Satan_is_our_Father666
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This is going to be just a quick post, either a question to others with more experience and an update on how I'm changing.
I've always been thinking with a good amount of detail, visualizing and fantasizing has never been something that I felt as hard at all. I can't hold an image in my mind for 5 minutes (like Void Meditation suggests we learn) as the image vanishes or shifts and I have to recall that image every few seconds, but the detail is actually not bad. It's almost like I can guess what something I don't know will look like in a realistic manner.
Read about the phenomenon called Synestesia, where different senses kind of 'overlap' and you can find out what something tastes like just by seeing it or touching it with your fingertips, some people see colors as a particular sound and so on, being able to discern more and more information whereas others would only be able to access the first level of information.
I'm not sure this is what is going on, but I'll try to explain it as best as I can.
Over the last few days, maybe last week, I have been able to kind of like 'project' my consciousness into my own visualization. Better said: if I imagine myself in a field, I know what the grass smells like; if I imagine myself lifting something huge and heavy, I feel how dangerous it could be were I not in control of it and let go; and lastly.. to be entirely honest, if I imagine an intimate encounter, I can 'feel' what the partner's skin feels like and her weight as well.
Long story short: if I put enough effort in my visualizations (and most of the time even if I don't) I can get more information that I expected from whatever I imagine, to the point of almost wondering whether or not I'm tapping on something that exists in another reality and knowing what 'the other me' feels because we are one and the same.
I know this makes little sense perhaps, it's entirely knew to me (especially the sex related part.. pretty surprising). This effect seems to be increasing almost daily right now, so I thought about asking you Brothers and Sisters what you think, if it's something normal or whatnot.
Thanks for reading.
HAIL SATAN!!!!
I've always been thinking with a good amount of detail, visualizing and fantasizing has never been something that I felt as hard at all. I can't hold an image in my mind for 5 minutes (like Void Meditation suggests we learn) as the image vanishes or shifts and I have to recall that image every few seconds, but the detail is actually not bad. It's almost like I can guess what something I don't know will look like in a realistic manner.
Read about the phenomenon called Synestesia, where different senses kind of 'overlap' and you can find out what something tastes like just by seeing it or touching it with your fingertips, some people see colors as a particular sound and so on, being able to discern more and more information whereas others would only be able to access the first level of information.
I'm not sure this is what is going on, but I'll try to explain it as best as I can.
Over the last few days, maybe last week, I have been able to kind of like 'project' my consciousness into my own visualization. Better said: if I imagine myself in a field, I know what the grass smells like; if I imagine myself lifting something huge and heavy, I feel how dangerous it could be were I not in control of it and let go; and lastly.. to be entirely honest, if I imagine an intimate encounter, I can 'feel' what the partner's skin feels like and her weight as well.
Long story short: if I put enough effort in my visualizations (and most of the time even if I don't) I can get more information that I expected from whatever I imagine, to the point of almost wondering whether or not I'm tapping on something that exists in another reality and knowing what 'the other me' feels because we are one and the same.
I know this makes little sense perhaps, it's entirely knew to me (especially the sex related part.. pretty surprising). This effect seems to be increasing almost daily right now, so I thought about asking you Brothers and Sisters what you think, if it's something normal or whatnot.
Thanks for reading.
HAIL SATAN!!!!
