended up graduating from trade school, etc. Everything escalated to it's breaking point during lockdown, last year, with my father physically attacking my mother (he has attacked us before and even my mother would COVER for him when I once tried getting Child Protection Services involved). I called the cops and...my mother still covered for him (she depends on him financial ly)... fortunately the evidence was so obvious that the cops helped me get a temporary restraining order...during this time my mother decided to not press any charges for fear of ending up on the street...I understood, and convinced my father to live as expats (my father would be forced to stay behind for his job, limiting contact). This bought us time to think things through. My mother clearly WANTS to keep depending on him...I felt like I was losing my sanity...My brother will become a legal adult next year...I literally sacrificed much of my own personal time to help homeschool my brother, amongst other things, but alas, my human limits have been reached. I feel like it is time for me to basically escape my parents' control (they won't even let me walk around the corner without their "permission"). I feel like focusing on my financial independence and moving out will help also give my brother somewhere to run off to. I need an opinion outside of the bubble, so-to-speak. What do you guys think?
 
SeaGoat_666 said:
Warning-this post might be a bit long.
Long story short, I have been trying to get help since my early teens to escape domestic violence and abuse. My mother enabled this behavior on behalf of my father for many years now, and the both of them have effectively thwarted every attempt on my behalf to break free. Not a year would go by without my father risking us ending up on the street, amongst other things.
Are you a legal adult? If you are, you should move out immediately and cut your parents off from your aura forever so you won’t meet them again when you reincarnate.

When your father or anyone else starts abusing you, you should do this meditation: https://web.archive.org/web/20200317042021/https://www.joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Fighting_Back.html

List of Money Workings
https://archive.is/cRB69
https://web.archive.org/web/20210315172532/https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=53711
*According to Stormblood, spells rely on your power and the balance of your soul. If your soul is unbalanced, it's unlikely most of your spells will work. For example, someone with weak earth is not going to attract money any time soon nor anything stable or otherwise related to earth. You can stack all the wealth spells you want and you'll get a fiver as a consolation prize, if you're lucky.

How to invoke earth:
https://archive.is/OLFsO
https://web.archive.org/web/20200317084803/https://www.joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Invoking_Earth.html

Studies have shown that childhood abuse deeply alters and damages the brain. Once you move out and cut off your parents forever, at some point you’ll need to start the healing process.

You should read these books:

Childhood Disrupted: How Your Biography Becomes Your Biology and How You Can Heal by Donna Jackson Nakazawa
https://www.dropbox.com/s/2eu7gax7iusq7dj/donna-jackson-nakazawa-childhood-disrupted-how-your-2015.pdf?dl=0

Emotional Wisdom: Daily Tools For Transforming Anger, Depression and Fear by Mantak Chia and Dena Saxer
https://www.dropbox.com/s/dscv163ixxdpa75/mantak-chia-emotional-wisdom-daily-tools-for-2009.epub?dl=0

Taoist Ways to Transform Stress Into Vitality by Mantak Chia https://www.dropbox.com/s/r878rj4dzsnrup2/mantak-chia-juan-li-taoist-ways-to-transform-stress-1991.pdf?dl=0

Fusion of the Five Elements: Meditations for Transforming Negative Emotions by Mantak Chia
https://www.dropbox.com/s/p9mrm4fwrd7zfd8/mantak-chia-fusion-of-the-five-elements-meditations-2007.epub?dl=0

💙 List of Magic Workings 💙
https://archive.is/MnDqV
https://web.archive.org/web/20210506155319/https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=54768&p=247541

You could also do these workings:
Emotional Healing Working by Lydia

START: Waning moon in Scorpio, Cancer or Pisces. Never start this working during the void of course moon.

1. Raise your energies: https://archive.fo/nLuwC
2. Vibrate WUNJO (or it’s variations such as VIN) 40 times or 88 times.
3. Affirm 9 times:
“In a positive and healthy manner for me, the energies of [WUNJO or variation of] are totally and completely healing me from any and all psychological, mental and emotional damage and pain forever.”

Do this everyday for 40 days, 80 days or 90 days.

How to pronounce WUNJO:
https://mega.nz/file/KB8y2bzJ#4cTLSB26DB09-HfBhhXXZNjsDsb7y2Ac6WWYJqn5LXI
https://www.dropbox.com/s/hbw62qry8yi37vo/Runic%20Kabalah%20Audio%20CD.zip?dl=0
Working To Remove Negative People From Your Life

START: Waning Moon in Scorpio, Pisces or Capricorn. The best time to start this is as close to the new moon as possible. Never start this working during the Void of Course moon.

