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Is there such thing as "too much meditation"?

Lydia said:
Yagami Light said:
No Spiritual Satanist will ever become insane.

And yet, we have SS who have gone insane from too much meditating. They received help and guidance from the Gods, and they pushed too much to get more power/advancement quicker, and they lost sanity. One guy started to regain sanity and came back to the groups, but then he did it again, too many meditations, too high reps, and has been gone ever since. I won't mention who, but I think others in the groups might know.

So yes, you can over-do it with meditations. You can lose sanity. You can get yourself killed. These are actual facts that happened to actual SS.

So be careful, and listen to advise from our Gods.

But, that being said, don't hold yourself back out of fear. Be careful, but persevere as well :)

So true, yet the meditations are no longer powerful to me since I meditated so much then I stopped meditations and yoga because I didn't knew stopping meditation may cause damaged senses.
what can I do to solve and heal this problem ??
 
to much meditation and witchcraft is horrible in my opinion. i wrote a poem to myself about this due to some extreme negative experiences which i can conclude with the sanity being lost in the individual either through or with the aid of enemy attacksor whatever else. then it begins to interfere with your life outside it if you have one a life actually and not doing the same thing over and over and over and over.. i used to think this way about jobs and working. that i wish i could mediate all day.. now i absolutely do not wish that at all.

its horrible beyond belief to sit there or stand or whatever you feel like doing for empowerment all day long. it took ages for me to actually stop going back and forth within my head as to what was an attack or for me to attack in defense, or whatever reason. i literally stopped caring. and when i looked for answers and help the same ways i was used to, i was met with a whole bunch of bullshit and confusing contradictory crap that played even more as an attack on my mind. and what could i do.

i engaged in leisure and "wasted" my life in doing the things i loved to do to escape from the constant garbarge back and forth. i as well did some needed meditations, but the confusion naturally still exsist. what is isnt, or maybe, blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah. doing the things which is costumed for today's upbringing in society became even more difficult and confusing from the result of bullshit thinking, which is or is not bull. like if i was so strong then blah blah blah..... but if i was so weak then blah blah blah.... now i need help, then....(crickets). then what do i do about...... then how am i going to ....... then what about.............

crap i wasted time in doing some things i needed to do for myself. crap i need a job. began looking and trying to get a job for years.....nothing.... oh enemy attack.... money is of the enemy...... now just do that one meditation......... no its really this, oh crap - i already went there and did that, now im left without anything.... where am i going to sleep next, lets go here -broke down manufacturing place..... wake up swollen from spider btte......

delusions... if there were became real. what was supposed to be was wrong, a lie, a trap. misinformation. oh no but i did everything instructed and what i was supposed to do. oh no its planets its astrology. stolen from birth no birthday jew jew jew jew jew. maybe i can feed myself using magick- cha ching- im supermam- no wate im hungry, no its an enemy attack, maybe the pain is enemy attacks, crap i hurt my leg or arm, enemy attack, use energy resolved..... I AM STRONG, crap what iam i supposed to do about this or that. maybe i can use my powers and affirm, but money is of the enemy so no job. try to get a job, some corrupted spying computer or somethings. crap i can get out of bed. im literally stuck in the same position for around 4 days and total. crap i have to do the rtr, no i can just play my instruments and do it. no it doesnt work.. i need to settle down more and relax. crap. im wasting time. what about my future school, where am i going to live. ahhhhh........

now its time for succubi, waiitng waiting waiting waiting waiting. wait, that was a lie, im not going to see here, our interaction, this thing was that kike, but what about..... NOOOooo its jewish enegy or magick, well maybe if i just affirm then... no its because i was doing this,.... no so no more will, i have to state affrimtions no im still using jewish energy oh nooooo. i need to think for my self ..............lololololololololololollololololololololololololololololololoolloollooolllooolllololoololooo

time to wake up, crap i cant move, im not breathing at night, im hurting, my balls hurt, crap no children. but what about..... crap i just used magick. i feel great fuck i judt masturbated to porn. there all kikes. crap it doesnt matter watching porn is normal its healthy. crap your masturbating to some pawg or something oh no, my race my people, what thefuck, dude, im homeless, why the fuch should i care. nooo..................... race mixing jews h no you fucked a jew......onononnoonononnononononononononon awwwwwwwwww that bitch won 300,000 grand from me. no omgomgomgomgomgomg money is of the enemy attack attack attack, what am i supposed to do nooooooooo. i cant wake up i cant move, too late to doanything. crap time to se my poweres to feed myself, after all everything is made up of energy, its only logical that you could sastain yourself. crap my stomachs hurting enemy attack, no i need to eat, i need t workout. crap food poiding, kikes, , fuck i need food stamps, craap i cant wake up, i cant move or get up, i dont wanna studdy no more after i got what i needed, fuck what do i do i need help
i need to summon the gods of hell, satan i need help, gaurdian demon help, nononononononnonononononono the gods of hell are busy fuckckckckfufufuckckckfufufckckcfufuckck. what do i do . crycrycrycrycrycrycrycrycry. thinking positive yaya results this or that. succubi sucubi succubi. does it really makes sense to follow along after all that bullshit i been through. oh no you love her, she wants you,,,,, she basically turned me down already. nonononononnoonononono misrepresented. i can still meet her. aww dream come true. need to find a job money is of the enemy. work is working for jews. nonononono im not possess.

