I've been stagnating in my situation for too much time now, it's been months that I've been doing too little for our war and for myself, 1 F-RTR a day is not enough, I know it. My job truly makes me tired a lot, but I can't just continue like this anymore. I must return to meditate on a daily basis.
Have you any advice for me on how to restart properly? Maybe like redoing the 40 days program or something like that.
Any advice will be GREATLY appreciated. Thanks.

As someone that has been through a lot of the same feelings, I wouldn’t think of fixing your current issue as a “restart.” If you’ve already completed the forty day program, look into doing something else. Why do the same thing you’ve done before if you are in the situation you are currently in? Unless you feel you messed up the program somewhere.

This may help you to get a bigger picture, but think of where you are today vs where you were before you were a Satanist. I fall short a lot, but looking at it from a wider perspective I see that I have made progress in many other areas. But what I’m saying is, don’t “restart” just “rethink” your situation. Find something that works and meditate on why you are in the situation you are in instead of trying to “restart” yourself into a fix. The idea of the “restart” is a perfectionist’s flaw. But nothing ever gets done if you keep “restarting” and holding yourself to standards you already can’t reach.

Young Faith said:

I've been stagnating in my situation for too much time now, it's been months that I've been doing too little for our war and for myself, 1 F-RTR a day is not enough, I know it. My job truly makes me tired a lot, but I can't just continue like this anymore. I must return to meditate on a daily basis.
Have you any advice for me on how to restart properly? Maybe like redoing the 40 days program or something like that.
Any advice will be GREATLY appreciated. Thanks.

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If you don't have a good job, you have to graduate and specialise in something. I would recommend something more in demand and more necessary in order not to be jobless. You can learn more about this in this topic.

https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=45216

As far as spiritual development is concerned, you have to see your current level of development and you have to work honestly, seriously and patiently. Levels cannot be skipped and it is no use lying to yourself. Therefore, the correct way to advance is to work in order and move on to the next skills, meditations and levels when you have mastered the previous skills, meditations and levels. I refer to the Satanic Meditations section of JOS. When you have reached the advanced and divine levels, you will be able to communicate and work directly with the Gods and go much further.

Just do something simple you can maintain and then build. If you can’t handle what you’re doing now, than yes, you need to do something different, but you should start with the basics. If you’re chakras are open, do daily chakra work. Start there, if they’re not open, open them. Commit to daily work with these. Even if it’s small. You need to build a discipline where these are worked on consistently. Then implement a yoga routine you can handle. Do it consistently. When you feel comfortable after a while, start to add other meditations from the jos. These accessory meditations don’t always need to be done daily. It depends. But your daily work should be chakras, yoga, cleanse and protection. Other work around that will change with need, time and individual goals.

Young Faith said:

I've been stagnating in my situation for too much time now, it's been months that I've been doing too little for our war and for myself, 1 F-RTR a day is not enough, I know it. My job truly makes me tired a lot, but I can't just continue like this anymore. I must return to meditate on a daily basis.
Have you any advice for me on how to restart properly? Maybe like redoing the 40 days program or something like that.
Any advice will be GREATLY appreciated. Thanks.

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The advise I have is to struggle. Don’t give up, struggle. The hardest thing about meditation, is not meditation itself, but to actually start meditating.

Also maybe try to start slow.
Set an alarm on your phone, 1hr before you would go to bed.
Brush your teeth, do everything you would do when you would go to sleep.
After that is done, take the blanket off your bed, lay it nice on the ground, take a candle, light it up and set in front of you. Turn off the lights and sit and relax on your blanket.

Then you do your meditations.
For example, you just sit down relax for a while, to get in the right „mood“ (also the candle in the darkness help me to get in the mood) and then start your routine.

You don’t have to do much in the beginning..

For example just void meditation and idk 3rd eye opening.

That’s it. That was your first day of meditation and it took you way less than 30minutes.

Then slowly build up on it. But don’t over do it.

Master said:

If you don't have a good job, you have to graduate and specialise in something. I would recommend something more in demand and more necessary in order not to be jobless.

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Oh that is not a problem at all, I get paid very little because for the time being it's only a stage (and my first one too) but it's basically almost my dream job and I'm very happy that it has come to me so fast right after school (yea basically the job found me and not otherwise, at those times it was still my first summer after last year of school and I didn't even start to search a job)

And honestly I think there are big chances that they'll hire me with a proper salary

Anyway, thanks to anybody for the advices, I appreciated and I'll take a little of what everyone of you said and try to apply it

Young Faith said:

Master said:

If you don't have a good job, you have to graduate and specialise in something. I would recommend something more in demand and more necessary in order not to be jobless.

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Oh that is not a problem at all, I get paid very little because for the time being it's only a stage (and my first one too) but it's basically almost my dream job and I'm very happy that it has come to me so fast right after school (yea basically the job found me and not otherwise, at those times it was still my first summer after last year of school and I didn't even start to search a job)

And honestly I think there are big chances that they'll hire me with a proper salary

Anyway, thanks to anybody for the advices, I appreciated and I'll take a little of what everyone of you said and try to apply it

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Well then, I wish you good luck and you're welcome.