SleepingWolf
Member
I've been dedicated for over 5 years and this still confuses me. When I first found the JoS site, I read through it all (somehow missed the Forums, I suspect cuz the Gods didn't think I was quite ready for it), and like the naturally curious mind, began putting it to test. Sadly I went on ahead, even doing the advanced meditations and elements, until I could feel the heat of fire and cold of water. I kind of burned out, not realizing it at the time, but all this to say, before this, When I did the meditations for the 3rd eye, I focused all of my Aura unto my 3rd eye, and activated it. It was pretty easy the first time, and it was beautiful seeing all the swirling colors, and just how different the colors were outside in the sunlight, all the greens, oranges, and golds and reds. I would spend every night, for a couple weeks just looking at the colors before bed.
But I left that alone for a few years, and now finally advice to return to the basic, cuz of lack of progress, I can't seem so get it to activate like that again? What's going on? Did I burn it out? I have more energy than I did back then, so I shouldn't I be able to activate it just as easy? If I messed up, how do I fix this?
But I left that alone for a few years, and now finally advice to return to the basic, cuz of lack of progress, I can't seem so get it to activate like that again? What's going on? Did I burn it out? I have more energy than I did back then, so I shouldn't I be able to activate it just as easy? If I messed up, how do I fix this?