Eric13 said:
Personal Growth said:
Repressed emotions need to be released. When they come up with meditation is there anything you need to do with them to heal or do they heal themselves by coming out and up to the surface?
And if I may ask? How are you doing with your homeless situation without work and living out of your car?
Things are better thanks for asking and no unfortunately they don’t heal themselves. They come up so you can face them and deal with them and try and resolve them. You can equally just resuppress it and not deal with it. So it’s not easy, but meditations CAN effect your mentality and how you handle these things. They can make it easier then dealing with these hangups without meditating for sure.
Eric I'm well pleased and grateful that your situation has improved.
We have our challenges to work through.
I don't know about the repressed emotions with me.
To be honest I think meditation sensitises me to energy. Oh I do have repressed emotions that I will need to face and find closure on sometime.
But when I used to meditate. Now I just do F-RTR, aura returning of curses, cleaning aura, and aura of protection.
What meditation did was make me angry. I felt powerful. My mind was clear and sharp.
And I felt I didn't have patience for all of these sleep walkers.
I used to feel so light like I could float off of the ground.
But then everyone else was on a low level of existence. I'd tell myself always look... The lights are on but nobody's home.
When your mind has focus its like everyone is a slow zombie. And I was impatient with them being way too slow because it's like they couldn't think.
I'm terrible because I still label people and put them in their boxes. But it's true.
People are NPC's. Their minds are like a software program. They're press enter people. Whatever comes at them they respond with their programming.
I'm too lazy to to get into debates with people because there is no common sense. All I come up against is their programming.
I like the F-RTR because I know they're conditioned and have rabbinical curses on them to be stupid drones. And I like to think I do my bit.
It's not that I'm nasty. I'm concerned about my wellbeing and to have a pleasant and peaceful life. So Im approachable and friendly.
It's just that I cannot talk about a lot of things because my interest in Spiritual Satanism, SS. Are things that I need to keep to myself at this moment in time.
Maybe ego although I've had a taste of having my ego broken with the homeless situation.
I work long hours. What I'm interested in and do here is of importance to me. Everyone else seems to be on some useless boredom mission. I'm fed up with people's negative energy and constant useless moaning.
It's been said to me that a person can see I have purpose and have good go.
The silver lining of the lockdown is that I can talk about the conspiracy theories about the lockdown. The vaccines and currency going digital with the global financial meltdown. A subject that's safe.
I feel emotional and like crying when people slander the Nazis. I've learned not to defend Hitler because people will lose their heads. If only they knew that the Nazi's only like saved the whole of Europe from Stalins USSR communist war machine that was coming.
I can see where misanthropist can develop. People are interested in themselves primarily. And I'm very busy and not interested in their preying on me.
So it's a combination of all things mentioned that make a person respond in an emotional way that's unacceptable.
Having goals, being busy and not wanting to waste energy on uselessness. Frustration with people that are not on your wavelength. And struggling to control away from response because of being tired and not have full control over self.
As I said. People only take an action for an outcome. So when emotions start rising just ask the question of consequences. Detach from emotions and don't react under emotion.
It's tiredness that makes emotions supreme and logical thought be suppressed. A person must always think before reacting.