Blitzkreig said:
DragonFire11 said:
The spinal hernia can be healed, but you should see a TCM doctor and/or chiropractor. I wouldn't do the headstands or large back bends. For minor bends and twists, go slow and carefully. The hernia is a wound, and so minor twisting of the spine can aid the circulation to it, hopefully healing it quicker, but you don't want to actually increase the damage itself. Additionally, increase water intake, as the joints need lots of water. For other healing routes, a TCM doctor and chiropractor should be able to help.
What do your family and children think about your meditation and stuff? What does your wife think? You may need to speak to them about that and open their minds a bit to allow you the space and time to work peacefully. It may not be easy, but you will have to do it sooner or later, for their sake and yours. You can take a picture of a family member and do a 1x or 3x RTR towards them, thereby allowing them to see the truth sooner.
Do the spiritual work planned out by GG Allin for the time being. If you are tired or cannot find enough time away from the family, wake up an hour earlier and work on that then. If you leave for work before your wife, then leave early and do the meditations in the car, for example.
Additionally, try to move any chores or house tasks you can to the weekend when you aren't working. Only do stuff that has to be done daily. For example, you may have to water your plants daily, but you don't have to weed daily. You shouldn't have to do any major cleaning or laundry during the week either, this can all be moved to the weekend. Also, if you spend time cooking, cook lots of food at once, as opposed to just for that meal. Do extra studying during the weekend as well, because studying does not need to be done daily, but the meditations do.
Basically, you need to plan your life such that you have about 2 hours to yourself every day to do all your spiritual work. It is hard, but not impossible. Consider slowly educating your family with the end goal of them also doing these meditations and following similar beliefs. This will allow you and them to support each other in this undertaking, as well as reap the benefits together. Start with the wife, at least.
My wife is fully aware about what I am doing. We both dedicated ourselfs to father Satan, on his day in 2018. To be honest I started the RTR´s beginning of this year.
Before we just dedicated ourselfs and study all the stuff on JoS website. When we find out in what devastating lie we were living in as xiats, its took nearly a year to
understand and change ourselfs, our thinking. In between my son was born, so I havent got time at all.
My children still very young 6 and 2, but the older one is already attacked by the church member, she always sending messages they would like to invite my daughter to participate on bible teachings with other children, and explainig me how good it will be when my children meet jesus in their young ages. :x
You can imagine what I feel when I hear this, I go CRAZY. :x
My kids will grow in Satanism, they are not ordinary kids, they have pure pagan features, they both were born with the sign on their forehead, better say between their eyes. ME AND MY WIFE WILL NEVER ALLOW THE FILTHY CHURCH TO DESTROY THEIR SOUL WITH THAT FUCKING jewsus, NEVER!!!!!!!!
At the moment I dont know when to start to talk about our True Father Satan to the kids, specialy to my daughter, but the time is coming, I know.
As we find our Father Satan and our True Gods, we are under attack. We live in a community where everybody is a xiant and few of them belongs to the sect of jehowa witnesses. They do not know nothing we are with Satan and with our Pagan Gods, I think the xiant program in them detected that we are a treat to them.
Of course they dont know the reason why they hate us, but we know it. We are normal with everybody, nice to everyone, dont talk shit about nobody, always have
normal behaviour. All the xiants do the opposite, but that is normal, cos they go to the church every sunday, we don't even go near the church, what is one of the biggest sin in their eyes. My wife is more sensitive for these attacks and she use to cry when she feel fed up.
Definetly we /me and my wife/ must improve in Spiritual Satanism, become stronger to defeat the xiant enemy members, defeat this killer jewish program.
I know that everything has a reason, I know there was a reason I met with my wife, who also with no doubt, whithout question dismissed xianty and start follow Satan with me. My kids will follow HIM too, and I am unspeakably happy, that they will start it from their young age, not like me and my wife after 33 years of jewish brainwashing. My kids will grow up in Satanic spirit.
Thank you for your advice, you helped me a lot with it.