RavenSky666 said:
This happened to me too once, but I was already in the scene. I've shared this regression experience before but for the sake of context and learning I'll share it again.
I was a pagan Templar Knight in my past life some time in the 1200s/1300s, scene was me at a post by some road what I presume to be in wait of people to escort (I later researched and found out that the whole reason the Knight's Templar came to be was to escort, guard and protect people on their pilgrimage to the "holy land". Probably what I was doing). A man on horseback arrived followed by 4 or 5 other men walking aside with him. They approached me.
The first time I was in this scene, I lost focus as the man on the horse was approaching and was pulled out of the regression. The second I tried again I ended up in the same scene, so it seemed to be of some significance... this was where I experienced the 'stuck' feeling, as if someone hit a pause button. The men approached me and I was looking through my eyes in the scene as the horseman halted in front of me looking down at me. This was where the scene got stuck.
Frustratingly for several minutes the men wouldn't do anything further, they looked like idle npcs in a game that got stuck in a cutscene, just staring and standing vacantly. I tried to get the scene to continue forward but it was like something was stopping it. I finally relaxed and willed time to motion onward, pretending I was pressing a 'play' button to allow the scene to proceed whilst being fully open and willing to see whatever happened next no matter how bad it was, and it did.
As soon as I did that the man started speaking to me, I saw his lips moving and him staring sternly at me, but I didn't hear what he was saying, it was hard to interpret on the astral and it sounded very distant and muffled. But because this was a recorded memory on the akasha I still felt what my reaction was as I was viewing the past-life memory as if I was there again.
I suddenly was consumed with fear, terror and dread, anxiety as if my life was just threatened, and there was a severe sudden stinging and pressure in my clairaudience chakras as if whatever I heard him say was so traumatic and shocking that it created some kind of energy blockage or spiritual trauma to my astral hearing. I still kind of feel it thinking back on that memory, and I still have no idea what he said, but if I had to guess, I was being arrested or sentenced to torture/imprisonment/execution, something.
In the very early 1300s King Phillip II of France had tortured hundreds of Templars and forced them into confessions of heresy. Not long after, every Templar was being hunted down and arrested with a majority being subjected to torture and imprisonment. I don't know for certain, but I was probably one such Templar that ended up being tracked down and then arrested and likely put through torture. I think I was one of the many who tried to escape and managed to successfully.
Many Templar Knights escaped to the British isles where there was safety from prosecution, as King Edward II of England didn't believe the accusations upon the order and held confident to the positivity of the Templar Knights, but the pope pressured him into making arrests, but he only did them half-heartedly and in my research he never tortured them, in fact their imprisonments were actually quite comfortable... this is probably where my connection with Wales comes from as I may have sought refuge there and lived the rest of my days. Or maybe I was prosecuted against later on, who knows.
Either way as you can probably see from my own experience here, it seems you're trying to enter a time in a past-life that was heavily traumatic to you and you're subconsciously protecting your ownself from seeing it or experiencing it again, not to mention the apprehension is also manifesting in you not being able to see it because you feel deep down you don't want to or shouldn't.
If you
really want to see this scene of yours, then you'll have to work through and push through that... though personally I wouldn't want to see myself being tortured, nor unintentionally feel it again. You can try to will yourself to a different scenario than the one the akasha is automatically leading you to. When we try to do past-life regression, we subconsciously seek to see the 'big' parts of it, so this can try to take us to one of the more significant moments in that past life, but it's likely these 'big' parts and 'significant' moments are ones that affected us the strongest or were the most sudden, which in turn could mean something heavily negative and traumatic.
Try willing yourself to a trivial and positive moment in your past life, you may find it to be easier.