i have to use my minds eye and all the bullshit i see is truth its evident. ok so i loook then look then look then look then look . this mediation, that mediation, no i got to cleanse my aura . this mediation that mediation. well time to masturbate for 4 hours, all night. no succubi sex all night. i wanted too but enemy attack, no its just... whatever . shut uo shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up..... im so cold. why am i cold cold cold cold cold cold cold. look in my minds eye, why am i homeless. crap crap crap crap.. whats going on. all the food i get is poison. crap dont eat that, your going to get infected. crap your bleeding from your .... i dont see any but the attack is....... what i mm not following along.

time to ignore all of this bullshit. crap some of it actualy came true. no its not real its not real its not real. yeah im going to stop. i dont care about this sup[posed spiritual lover, im doing better in being along with the female whose supposedly someone else. boohoohoo boohoohoo boohoohoo boohoohoo . silince. what should i do. everywhere i goi its like.. whats going on..... thanksgiving comeong up crap.... what am i going to do... time to go back to the same soup kitchen thatt try to poising you... no jewjewjewjewjewjejwjejwjejwjejwjejwjejwjejwjerjwjejwjeje. i m not leaving. i dont have to sleep. i can use my poweres to stay awake at night. i realy realy streong. holy shit, i made fucking wine. with magick alcohol, without magick nothing. but spoiled fungied crap. what iam i suppossed to do.

do or not do. crap keep my mouth shut. but does it really matter theres devices to read people thought in sec.... but no you speaking too much keep you mouth shut.. i need fucking help.

nonononon when you do magick you got to do all the things that your doing with magic to get physically that doestn make sense. time to get a job, crap no transportation. i mean is money is of the enemy, then why does the jos except donation, why does hoodedcobra hae a store. wtf is going on. i need to think for my self. thinking about quiting the groups.......... dont leave the groups enemy attack. enemy attack enemy attack.

well time to drain and attack. nonononno im attacking spritual satanist nononononon, what, no maybe i should do a binding, oh no whats going on. gets need to meditate on Aum in my heart chakra crap 24hrs past is this not like a working. no empowerment and workings are diferent. in akasha there is no up or down or phase of the moon, they dont matter, yes they do learn astrolgy....nononononono palmistry palmistry. i literally have a pharah like persons on my hand. nonononononon its starting to disappear. all this mediation and i can hear the gods of hell, .....nonon it was the gods f hell, it was all real, im in a coven, this is this is this is this is this is this is, nononoonononononon i need elp i need help i need help..... i cant do it anymore. what should i do what should i do..my hair is falling out. im getting old. im in my 20s wtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwftwftw

my race my people what should i do. why the fuck should i care, i do others things t do nononononononononononononononononon. im a leader. natural birthrigh... no im gay, im a transexual.... i like fucking myself. nononononon enemy attack enemy enemy attack enemy attack. tjhhinkining..........if its all jewish energy.... wait i never practiced angel magick ,what the fuck is going on. just use my powers nononononononononononononono. tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock

i cant do qigong because im black. i cant do falun gong because im black and thats for china people. well yoga is for white people technically, so no one can meditated and do jos mediations . if i cant do qigong because of my race i cant doing joos meditation. its pretty fucing obvious. nononon ihave to do capoeira i got to gance i got to... my foort hure, i cant run, i cant...... what do i do do do odo odoododododfdsof ern skfn kesnf klSEF jsdfvjseSLIzlsiznsdvisvENILvsnihl;esehiv shiushfeiuehfjkcxnvjcxnvjshvushevurhvijfhvisgvirejfiejriejirjgifvkfrngikfniefiwjdiwjfiegirngirnidnvinkxnckxncienfgirsni