1. Raise your energies: https://archive.fo/nLuwC
2. Vibrate MUNKA, ANSUZ or THURISAZ 40 times.
3. Affirm 9 times: "In a positive and healthy manner for me, I am eternally free from any and all negative, toxic, and harmful people."

Do this everyday for 40 days, 80 days or 90 days.

How to pronounce ANSUZ or THURISAZ: https://mega.nz/file/KB8y2bzJ#4cTLSB26DB09-HfBhhXXZNjsDsb7y2Ac6WWYJqn5LXI
https://www.dropbox.com/s/hbw62qry8yi37vo/Runic%20Kabalah%20Audio%20CD.zip?dl=0

How to pronounce MUNKA: https://archive.is/87FxL
 
Academic Scholar said:
SeaGoat_666 said:
Warning-this post might be a bit long.
Long story short, I have been trying to get help since my early teens to escape domestic violence and abuse. My mother enabled this behavior on behalf of my father for many years now, and the both of them have effectively thwarted every attempt on my behalf to break free. Not a year would go by without my father risking us ending up on the street, amongst other things.
Are you a legal adult? If you are, you should move out immediately and cut your parents off from your aura forever so you won’t meet them again when you reincarnate.

When your father or anyone else starts abusing you, you should do this meditation: https://web.archive.org/web/20200317042021/https://www.joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Fighting_Back.html

List of Money Workings
https://archive.is/cRB69
https://web.archive.org/web/20210315172532/https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=53711
*According to Stormblood, spells rely on your power and the balance of your soul. If your soul is unbalanced, it's unlikely most of your spells will work. For example, someone with weak earth is not going to attract money any time soon nor anything stable or otherwise related to earth. You can stack all the wealth spells you want and you'll get a fiver as a consolation prize, if you're lucky.

How to invoke earth:
https://archive.is/OLFsO
https://web.archive.org/web/20200317084803/https://www.joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Invoking_Earth.html

Studies have shown that childhood abuse deeply alters and damages the brain. Once you move out and cut off your parents forever, at some point you’ll need to start the healing process.

You should read these books:

Childhood Disrupted: How Your Biography Becomes Your Biology and How You Can Heal by Donna Jackson Nakazawa
https://www.dropbox.com/s/2eu7gax7iusq7dj/donna-jackson-nakazawa-childhood-disrupted-how-your-2015.pdf?dl=0

Emotional Wisdom: Daily Tools For Transforming Anger, Depression and Fear by Mantak Chia and Dena Saxer
https://www.dropbox.com/s/dscv163ixxdpa75/mantak-chia-emotional-wisdom-daily-tools-for-2009.epub?dl=0

Taoist Ways to Transform Stress Into Vitality by Mantak Chia https://www.dropbox.com/s/r878rj4dzsnrup2/mantak-chia-juan-li-taoist-ways-to-transform-stress-1991.pdf?dl=0

Fusion of the Five Elements: Meditations for Transforming Negative Emotions by Mantak Chia
https://www.dropbox.com/s/p9mrm4fwrd7zfd8/mantak-chia-fusion-of-the-five-elements-meditations-2007.epub?dl=0

💙 List of Magic Workings 💙
https://archive.is/MnDqV
https://web.archive.org/web/20210506155319/https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=54768&p=247541

You could also do these workings:
Emotional Healing Working by Lydia

START: Waning moon in Scorpio, Cancer or Pisces. Never start this working during the void of course moon.

1. Raise your energies: https://archive.fo/nLuwC
2. Vibrate WUNJO (or it’s variations such as VIN) 40 times or 88 times.
3. Affirm 9 times:
“In a positive and healthy manner for me, the energies of [WUNJO or variation of] are totally and completely healing me from any and all psychological, mental and emotional damage and pain forever.”

Do this everyday for 40 days, 80 days or 90 days.

How to pronounce WUNJO:
https://mega.nz/file/KB8y2bzJ#4cTLSB26DB09-HfBhhXXZNjsDsb7y2Ac6WWYJqn5LXI
https://www.dropbox.com/s/hbw62qry8yi37vo/Runic%20Kabalah%20Audio%20CD.zip?dl=0
Working To Remove Negative People From Your Life

START: Waning Moon in Scorpio, Pisces or Capricorn. The best time to start this is as close to the new moon as possible. Never start this working during the Void of Course moon.

