I sincerely thought I was over this thought long ago, It’s stupid as fuck to always be wondering this stuff and I see it all the times on the forums. I think I know I’m not but then I think the RTR’s are a great sure fire way to have a without a doubt answer.
I was 99.9% sure prior after a long time of dealing with the question, then during the RTR I had an incredibly positive experience but then a slight “negative” one on top of it. It didn’t have a negative result, but as I was clearing the junk off my soul and feeling my wings like never before in the middle, it’s like I hit some blockage and had a lot of emotions come up. I stopped for a second and cried for some reason. It felt really good to cry, like I’d been holding it back. Afterward the astral was super clear and shiny and I felt so free. During the process, I saw some really negative links and flaws that I need to clear out, but not that I could immediately get rid of. It seems like they’re links that leave me open to attacks or like enemy links, or holes that allow for enemy energy to seep in. I felt my wings all night after that though, and the following day was incredible. Aside from one thing, Going through hard Saturn transits and got pulled over, looked at the cop and thought “man what a dick, how about don’t give me a ticket you prick” and he came back with a smile on his face and said he would let me off with a warning. Not sure if negative or positive. Seems like people are a lot nicer after RTR’s and I feel more sociable, connected to the world, connected to my kids, and just happy and fearless. For some reason I’ve been feeling fear and question prior to doing the RTR’s though,
I wish there was something like tinder but for “am I a Jew” as well lol
Would this qualify as a completely positive rtr experience, and does feeling the wings of your soul heavily throughout the whole process 100% say you’re not a Jew?
I was 99.9% sure prior after a long time of dealing with the question, then during the RTR I had an incredibly positive experience but then a slight “negative” one on top of it. It didn’t have a negative result, but as I was clearing the junk off my soul and feeling my wings like never before in the middle, it’s like I hit some blockage and had a lot of emotions come up. I stopped for a second and cried for some reason. It felt really good to cry, like I’d been holding it back. Afterward the astral was super clear and shiny and I felt so free. During the process, I saw some really negative links and flaws that I need to clear out, but not that I could immediately get rid of. It seems like they’re links that leave me open to attacks or like enemy links, or holes that allow for enemy energy to seep in. I felt my wings all night after that though, and the following day was incredible. Aside from one thing, Going through hard Saturn transits and got pulled over, looked at the cop and thought “man what a dick, how about don’t give me a ticket you prick” and he came back with a smile on his face and said he would let me off with a warning. Not sure if negative or positive. Seems like people are a lot nicer after RTR’s and I feel more sociable, connected to the world, connected to my kids, and just happy and fearless. For some reason I’ve been feeling fear and question prior to doing the RTR’s though,
I wish there was something like tinder but for “am I a Jew” as well lol
Would this qualify as a completely positive rtr experience, and does feeling the wings of your soul heavily throughout the whole process 100% say you’re not a Jew?