*in my peom i wish that in the time i was meditating and doing what i guess was expects, i stated that during those times or hours lupon hours of doing rtr and cursing israel, that " id drunk and slept some more". i would spend way more time doing the things i love and doing something active. i would have went to so many place and done things i did previously way back. i would have never ever ever used up my day only to become distraught wether planets or enermy attack or whatever. i need help, i need to move. crap im just so so so so powerful , so what the fuck is going on.... its the negative thinking.... trying to do a working. crap can t wake up on time missed the 24 hrs period and now its a void moon. crap im doing to much as it is. Well time to watch some netflix. time to watch so movies. im really good at watching movies. i mean ive been trying to get a job and do "right for yrs enemy attacks or health promblems no insurance, crap welfare, but what i can just do a working... but money is of the enmy.

should i really bother. i mean this is isanitty at its finiest, every fuckinh day. should i care anymore. i mean its all fake, time to throw away. or so. because if i listen i would turn up again stranded in the fucking cold waiting for someone who never came. its all an enemy attackk or...... no this uncertainty is ...... whatever. i cant do it any more. im trying. so tommmow morning when im in paralysis or whatever im just going to ...... chill hang out, do some meditations from the joyofsatan. so when my body finanally start to move then..... my ambrosia actually came before.. isnt that something.... kundalini was prpobably activated or began to ris or something like initial or so... well im damn sure not ready, i wont try to raise my kundalini for.... yeah i have no time. but it takes only 7yrs or so right it depends on development. well whatever.

THERE IS DEFINITELY A THING AS TOO MUC MEDITATION. seriously live your life. ....... gonna pt satan and jos first. so were am going to live. time to do a working. crap everytime i got money theres a sharp pain in my chest enemy attack. crap. is the jos attacking me. well if i die, i die. i mean i just die. no but reincarnation your going to spend the next lifetime in repeat in karms. so technicalloy your fucked, im fucked, we are all fuck. how much should i care i mean is im not going to remember anyhting, then it really doesnt matter right. amnesia is a bitch or something.

i forgot to add the other insane crap of me being HP lololololololololol. yeah, i fucking pass. i rather not. the dream was pretty nice thought. the fairytale of being a more esteemed member of the jos and fighting more in league or..... whatever. in this army im gooing to stay at like the lowest order and just maintain because of the constant bull. nah, ts really that im just so weak or someth...... i doubt that anymore . my quality as an individual is pretty high. meditation made it higher, but i pass on all the leadership roles. that can be given to someone else seriously. nahh..... its all an enemy attack. i dont really like to sing, dance, draw, sculpt or write and think. what i really like is doing absolutely nothing for myself and complaining about it.........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................quite the opposite i try try try try try try try try try try try try try try try tr y. .....



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Length said:
to much meditation and witchcraft is horrible in my opinion. i wrote a poem to myself about this due to some extreme negative experiences which i can conclude with the sanity being lost in the individual either through or with the aid of enemy attacksor whatever else. then it begins to interfere with your life outside it if you have one a life actually and not doing the same thing over and over and over and over.. i used to think this way about jobs and working. that i wish i could mediate all day.. now i absolutely do not wish that at all.

its horrible beyond belief to sit there or stand or whatever you feel like doing for empowerment all day long. it took ages for me to actually stop going back and forth within my head as to what was an attack or for me to attack in defense, or whatever reason. i literally stopped caring. and when i looked for answers and help the same ways i was used to, i was met with a whole bunch of bullshit and confusing contradictory crap that played even more as an attack on my mind. and what could i do.

i engaged in leisure and "wasted" my life in doing the things i loved to do to escape from the constant garbarge back and forth. i as well did some needed meditations, but the confusion naturally still exsist. what is isnt, or maybe, blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah. doing the things which is costumed for today's upbringing in society became even more difficult and confusing from the result of bullshit thinking, which is or is not bull. like if i was so strong then blah blah blah..... but if i was so weak then blah blah blah.... now i need help, then....(crickets). then what do i do about...... then how am i going to ....... then what about.............

crap i wasted time in doing some things i needed to do for myself. crap i need a job. began looking and trying to get a job for years.....nothing.... oh enemy attack.... money is of the enemy...... now just do that one meditation......... no its really this, oh crap - i already went there and did that, now im left without anything.... where am i going to sleep next, lets go here -broke down manufacturing place..... wake up swollen from spider btte......