1. Raise your energies: https://archive.fo/nLuwC
2. Vibrate MUNKA, ANSUZ or THURISAZ 40 times.
3. Affirm 9 times: "In a positive and healthy manner for me, I am eternally free from any and all negative, toxic, and harmful people."

Do this everyday for 40 days, 80 days or 90 days.

How to pronounce ANSUZ or THURISAZ: https://mega.nz/file/KB8y2bzJ#4cTLSB26DB09-HfBhhXXZNjsDsb7y2Ac6WWYJqn5LXI
https://www.dropbox.com/s/hbw62qry8yi37vo/Runic%20Kabalah%20Audio%20CD.zip?dl=0

How to pronounce MUNKA: https://archive.is/87FxL

Yes, I am an adult, fortunately. I am, starting now, applying all of your advice, layer after layer. Your hunches are correct, I am lacking in earth in my astrological chart, and have placements that undermine a stable home life or financial security. They even show controlling parents. I am studying my chart in more depth now; it'll show me what I need to address the most. In fact, I am doing a Venus Square right now. I think I'll cut ties and do some ground work on the side, to tie it in. I am still maintaining long-distance communication with my brother, to give him the option of running to me or at least somebody who can help guide him.
I thank you from the bottom of my heart, you helped me despite owing me nothing. I am doing my next set of RTR's in your honor. ☺️
 
You have to make money and then get a place for your mother and brother . You're a man ,this is your job now. It's going to be hard ,but not impossible.

Sit down and get a plan together. Use all the Meditations to your advantage that Academic Scholar shared. But don't cut your family off. Family is extremely precious which is what you realize after being estranged from them for a long period of time like I have. They cannot be replaced. You surely can make things better with the help of your Spiritual and Material powers.

Don't give up. Use the meditation on your mother to cut off the links from your father. And then put an aura of repulsion around them so they repel each other.
 
SeaGoat_666 said:
Most women who are in abusive relationships do cover for their abusers, this is common. It has to do with the bonds created through sex and especially having children together. So don't think too poorly of her for this, it is just what happens.

The others have given you excellent advice, I just wanted to add this part so you can understand your mother a bit better and not blame her too harshly.

You can do detaching between your parents to make your mother agree to leave him permanently. Saturday the 29 of this month is an excellent time to begin a working to remove your father from your lives, it is a waning Moon in Capricorn.
 
Jack said:
You have to make money and then get a place for your mother and brother . You're a man ,this is your job now. It's going to be hard ,but not impossible.

Sit down and get a plan together. Use all the Meditations to your advantage that Academic Scholar shared. But don't cut your family off. Family is extremely precious which is what you realize after being estranged from them for a long period of time like I have. They cannot be replaced. You surely can make things better with the help of your Spiritual and Material powers.

Don't give up. Use the meditation on your mother to cut off the links from your father. And then put an aura of repulsion around them so they repel each other.

I think SeaGoat_666 should not take responsibility for his father because it is not fair. He should ensure his independence and freedom by educating himself and specialising and then have a job to earn a living. His responsibility will be when he has a partner and children.
 
Lydia said:
SeaGoat_666 said:
Most women who are in abusive relationships do cover for their abusers, this is common. It has to do with the bonds created through sex and especially having children together. So don't think too poorly of her for this, it is just what happens.

The others have given you excellent advice, I just wanted to add this part so you can understand your mother a bit better and not blame her too harshly.

You can do detaching between your parents to make your mother agree to leave him permanently. Saturday the 29 of this month is an excellent time to begin a working to remove your father from your lives, it is a waning Moon in Capricorn.

I thank you. Perhaps I was a bit harsh. It is simply that she already did the detachment process and caved in due to material co-dependency. She little to no belief in herself. I have tried for many years now...I think that focusing her efforts on material security would help her immersurably, while detaching, again. The reason I got frustrated was that I have had a hard time snapping her out of a victim mindset. She's trying. I have to give credit where it's due. It literally all boils down to material security, she doesn't even love him, nor truly wants to be with him (she just wants her children and herself to have a roof over their heads, which is perfectly natural). I am heeding your advice. Thank You. 😊
 
Jack said:
You have to make money and then get a place for your mother and brother . You're a man ,this is your job now. It's going to be hard ,but not impossible.

Sit down and get a plan together. Use all the Meditations to your advantage that Academic Scholar shared. But don't cut your family off. Family is extremely precious which is what you realize after being estranged from them for a long period of time like I have. They cannot be replaced. You surely can make things better with the help of your Spiritual and Material powers.

