You cannot establish a relationship without considering the other side. You must ask yourself first if you made all the appropriate actions in order to strengthen first your spirit in order to please our GOD SATAN and HIS DEMONS and second if you concentrate that strength and energy to the favor of SATANS ARMY. You may begin with POWER MEDITATION and ask from SATAN to send a demon to take your extra energy in order to enhance His Army. Concerning your problem, I strongly suggest calling with every respect AINI/BALAM/FORAS/IPOS OR ZAGAN TO HELP YOU GROW INTERNAL CHARISMA, WIT, AND HUMOR because I believe that inner beauty is higher than the external. In case of severe traumas or deformations, you can always ask help for healing by BUER/MARBAS OR VALEFOR and then let it go don't press things. Let help comes in the appropriate time and have faith! HAIL SATAN!