delusions... if there were became real. what was supposed to be was wrong, a lie, a trap. misinformation. oh no but i did everything instructed and what i was supposed to do. oh no its planets its astrology. stolen from birth no birthday jew jew jew jew jew. maybe i can feed myself using magick- cha ching- im supermam- no wate im hungry, no its an enemy attack, maybe the pain is enemy attacks, crap i hurt my leg or arm, enemy attack, use energy resolved..... I AM STRONG, crap what iam i supposed to do about this or that. maybe i can use my powers and affirm, but money is of the enemy so no job. try to get a job, some corrupted spying computer or somethings. crap i can get out of bed. im literally stuck in the same position for around 4 days and total. crap i have to do the rtr, no i can just play my instruments and do it. no it doesnt work.. i need to settle down more and relax. crap. im wasting time. what about my future school, where am i going to live. ahhhhh........

now its time for succubi, waiitng waiting waiting waiting waiting. wait, that was a lie, im not going to see here, our interaction, this thing was that kike, but what about..... NOOOooo its jewish enegy or magick, well maybe if i just affirm then... no its because i was doing this,.... no so no more will, i have to state affrimtions no im still using jewish energy oh nooooo. i need to think for my self ..............lololololololololololollololololololololololololololololololoolloollooolllooolllololoololooo

time to wake up, crap i cant move, im not breathing at night, im hurting, my balls hurt, crap no children. but what about..... crap i just used magick. i feel great fuck i judt masturbated to porn. there all kikes. crap it doesnt matter watching porn is normal its healthy. crap your masturbating to some pawg or something oh no, my race my people, what thefuck, dude, im homeless, why the fuch should i care. nooo..................... race mixing jews h no you fucked a jew......onononnoonononnononononononononon awwwwwwwwww that bitch won 300,000 grand from me. no omgomgomgomgomgomg money is of the enemy attack attack attack, what am i supposed to do nooooooooo. i cant wake up i cant move, too late to doanything. crap time to se my poweres to feed myself, after all everything is made up of energy, its only logical that you could sastain yourself. crap my stomachs hurting enemy attack, no i need to eat, i need t workout. crap food poiding, kikes, , fuck i need food stamps, craap i cant wake up, i cant move or get up, i dont wanna studdy no more after i got what i needed, fuck what do i do i need help
i need to summon the gods of hell, satan i need help, gaurdian demon help, nononononononnonononononono the gods of hell are busy fuckckckckfufufuckckckfufufckckcfufuckck. what do i do . crycrycrycrycrycrycrycrycry. thinking positive yaya results this or that. succubi sucubi succubi. does it really makes sense to follow along after all that bullshit i been through. oh no you love her, she wants you,,,,, she basically turned me down already. nonononononnoonononono misrepresented. i can still meet her. aww dream come true. need to find a job money is of the enemy. work is working for jews. nonononono im not possess.

i have to use my minds eye and all the bullshit i see is truth its evident. ok so i loook then look then look then look then look . this mediation, that mediation, no i got to cleanse my aura . this mediation that mediation. well time to masturbate for 4 hours, all night. no succubi sex all night. i wanted too but enemy attack, no its just... whatever . shut uo shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up..... im so cold. why am i cold cold cold cold cold cold cold. look in my minds eye, why am i homeless. crap crap crap crap.. whats going on. all the food i get is poison. crap dont eat that, your going to get infected. crap your bleeding from your .... i dont see any but the attack is....... what i mm not following along.

time to ignore all of this bullshit. crap some of it actualy came true. no its not real its not real its not real. yeah im going to stop. i dont care about this sup[posed spiritual lover, im doing better in being along with the female whose supposedly someone else. boohoohoo boohoohoo boohoohoo boohoohoo . silince. what should i do. everywhere i goi its like.. whats going on..... thanksgiving comeong up crap.... what am i going to do... time to go back to the same soup kitchen thatt try to poising you... no jewjewjewjewjewjejwjejwjejwjejwjejwjejwjejwjerjwjejwjeje. i m not leaving. i dont have to sleep. i can use my poweres to stay awake at night. i realy realy streong. holy shit, i made fucking wine. with magick alcohol, without magick nothing. but spoiled fungied crap. what iam i suppossed to do.

do or not do. crap keep my mouth shut. but does it really matter theres devices to read people thought in sec.... but no you speaking too much keep you mouth shut.. i need fucking help.

nonononon when you do magick you got to do all the things that your doing with magic to get physically that doestn make sense. time to get a job, crap no transportation. i mean is money is of the enemy, then why does the jos except donation, why does hoodedcobra hae a store. wtf is going on. i need to think for my self. thinking about quiting the groups.......... dont leave the groups enemy attack. enemy attack enemy attack.