Don't give up. Use the meditation on your mother to cut off the links from your father. And then put an aura of repulsion around them so they repel each other.
You're right. I suppose I have to heal some psychological wounds for better focus. She is willing to get ahead financially, but at her age, she is afraid of starting over. She wants to live as an expat, I want to re-patriate, but only time will tell. I'm willing to re-patriate alone, as in my home country I have a better chance of making a higher income, and paying for their expenses from afar. I'm taking all of these things into consideration, and will jump on every opportunity I find. I've got no time to waste.
Thank You for all of your guidance.
By the way, I'm a woman. 🙂
 
SeaGoat_666 said:

You can also use bindings to prevent your father from interacting with your mom, or vice versa. Also the aura of repulsion. Your mom having issues with being a victim is a larger problem and will take more time. It would be a better use of time specifically breaking the link between her them instead. You can also use binding in any other ways that may benefit you here, I just wanted you to be aware of it as an option.

As far as balancing earth, you can try inhaling ether and affirming it is safely balancing you. You could try just earth, but using ether is better since it will balance everything equally. This is said to be an advanced thing, but I think it can be done safely when one starts slowly. You will not experience any backlash if you just start small and do it enough. Using ether negates the problem of inhaling too much of something, as well.

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If you can move out, this is one option that would sole a few things. This would grant you and your brother independence, as well as removing some of the burden off your mom. However, just make sure you have the means to do this and don't rush it. You should consider other options, like binding or other things mentioned in this thread, even if they are temporary fixes. This way you don't potentially overextend.

Of course, binding to stop the attacks, and a general binding to remove him controlling your mother are two separate things. You will have to think about the affirmations and so on. Just try to prioritize actions that can be done now.

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I think if you brought up your feelings of being too strongly controlled, they may relent on this alone, without the need for a working. You are not in the wrong for feeling like this, and just because you are in control does not mean you will suddenly make bad choices or something. I would try bringing this up perhaps in multiple smaller talks. It does not need to happen over one large talk, but if you keep reminding them how you feel, then they may relent.
 
Blitzkreig said:
SeaGoat_666 said:

You can also use bindings to prevent your father from interacting with your mom, or vice versa. Also the aura of repulsion. Your mom having issues with being a victim is a larger problem and will take more time. It would be a better use of time specifically breaking the link between her them instead. You can also use binding in any other ways that may benefit you here, I just wanted you to be aware of it as an option.

As far as balancing earth, you can try inhaling ether and affirming it is safely balancing you. You could try just earth, but using ether is better since it will balance everything equally. This is said to be an advanced thing, but I think it can be done safely when one starts slowly. You will not experience any backlash if you just start small and do it enough. Using ether negates the problem of inhaling too much of something, as well.

------------------------------

If you can move out, this is one option that would sole a few things. This would grant you and your brother independence, as well as removing some of the burden off your mom. However, just make sure you have the means to do this and don't rush it. You should consider other options, like binding or other things mentioned in this thread, even if they are temporary fixes. This way you don't potentially overextend.

Of course, binding to stop the attacks, and a general binding to remove him controlling your mother are two separate things. You will have to think about the affirmations and so on. Just try to prioritize actions that can be done now.

-------------------------------

I think if you brought up your feelings of being too strongly controlled, they may relent on this alone, without the need for a working. You are not in the wrong for feeling like this, and just because you are in control does not mean you will suddenly make bad choices or something. I would try bringing this up perhaps in multiple smaller talks. It does not need to happen over one large talk, but if you keep reminding them how you feel, then they may relent.

I thank you immensely for your counsel. I have already applied some if your advice, and am prioritizing what I am to do from most urgent to least, and from short-term to long-term.
I read the Al-Jilwah yesterday, and Father Satan's intentions are clear. This is requiring a full family effort, and long-run commitment.
My mother just doesn't want anything to be done prematurely. I am working as closely with the Gods as I am able, and in return I am committing myself to them on terms we agreed upon, out of gratitude for their guidance and protection.
I thank you, sincerely and humbly. 😊
 
Master said:
Jack said:
You have to make money and then get a place for your mother and brother . You're a man ,this is your job now. It's going to be hard ,but not impossible.

Sit down and get a plan together. Use all the Meditations to your advantage that Academic Scholar shared. But don't cut your family off. Family is extremely precious which is what you realize after being estranged from them for a long period of time like I have. They cannot be replaced. You surely can make things better with the help of your Spiritual and Material powers.

