Hello guys, the problem i have is this:
I dont have enough intimacy or time (my house is small and i still live with my parents given the fact that i have yet to finish my education to take a job and etc) and when i have free time alone i use it most of it on RTS the thing is i dont do protection and cleaning that much and i think it seems to have a bad effect on me because i feel drained it seems... every time when i searched for a solution the best solution i could came up with (or the gods helped idk) was that i should take a pause (from rts) a bit and concentrate on cleaning and protection to clean some dirt out of me then i would come up again on RTS, or should i still continue with the RTS while i clean my dirt?
And yeah, yeah i know the fault here is that i am a bit lazy given the fact that there are days when i can meditate and days when i cannot so i putted in my mind that it does not matter because you'll lose progress (the tv is near me and i cant really concentrate on meditation...).
I dont know, most of my time i spend it in ''online warfare''... Well the good thing is sooner or a bit later i am gonna move out finally in a bigger house and then i am gonna start hard with meditation because finally i am gona have my space.
I dont have enough intimacy or time (my house is small and i still live with my parents given the fact that i have yet to finish my education to take a job and etc) and when i have free time alone i use it most of it on RTS the thing is i dont do protection and cleaning that much and i think it seems to have a bad effect on me because i feel drained it seems... every time when i searched for a solution the best solution i could came up with (or the gods helped idk) was that i should take a pause (from rts) a bit and concentrate on cleaning and protection to clean some dirt out of me then i would come up again on RTS, or should i still continue with the RTS while i clean my dirt?
And yeah, yeah i know the fault here is that i am a bit lazy given the fact that there are days when i can meditate and days when i cannot so i putted in my mind that it does not matter because you'll lose progress (the tv is near me and i cant really concentrate on meditation...).
I dont know, most of my time i spend it in ''online warfare''... Well the good thing is sooner or a bit later i am gonna move out finally in a bigger house and then i am gonna start hard with meditation because finally i am gona have my space.