well time to drain and attack. nonononno im attacking spritual satanist nononononon, what, no maybe i should do a binding, oh no whats going on. gets need to meditate on Aum in my heart chakra crap 24hrs past is this not like a working. no empowerment and workings are diferent. in akasha there is no up or down or phase of the moon, they dont matter, yes they do learn astrolgy....nononononono palmistry palmistry. i literally have a pharah like persons on my hand. nonononononon its starting to disappear. all this mediation and i can hear the gods of hell, .....nonon it was the gods f hell, it was all real, im in a coven, this is this is this is this is this is this is, nononoonononononon i need elp i need help i need help..... i cant do it anymore. what should i do what should i do..my hair is falling out. im getting old. im in my 20s wtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwftwftw

my race my people what should i do. why the fuck should i care, i do others things t do nononononononononononononononononon. im a leader. natural birthrigh... no im gay, im a transexual.... i like fucking myself. nononononon enemy attack enemy enemy attack enemy attack. tjhhinkining..........if its all jewish energy.... wait i never practiced angel magick ,what the fuck is going on. just use my powers nononononononononononononono. tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock

i cant do qigong because im black. i cant do falun gong because im black and thats for china people. well yoga is for white people technically, so no one can meditated and do jos mediations . if i cant do qigong because of my race i cant doing joos meditation. its pretty fucing obvious. nononon ihave to do capoeira i got to gance i got to... my foort hure, i cant run, i cant...... what do i do do do odo odoododododfdsof ern skfn kesnf klSEF jsdfvjseSLIzlsiznsdvisvENILvsnihl;esehiv shiushfeiuehfjkcxnvjcxnvjshvushevurhvijfhvisgvirejfiejriejirjgifvkfrngikfniefiwjdiwjfiegirngirnidnvinkxnckxncienfgirsni

*in my peom i wish that in the time i was meditating and doing what i guess was expects, i stated that during those times or hours lupon hours of doing rtr and cursing israel, that " id drunk and slept some more". i would spend way more time doing the things i love and doing something active. i would have went to so many place and done things i did previously way back. i would have never ever ever used up my day only to become distraught wether planets or enermy attack or whatever. i need help, i need to move. crap im just so so so so powerful , so what the fuck is going on.... its the negative thinking.... trying to do a working. crap can t wake up on time missed the 24 hrs period and now its a void moon. crap im doing to much as it is. Well time to watch some netflix. time to watch so movies. im really good at watching movies. i mean ive been trying to get a job and do "right for yrs enemy attacks or health promblems no insurance, crap welfare, but what i can just do a working... but money is of the enmy.

should i really bother. i mean this is isanitty at its finiest, every fuckinh day. should i care anymore. i mean its all fake, time to throw away. or so. because if i listen i would turn up again stranded in the fucking cold waiting for someone who never came. its all an enemy attackk or...... no this uncertainty is ...... whatever. i cant do it any more. im trying. so tommmow morning when im in paralysis or whatever im just going to ...... chill hang out, do some meditations from the joyofsatan. so when my body finanally start to move then..... my ambrosia actually came before.. isnt that something.... kundalini was prpobably activated or began to ris or something like initial or so... well im damn sure not ready, i wont try to raise my kundalini for.... yeah i have no time. but it takes only 7yrs or so right it depends on development. well whatever.

THERE IS DEFINITELY A THING AS TOO MUC MEDITATION. seriously live your life. ....... gonna pt satan and jos first. so were am going to live. time to do a working. crap everytime i got money theres a sharp pain in my chest enemy attack. crap. is the jos attacking me. well if i die, i die. i mean i just die. no but reincarnation your going to spend the next lifetime in repeat in karms. so technicalloy your fucked, im fucked, we are all fuck. how much should i care i mean is im not going to remember anyhting, then it really doesnt matter right. amnesia is a bitch or something.

i forgot to add the other insane crap of me being HP lololololololololol. yeah, i fucking pass. i rather not. the dream was pretty nice thought. the fairytale of being a more esteemed member of the jos and fighting more in league or..... whatever. in this army im gooing to stay at like the lowest order and just maintain because of the constant bull. nah, ts really that im just so weak or someth...... i doubt that anymore . my quality as an individual is pretty high. meditation made it higher, but i pass on all the leadership roles. that can be given to someone else seriously. nahh..... its all an enemy attack. i dont really like to sing, dance, draw, sculpt or write and think. what i really like is doing absolutely nothing for myself and complaining about it.........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................quite the opposite i try try try try try try try try try try try try try try try tr y. .....



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Dude what the actual fuck.
 
You remind me of this black person in the thumbnail that is homeless in the vice documentary "shelter" in their 20s and bald but really a woman, but carries around a wig, and beg people for money. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KUfNbNBFwRI
...I think this is you, you sound exactly like the person in the thumbnail.
You seriously need to stop your funny business, or whatever that was. What a waste of time.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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