Don't give up. Use the meditation on your mother to cut off the links from your father. And then put an aura of repulsion around them so they repel each other.

I think SeaGoat_666 should not take responsibility for his father because it is not fair. He should ensure his independence and freedom by educating himself and specialising and then have a job to earn a living. His responsibility will be when he has a partner and children.

I thank you for your input, but I feel that committed SS must stay together. I believe this is Satan's intention. After all, whatever I cannot do alone must be done as a part of a group, between my family and I.
Again, thanks.
 
SeaGoat_666 said:
Master said:
Jack said:
You have to make money and then get a place for your mother and brother . You're a man ,this is your job now. It's going to be hard ,but not impossible.

Sit down and get a plan together. Use all the Meditations to your advantage that Academic Scholar shared. But don't cut your family off. Family is extremely precious which is what you realize after being estranged from them for a long period of time like I have. They cannot be replaced. You surely can make things better with the help of your Spiritual and Material powers.

Don't give up. Use the meditation on your mother to cut off the links from your father. And then put an aura of repulsion around them so they repel each other.

I think SeaGoat_666 should not take responsibility for his father because it is not fair. He should ensure his independence and freedom by educating himself and specialising and then have a job to earn a living. His responsibility will be when he has a partner and children.

I thank you for your input, but I feel that committed SS must stay together. I believe this is Satan's intention. After all, whatever I cannot do alone must be done as a part of a group, between my family and I.
Again, thanks.

Of course, you're right. I was just a little upset with instances of fathers behaving badly. It's just like Jack said, family is irreplaceable. Ideally, you should live close to your family members even after you get married, and by that I don't mean right away because it's serious. Take the time to study and learn the knowledge of JoS and to prepare yourself spiritually and materially. Take care of yourself and your family.
 
Master said:
SeaGoat_666 said:
Master said:
I think SeaGoat_666 should not take responsibility for his father because it is not fair. He should ensure his independence and freedom by educating himself and specialising and then have a job to earn a living. His responsibility will be when he has a partner and children.

I thank you for your input, but I feel that committed SS must stay together. I believe this is Satan's intention. After all, whatever I cannot do alone must be done as a part of a group, between my family and I.
Again, thanks.

Of course, you're right. I was just a little upset with instances of fathers behaving badly. It's just like Jack said, family is irreplaceable. Ideally, you should live close to your family members even after you get married, and by that I don't mean right away because it's serious. Take the time to study and learn the knowledge of JoS and to prepare yourself spiritually and materially. Take care of yourself and your family.

I thank you. I wish for you to advance, as well. Much appreciated.
 
SeaGoat_666 said:
Master said:
SeaGoat_666 said:
I thank you for your input, but I feel that committed SS must stay together. I believe this is Satan's intention. After all, whatever I cannot do alone must be done as a part of a group, between my family and I.
Again, thanks.

Of course, you're right. I was just a little upset with instances of fathers behaving badly. It's just like Jack said, family is irreplaceable. Ideally, you should live close to your family members even after you get married, and by that I don't mean right away because it's serious. Take the time to study and learn the knowledge of JoS and to prepare yourself spiritually and materially. Take care of yourself and your family.

I thank you. I wish for you to advance, as well. Much appreciated.

Thanks to you and good luck!
 
I definitely needed this because I've suffered from childhood trauma of my parents divorcing, and the family being split by moving to a different country and having my mom being abused by various abusive men and enables their behavior so she doesn't end up in the street for more than 15 years. I have been really been needing help on how to heal from all that trauma, and how to help my mom make sure it never happens again. Ever since I discovered this website, I had talks with her about Satan and a lot of the knowledge I discovered, my dad wanting her to be in peace (since he passed away) and letting those abusive men in her life go. She had been cheated on, struck, insulted, and all of her abusers are always drinking and taking drugs. I've called the police multiple times only for them to deny it and continue like it's nothing. It has been this way for a long time. I thought that jewsus could help but didn't after all that time going to church back then. My mental health had been seriously affected by all of it, and I sometimes worry about my mom being killed and if I talk to her about it, she never takes me seriously. She had been threatened multiple times in her life. I tried just cursing her abusers but it doesnt seem to work.

What's worse, Zosma is in my Mars, which means that astrologically speaking, I was going to suffer from abuse and victimization Zosmas energy emanates.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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